Last Orgasm/Wank: 10th October 2011

Locked in Chastity Device Since: 11th October 2011

I am Asexual, that means I am not sexually attracted to other people of any gender, therefore I have no interest in sex with other people, I have only had sex three times in my life and was a virgin until I was 41 years old. Sex has just never interested me.  For more information about Asexuality go to http://www.asexuality.org/home/general.html

My keys were lost for 5 months.  I have managed to get a replacement key from Lori after my security screw came loose, I had to go through a rigorous trial of providing enough evidence to prove it was really the case. My best friend who lost my old keys will be my key holder again. He is a straight male is my key holder not because he was into chastity, he  is just doing it as a favour to me because I asked him to help me break my addiction and keep the keys out of my reach..... I have instructed him to never give me the keys unless there is a medical emergency/reason, I choose to stay locked in this device for the rest of my life 24/7/forever. He is very supportive of my lifestyle choice. We do not have a sexual relationship we are purely friends.

I locked myself to free myself from a life destroying addiction to masturbation.  I was masturbating for 8 to 12 hours every day, that means there is no time left to live life so I locked myself up to take back my life. Once an addict always an addict, I know I can never take the device off and hope to maintain control of my addiction so I happy to stay locked up forever and that is what I will do.

Another reason I choose to re locked for life is that while I am locked I am a better, more emotionally, mentally and sexually stable and it is a very noticeable difference between the old and the new me.  My best friend has noticed the difference and commented that I "seem to be in a better place". Others have the the change in me too. I am a much happier person now as a sexless male. 

I am uncut and proud to have a foreskin, I would not get circumcised for any reason. Now that I am locked inside my Lori forever I cannot retract my foreskin to clean inside it, but I have found that that area eventually looks after itself, there is no bad smell at all.  I guess it establishes a balance of good bacteria that keeps everything healthy.

I am also a nudist/naturist and have been for over 20 years. I enjoy being nude whenever I can. Nudism/Naturism is a non sexual thing for me.  I have no problem showing my body in any state, clothed, nude, soft, hard, locked.  Perhaps I have a bit of an exhibitionist lol. 

I think my ultimate goal would be to become a sexless male, to try to explain; since I am locked forever my genitals are now useless as sex organs so there is no point living or thinking as a sexual person. Ideally, I would like to achieve something similar to the innocence before puberty, when sexual thought just never happened and was of no interest.