pet reminded me of something I hadn't done in a long time, hypnosis. I had hypnotized a slave before, required him to listen to tapes, deepening his submission through constant reminders of those submissive thoughts that worked for us. In my experience, submission is all in the mind of the submissive. His desire to be within my control is the strongest aspect of the relationship. So now I am researching and looking for hypnosis scripts and online sites. There was a Ds hypnosis site with a really odd name that I had used before. If anyone knows the site I would love the link.

pet and I are continuing to work on our relationship and his commitment to service. I forget how far he's come sometimes. Recently I was talking to a newbie who would like to join our happy home. It has been a long time since I've trained a new sub and I don't have the same patience for it like I used to. It made me realize just how far we have come in dominance, submission and training. It is a constant thing and I have very high expectations of pet. Often I am frustrated with his failings. At times I think he'll never learn or change despite berating him, humiliating him and beating him. Then, I have a conversation with a newly minted sub and have an ah ha moment. My pet would never tell me no, challenge my authority, give me demands or limits. And yet, he still behaves like a child when he doesn't get his way, pouts and stomps his feet, slams doors, so I put him over my knee just like I would a child.

And now I am looking for new ways to mold and shape his thoughts so they are inline with mine.