slut is to be feminized. slut can barely get an erection now, and hope that in time will not be able to have an erection or an orgasm. slut hasn't had sexual penitration in over 6 years. Now slut would like controled orgasm such being milked roughly every 2 or 3 months or have my clittie held and stimulated so slut cums just in dribbles and never allowed to have "spurted" for ever. To be chaste and cuckolded to watch and serve a MISTRESS while SHE has love and sex and fucking a good-looking stud to satisfying MISTRESS, but slut isso weak and submissive.

When is a person considered a ‘‘TRANSVESTIDE’’

Slowly i have been going forward in permanently wearing more and more woman’s cloths.
I have been secretly wearing panties of over 10 years on a when i can basis. MASTER WIFE was not aware of my fantasy. Last year 15 months ago i purposely left a site on the computer about why a submissive sissy should advise his wife. This has changed my life.
PANTIES
Oct 2009 MASTER WIFE allowed me to wear her old panties to bed and i was allowed to keep them on only in the house. When MASTER WIFE discovered that i wore them outside MASTER WIFE was very angry.  MASTER WIFE brought me to the department store in Dec 2009 and bought me 12 Haines cotton regular briefs panties all black as they would not be noticeable if i were to need an ambulance or something.  MASTER WIFE was right as i have been to the Doctors, to the Hospital, gotten x-rays and nobody seemed to notice my panties.
I wear panties 24/7 even to bed, only removed when i take a bath or lower when i sit to pee or poop.
NIGHTGOWN
After Christmas MASTER WIFE she that HER old nightgowns i wore where too worn out all i needed a new one and brought me to the department store and chose two the same which MASTER WIFE wore (granny style) told me to pay for.
I wear the nightgown every night over my panties from 7 PM till 7  (sometimes till 8 ) AM. 12 hours day in day out.
Today  Feb 2010 there was a special at the department store on a lovely nightgown it had shoulder straps  and reached my ankles. At the department store i showed MASTER WIFE.  MASTER WIFE told me ‘NO WAY’ and i had nightgowns. I begged MASTER WIFE ‘please, please and that it would be good during the hot summer months’.  MASTER WIFE said OK but this woman’s thing has to stop and that MASTER WIFE was embarrassed by me. Then MASTER WIFE said take the dark ones. I begged MASTER WIFE please may i have the pink one please.  MASTER WIFE approved and i bought them.
SLIPPERS
I have an old pair of men’s slippers which i dislike to wear when i wear my black dress and white apron and black tights. However, when the floor is cold MASTER WIFE tells me to put on my slippers. I obey but do not like to wear men’s cloths.
There was a sale last week mid Jan and begged MASTER WIFE if i my get a pair of new slippers which i showed MASTER WIFE, nice pink slippers, again MASTER WIFE said is there no black or dark ones, i begged MASTER WIFE please MASTER WIFE may i get these pink ones and MASTER WIFE looked up in the air and said OK get them.
UNIFORM
It has been several months now that i wear a black dress and white apron and black tights when i get out of bed to prepare breakfast and do the breakfast dishes. I change to men’s pants, shirt and shoes to walk the dog.
If i have housework to do i put on my dress, apron and tights. If not i stay in my men’s cloths till it is time to prepare super. A 3 hour a day minim or more if i have housecleaning chores of wearing the above.
CASH
Feb 2010 i started to give finical control to MASTER WIFE in a large cash amount to pay for the monthly spending and asked if i may receive an allowance of $7.00 a week to buy MASTER WIFE the newspaper which would cost nearly $7.00. Therefore, it would not be  MASTER WIFE asking if we had enough money but it would be me who must ask for extra money and explain why i needed the money.
MASTER WIFE had given me her change purse to pay for some payments, i was to pay the cashier from the change purse which i had to place on the counter for everyone to see. Slowly MASTER WIFE will take complete control as MASTER WIFE seems to be hesitant at this earl date.
PANTS
I was looking for a way to get MASTER WIFE to buy me woman’s pants when MASTER WIFE bought 2 pairs of pants (jogging like pants). They were too large for MASTER WIFE and  MASTER WIFE surprised me by saying that i can wear them and that i was to drive MASTER WIFE back to the store to buy two more for HER.

CONCLUSION
I now just need woman’s socks, and blouses instead of shirts or woman’s sweaters to complete my transformation.
As of the near future i do not see  MASTER WIFE allowing me to wear a dress outside the house. Therefore, i will still wear men’s shoes and men’s coats. Though i do go out in the backyard at night to fill up the bird feeder wearing MASTER WIFE’S heavy long winter coat over my night gown.

Still longing for MASTER WIFE to change HER mind and take full control of my sexual releases by locking me in a chastity devise.