I am a beautiful, STRONG, confident, and a progressive dominant woman.
I desire a lovely male ... or trans...who completely knows his place in MY life.
To completely submit to my desires to guide our lives to be the most exciting and best they can be.
I am STRICT but lovingly supportive for you to be your best...you can be to make ME the best I can be!
My sub must be willing and able to completely care for and make ME his only thoughts in words, actions and ability ... always thinking ahead on how to please my every need before I even think it as he gratefully progresses.
He should be in shape...or be prepared to get there. Have excellent domestic skills, financially very healthy and be completely willing to submit to my control in every area of his life.
Hello My name is Mistress Chazzy
Born:september26 1986 (age 27)
Height:5 ft 5 in (1.65 m)
Weight:106 lb (48 kg)
yahoo : firstname.lastname@example.org
facebook : Chazzy Fernandez
Pretty down to earth and easy to work with. I love creative projects and will happily bring my ideas to the table as well, but I'm selective about the people I work with. I'm available for paid assignments, editorial and product collaborations that are relevant to my interests.
Relevant interests: lingerie and other clothing, anything music related, dj'ing, snowboarding, skateboarding, graffiti, comic books, calenders, anime, cars, motorcycles, street bikes, zombies and uh vampires. lol. BDSM IS MY LIFESTYLE
One of the most important things i have learned under My Ladies rule is never think it is over. My Lady is always on top of my daily training and thoughts. Going back to my olds way is unthinkable now. As My Lady and Her Mother , Momma as i address Her are always looking after my behaviour and changes.
Having these two dominate Ladies taking more charge over my life is pleasing but sometimes there is too much to do. As the house hold chores are my duties and also holding down a full time job the pace is a little over whelming. Yes i do enjoy pleasing My Lady and trusting in Her guidance to improve myself. The only short fall is not enough time to do all of Her request as well as Momma's. One day i hope it is soon the will accomplished.
Having no male clothing and not pretty enough to pass, fully. Seems to be in an area of limbo before the full sissy home maker takes over. My Lady has requested that i wear leggings or pantyhose fulltime to show off my legs in public. Yes i have dressed in in dresses in public but away from where we live. My Lady knows just when to challenge me and nudge me to the next level. As my shoes are all definitely Woman's as well as every other piece of clothing and hair style.
We have not been here for a while but now My Lady finds it appropriate to update our situation.
sissy g have not been locked for some time. But from today sissy g is locked in cb6000 with no release date. Lady might milk Her chastity slave each quarter and in the mean time the chastity slave sissy g will serve and satisfy Lady as Lady prefers, sissy g do not need and deserve any satisfaction until Lady decide.
Still remember the first time i wore pink and the teasing i received. Being pointed out as a sissy and that i was hen pecked. Seems every one around town has become use to my sissy dress style. As My Lady told me this is going to be a slow and easy transition into Woman's attire. Most of these changes will be permanent and for my benefit.
One big surprise at work was the service manager tell me, not many people can get away with wearing pink but it looks good on you. That little compliment was a real good ego boost as i do my job well with out offending people. Proves that racist and bulling come from people with low brain power that are afraid of what they don't understand.
Most morning now i am very proud how i dress and feel pleased with myself under My Ladies guidance. Every day i push my ego farther back into my mind and move forward.
My Lady has spoken about what She expects for Her pets. That is absolute loyalty and nothing else. My Ladies rule and control are very fair and wise beyond my experience's. Having unquestioning faith in My Ladies ability to govern over my life is in reality a big relief to my mind. Just do what i am told to do and always try to improve myself. Acceptance of being governed by a supreme superior Lady is a lot of work and self discipline.
After three years of progress with My Ladies training and goals. Now i am totally amazed at how far i have changed. At first i was so self conscious at wearing Women's panties under my male clothing. The reason My Lady gave me was to make sure i would cheat on Her as explaining to another Woman why i was wearing them. Now i look in my closet space and drawers and see nothing that look male. Now i have no body hair at all and just the shadow of the male beard left on my face.
Then My Lady took it the responsibility of explaining my changes to my Mother. This is an area i didn't want to go but My Lady deemed it necessary for my growth and my relationship with my Mother. Afterwards my Mother gave me some wonderful hugs and told me She just wants me to be happy. This was a great feeling and i am still getting use to my Mother understand.
After about three years of training and changes, my comfort level is much better being a sissy. Having My Lady being in control and looking after my daily life seems more normal now. Just like any great leader My Lady needs control and loyalty from Her support. The more loyal and faithful i am for My Lady seems to pay off as She become greater in the outside world with Her career.
Now i am looking after more of the house hold duties and enjoying every moment. Having this deep seated pride in the way the house looks before i leave for work is satisfying. Always feeling pretty is a whole new world of feeling good about myself. The outside world is not full of closed mind people as long as one is pleased with them self.
Think the big turning point on my dressing is the colour pink. Once i wore a pink blouse for the first time out in public my confidence grew many times. Dressing is an art and has to be done carefully as i can now understand what Ladies go through when getting ready for going out. Secretly i want to over do it but reality kicks in and modest is the way to dress for daily duties.
Every day now i feel so good about all the changes to my appearance. As my beard slowly melts away and my face takes on a softer look. Getting compliments about how smooth and shapely my long legs are. Now the beautiful selection of pretty shoes i can wear in public on my own.
My Lady loves to see me in pink and tells me the colour works for me. Having learned that being a sissy means being attractive but modest is very important. Always trying to be pleasant and it is not too hard to smile all the time being a sissy.
Spending all those years in fear because i didn't want the world to see any weakness in my male ego. Now i actually feel a great release and all i have to do is follow orders and instructions from My Lady and Her Mother. Serving superiors is a lot more work but a better feeling of self worth.
So......my wife and I have had separate bedrooms for a few years and chastity games have fallen by the wayside. We decided to sell the house and get a divorce. As luck would have it, I met a way younger than me spanish girl. She is petite with smooth dark skin, beautiful eyes, small breasts and a nice derriere. We had many conversations about spanish culture and macho male attitude, cheating etc. One day we were sitting on the sofa after a long bicylce tour for charity, both of us just chilling with a beer. She started putting nail polish on her toes. When she finished she looked at me and smiled saying "can I do your toenails too?" I said "sure", and it began...... first the toes, then some days later we were shopping for her, socks, jeans and stuff. She wandered over to the panty section and bought a few of those as well. We had exchanged some funny pictures about guys in panties, chastity and teasing via e-mails in the past and both of us were ready to play. We started with toenail polish and went to panties, chastity, buttplugs with some mild bondage. My love now uses all of the previous mentioned items to keep me under her control and we both love it. This is all done with respect as we both dislike name calling. She will lock me in chastity, put me in panties, paint my toenails pink on Sunday night and I am not allowed to vary the way I'm dressed during the week, that includes work. The newest idea she has is using me for sex while being on top. Doing it this way, she controls the tempo and depth of my thrusts and orgasms every time. When her orgasm comes, she lays on my chest and snuggles while I hope that next time I can come too. It's amazingly frustrating and exciting to be released from chastity, only to be used and locked right back up. I am loving life right now and couldn't be happier.
After about two years of laser hair removal there is noticeable thinning of my beard. People are asking if i am losing weight or say my face has a softer look. Then i must say i was losing faith in the beginning of the laser treatment. Yes it did hurt and i did feel it work, but the process slowly weakens the stiff male hair. Once it has become weak the beard hair has little time left. Now i have blotches of bare spots all over my face. That is ok with me as now i can see some good results and feel more like a real sissy
As part of the sexual reassignment surgery treatment here in Canada. The first step is to dress and live like a Woman for more then a year. My Lady says i have progressed very well and dressing will not be a problem. Having built a complete wardrobe of Woman's clothing that fits and is tasteful. The future looks very promising and fruitful.
Looking back and remembering how embarrassed i was the first time i carried a purse. Then after that it has been all little steps, like my earrings and hair style. Now i know how important a purse is because i have pants with no pockets. Blouses are wonderful because they have so many different colours and styles, just finding ones big enough in the shoulders is hard lol.
So pleased that my feet fit a Ladies size eleven which is just within the regular size spectrum so there is a great variety of styles. Sandals and Maryjanes work out the best and jogging shoes that are pink.
Last week , My Lady and i went away for a little holiday. Being in public in short pants , pink blouse and Ladies flats was really a relief. Thou i love being dress the public aspect always scared me because i will never pass as a full Lady, just to tall. The feeling deep inside was very wonderful after i became accustom to being dressed in public.
Once i started to talk to people in a normal voice and discussed normal topic's. People became friendlier and smiled , once they realized there was a real person behind my smile.
My Lady was always right as She has helped me dress tastefully and reserved. Yes i wish i was young enough to wear a leather mini skirt, see through blouse and high heels but at my age that would make me look like a freak trying too hard. So now i feel i have a very happy medium which will allows me to live as a very feminize male for the time being.
Becoming more sissy then male seems to be very comfortable among other Ladies. As My Lady gave the neighbour Ladies a tour of the houses with the reno's. The pink bedroom was their favorite with lots of favorable commits. Then the pink bathroom with the antique footed bath tub, which is painted darker pink was a big hit too. Then My Lady explained about the other renovations that are planned for the future.
Thought it was really nice that the neighbour Ladies loved the design and the work done on our home. My Lady told me that Woman always have a network and see things that the common male doesn't see. Then i was reminded that i was always under the watchful eyes of the Ladies about me dress and behaviour.
For the longest time I have always enjoyed sissies. Sissies are what I love to torture, humiliate, and own. A sissy is so lovely for Me, its so great to see one just wear panty and be so cute and perfect for its Mistress. Many subs are sissies now its one of the most widespread fetishes anymore. Many just love the idea of what it means to be a sissy. But its hard to find a Mistress who truly loves to train a sissy let alone own them. Most sissies do not have any chance whatsoever other than being a humilation slut. Its not the same thing and that is why alot search truly for a Mistress who enjoys sissies. Sissies are longing to be beautiful, humiliated, used, and to release the inner slut inside. In My time though on the internet it has come to My attention that one of the most requested things I receive is will I train a sissy. They ask this because yes sissies are My specialty. I enjoy them and I enjoy owning them, torturing them, humiliating them, molding them, and making them the sluts they long to be. I enjoy watching as one travels down this path where they long to be filly, pink, and lovely.
Sissies are My preference though I enjoy all submissives, but I have always enjoyed what a sissy is. they wish to be soft, lovely, sexy, and almost always so slutty. they are always stuck though between this normal life that they are trapped in and this other life they long for. From the very beginning I have seen sissies as these lost ones who as much as they love to be humilated, used, and abused, they are seeking guidance and acceptance. It is because of this I have taken on many sissies to train for My own. Unlike what youve heard sissy training isnt just being pretty My bitch. No that is kink a real sissy is a soft lovely one who is stuck in this cage of their life. they want out but they have nowhere to go. they have no one who understands no one who sees what they are.
It is because of this that for years now I have trained a sissy to no only accepting what they are but also to make them evolve. It begins slowly but I understand truly that sissies are some of the most fragile ones in BDSM. Many play but the ones who are real are truly lost. A sissy can begin slowly, some want to start at the beginning. A satin clad baby just wanting their nanny Mistress. they want to feel their whole existence start over again and then see their world be reborn. they want to be humiliated, toyed with, made to be a small infant and watch as all the things their grownup self takes for granted taken away. The lovely bonnet, the satin nightie, they are so into it all. From there it will travel further resulting at the adult slut and if they are brave enough complete with surgery, pills, breasts, and embracing their new self.
I own and have owned dif sissies and I take great pride in training them. I mold them, break them, tease them, take them under My boot and make them embrace the bitch they are. Some are even fin sissies which is even more for Me for that is one of My favorites as well. Every part of the life they lead is connected and I love to take their world shatter it and rebuild them into the sluts I want them to be. However Ive noticed that when one messages Me they ask make Me a sissy. But not alot understand truly how much time one must set aside to do this…A sissy who truly wishes to be molded needs extensive care, attention, and discipline. When one is asking to be trained it must be given the proper time as well and it does not happen overnight. I must see truly what you as the sub is longing for as a sissy. So what Ive decided to do because so many have asked Me is to start private sissy training. It works as follows….
To give proper attention for sissy training I must set aside the time to do it so because of this I have set these terms completely. Sissy Training is a private one on one session that is more deeper and extensive than regular servitude because of how I must keep track of you, give you the attention you need, make sure you understand what I am wishing of you, and can mold you more deeper. Sissy Training is not something that you start for 1 month and then expect complete results it is a gradual process that only will evolve with time and effort. I get many requests for this but I will not train anyone who is not ready to give what is required for this service….
I take great pride and pleasure in training a sub to be a true sissy. Some already know what they want but some are just closet and wanting to release it so badly. I will not set aside for someone though who is not serious because I must put aside so much of My time for them. So this is only for serious inquiries ONLY!! If you a sub wishes true sissy training to become the slut you long to be you must send Me an email agreeing to the terms I lay out and you will pay Me for My services. I do not lie, scam, nor use I am true lifestyle and all I ask is compensation for My time and service. This is for serious ones only who know they truly wish 1 on 1 sissy training with a real lifestyle Domina.
On Friday, I directed my puppy Adam to write article about how he became my financial slave. I gave him deadline until Sunday 5pm but he sent it to me on Friday before midnight . I see he learned lessons from his previous mistakes and knows how I hate waiting.
So here it is, take the lesson how to treat your Mistress!
Hi Mistress Nikola,
Here is your article as you requested:
Mistress Nikola first approached me with an easy task to do for her – she wanted me to put on high heels and tights and send her a photo of myself wearing them. I checked out her profile and was instantly mesmerised by her beauty. Of course I agreed to do as she requested of me, and to send her the requested photos that evening. Then, I let her down by not carrying out the task as requested.
The next day I asked her if I could make it up to her by sending her some cash. She agreed to let me try and make it up to her by sending her money. I had noticed that she lives in the same city, so I expressed that I would be eager to one day hand her cash in person. Mistress Nikola rightfully put me in my place. How dare I make such a request, especially after having disobeyed her the evening before and still not having tributed her yet. I quickly agreed to send her money asap.
I went to the ATM and withdrew her money. I then disappointed Mistress Nikola for the second time. I was ready to send her the money but chickened out at the last minute. This is not because I didn’t know that she deserves it. I have been fantasising about findom for years but have never tributed any Mistress before. I know that my only place is absolute submission and complete findom ownership. This is why I had been afraid to take that first step. I knew the gravity of what that first tribute would mean...
My Lady and i were out shopping for clothing and shoes. While i was wearing a pink and white checked blouse, white jumper and pink and white running shoes. Yes i did look like a sissy in public and have become very comfortable with this style. Even with earrings and a pink hair band, my bare legs are smooth and shapely. Though a may raise a few eye brows, people don't run away as i approach them.
My Lady wanted to stop at a sex shop called the Stag. As i opened the door for My Lady, i realized this place was big and bright. Staffed with two young Ladies, who greeted us with hello's and friendly smiles. My Lady spoke loudly and firmly about Her needs. Wanting to see and find out about any new devices for Her pleasure.
As i stood there listening in on the conversation between these Ladies. As they talked about performance and durability for pleasure i was taken back with inexperience but was honoured that they would talk so freely about this subject. Then My Lady spoke directly to me in a firm voice, go find yourself some plugs, pet! With a pat on my bottom i walked away looking for what My Lady requested.
How you can read, one of my financial slave send me first report of very beginning his lock period. I guess he will pass through hard time in next couple of days I don’t absolutely care. He is my financial slave and I want him to prove it for me. I want to see your unlimited devotion for me and I want all of your money. Reason for this, I own you and your money already and you are just pathetic financial slave. This is a fact and it’s all right to keep it this way for very long time.
Frustrating, humiliating or exciting. That might be well-taken words to describe be financial slave. At least I feel gradually releasing satisfaction. It’s finally what I’ve wished for whole my life. Being in service for only one princess, become to be not only her financial slave but slave for real 24/7 lifestyle. Become to be one hundred per cent faithful, get awareness of be devoted to her for rest of my life and serve her in purpose to please her as she wish. All of them used to be just my dreams....
First of all, I would like to say how great this site is to look and read about everyones stories!
My interest into chastity came about 2/3 years back and I bought a cb6000. I attached the device to see what it was like and I loved the thought of me not able to get fully erect and unable to masterbate. The only problem at the time, is that I was working at the airport so I didn't really want the embarrassment of setting off the detectors and then body searched, to then find myself having to answer questions!
I've been out of the airport for over a year now. I have always visited masters and served as a slave. I love cbt,tt,electro and loads of stuff!
Anyway, not long ago my interest in chastity reignited and thought 'great, I'm no longer at the airport, so I could now really experience chastity long-term. I must admit, I really thought it was going to be easy as locking myself up and handing over the key but as I've experienced and from doing the research on here. I'm glad to know its not that simple coz it hasn't been at all! The main problem to overcome is the sleeping at night and then the 'blue balls' which I thought wasn't right but now understand this is something that happens.
I have a guy who lives local to me who is my master and will be my key holder. I've visited him once so I could meet him and we had a play. This was in the evening time and I was wearing my cb6000 only for the day but hadn't masterbated for about 2x days. He tied me up, teased me, inserted butt plugs and I was fully aroused. He unlocked my chastity and then milked me while I was restrained and unable to touch my cock. It had only been a couple of days without masterbated and my cock was rock hard!
As it was early days, I hadn't left the key coz I was still breaking into the device. My master was about to go away and I was going to be on holiday!
Now I am back from holiday. Arrived back on Thursday 15th August in the afternoon. I was very excited coz I knew when I was back, I would be ready to chastise myself again.
I shaved everything down below, made sure I was smooth and then fitted the device. I had last masterbated on Wednesday night and not played with myself since.
A part of me thinks i need to give myself more time and another says 'do it'!
What I am really looking forward to is experiencing the psychological and mental effects and see how horny I become...I am a single gay guy and use to masterbating daily so this is gonna be an interesting journey!
I'm not even sure how long I want to be locked up for. My master said recently he maybe seeing someone somewhere in a relationship so he will be sharing his time spending two weeks away and two weeks home.
Which will mean i could only relieve myself every fortnight!
Anyway, I will keep you posted and let you know what happens...