Me and my current wife have been married for 3 years now. This is my second marriage and her first marriage. I was married before for almost 16 years ( I have three children with my ex-wife). After our third child I had a vasectomy.  Well about two years after the vasectomy my ex-wife told me she was pregnant. She also told me that the baby was not mine and that the father was black.  I also found out that he was not the first black man she had sex with. She had 8 other black men in our bed over the past year. I was a hurt and angry but I also was very arroused by this situation. I told her that I would forgive her and I also told her that I was turned on by her fucking black men. She did cuckold me and continue to have sex with black men until one day she told me she wanted to leave me for one of the black men that she met. After the divorce I still craved the cuckold life style. I wanted a woman that would cuckold me with black men. So I finally found a woman that didn't mind the lifestyle. She had never been married before and had no children of her own. I agreed to have a vasectomy reversal. We tried for the last two years to have a baby but were unsucessful. The Doctor that did the vasectomy reversal did a sperm analysis and told me the bad news. That there were only a couple of sperm in my load. A couple of sperm is a far cry from the million's of sperm that most men have in their load. So of course she was very disappointed. So after that she would use the fact that I had little to no sperm in my load to humiliate me in front of her black lovers. So the black guys started to tell her and me "don't worry baby I have plenty of fertile sperm to get you pregnant". So the idea caught on to her wanting to have a baby of her own. So now she does not let me cum inside her. She jacks me off into my shot glass and feeds me my own cum and tells me " eat your pathetic worthless cum cuckboy". So she is currently trying to get pregnant by her black lover. I really do not mind that she have a black mans baby. I know she wants a baby of her own and I cannot give her that baby. I do love it when her and her black lover are fucking bareback and they both tell me how his sperm is fertile and superior to mine and that his baby is going to be growing in her belly soon.