Back from NYC, and it looks like we're taking a break from chastity and D/s. Only a week longer, my wife says. 'Need to recharge the batteries!' Just hope this doesn't happen once a month. lol That won't really work.
All the work she's put into me is pretty much gone already. With free reign over my penis, I'm playing with myself and getting some action from her. All my sexual energy has been fully drained. We're also not doing D/s. It doesn't work that well without the CB.
I slept without either the cage or the mittens last night. Tee wanted me close to her and wanted me to hold her, so I did.
She woke Monday morning looking as bland as vanilla ice cream. The shower was nothing more than that. I washed her and she kept hugging me. That was fine. The day after a severe asthma attack is like that. She says she feels wrung out and I believe her.
I dressed her her and managed to get my horn on. She smiled but it was a weak one. "I feel old and ugly," she said.
She has asthma and had an attack early Sunday morning. We spent four hours in the ER. Watching an attack happen is scary as hell. She's fine but completely wiped out. Sleeping.
Tee said she was going to need an office full of supplies when she started working with Bc. You know, computer, printer and all the stuff that makes an office. Well, that was easy. Dell. I ordered a computer that was serious overkill. Nothing is too good for the person who holds my key. I mean, my wife. Tee. Anyway, she said, "Take care of it," and I heard, "And I'll suck you off tonight." Well, galdly, dear. To a horny man, everything is about sex.
V was having her usual issues with R. She was fuming, R was hiding and I was giggling. Well, Tee was too. I love it when V puts her foot down. "No, R. I am NOT going unless Tee holds the key. That means you're wearing it and that's final." He swallowed hard and looked anemic. Tee took the key and V looked raptorous. She even hugged me. When she did? She squealed, "Get your hands off my ass!" I backed away quickly, my hands in the air. "I swear, Tee."
Well, V slapped me and said, "And you think she'll believe you?"
NYC! Only took ten hours to get here: 7 in a plane and 3 via layover. Friday morning we were on the west coast, and last night we arrived on the east coast. But oh man all the waiting and flying was worth it! The City was lit up like a christmas tree when we arrived. NYC at night is breathtaking. During the day it's pretty amazing too, but it really comes alive at night.
We've been here for one full day, and already the wife has her item from Tiffany (some Tiffany perfume) and we've seen Phantom of the Opera. But enough about the day to day tourist business, let's get down to the reason this blog exists.
I'm not wearing my CB-6000s. The wife decided she wanted me to be as comfortable as possible while travelling, and told me to leave it off after the nightly teastfest Thursday. I told her it wouldn't be a problem, but she insisted. I'm glad she did. It was definitely more comfortable without it on.
Cool. So this is how is feels to be raped. Exactly what does that mean? I wasn't horny at all. Can I explain it? Nope. I just wasn't. And Tee noticed.
She cried before she went to work. "I ruined it," she said through tears. "You'll never be the way I want because I was stupid."
And she was wearing a black pin-striped suit when she said it, too. And heels. With straps. And dark nylons. And a nice white blouse that showed a hint of a push-up bra.
i have an idea that i would like to run by you people. before i tell my idea i will give you a little history.
i bought my first cb6000 a year ago and i wear it off and on for many of reasons also i have been dating my girlfriend for two years which i haven't told her about this fantacy yet. we have a kind of long distance relationship about 2hrs away. we are talking about getting married, but everytime the subject comes up im a little standoffish cause i'm just not ready yet. i want to marry her but im hesitant due to one of us has to move and i have a great job here. so she would be the one to move, which shes ok with it.
MY APOLOGIES IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE. I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT HAPPENED THOUGH.
I woke in a good mood and it got better in the shower with Tee. I washed her thoroughly and felt her shudder through an unexpected morning orgasm. She giggled, hugged as the water splashed us and I felt that it was the start of a very good day.
My wife is still doing a lot of research on the whole chastity and D/s lifestyle (by the way if anyone reading this knows of any good texts on how to dominate your hub, please PM me or leave a comment here! She needs one bad!). She's got pages and pages of notes. She never feels really 'ready' to do anything, like she's not prepared. I reminded her tonight whatever we end up doing doesn't have to be exquisitely prepared or exactly planned.
It seems to me, and please correct me if I'm wrong, the main thing is to keep me horny and bothered. There are tons of simple things that she can do to keep me that way, but not doing anything at all because she doesn't feel like she's found the exact game she wants to play or something just frustrates me something fierce. Not the good frustration where I want to do more and more for her and I want to catch every glimpse of her naked body whenever I get a chance. The kind of almost angry frustration and almost an anti-horny feeling. You know like the times you get angry, and it kills your horny mood? That kind of frustration.
I said it would really help if she just did some basic stuff more often, like just edge me for awhile. Or make me read her some horny stories. There are a million things. Basically just keep up my arousal. It just makes it easier for me to sub to her, as well as be more understanding of whatever changes she's got going on when I'm a raging horny guy in chastity. Get that testosterone up! I told her it could be anything. Draw her a bath, make me set everything up, make an exacting list that MUST be just so 'or else'. Then I wait on her while she's in the tub. Wash her back. Touch her body! Stuff like that. It doesn't have to be touching each others sex organs, but it does have to be something sensual.
Spending two days on the tiolet makes being horny impossible. Quite. I didn't miss work either Monday or Tuesday, but I didn't do anything besides sit in front of my computer and talk on the phone all day long. Had a system crashed somewhere, I wouldn't have been able to put it back together.
Tee? Thank you for posting the last two days. I owe you.
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After last night's disaster of a meet to find a sexy new man to cuckold hubby with, I should think about something positive, like the time I mentioned previously when I had sex with my ex on our bed while hubby had to wait downstairs.
I very much enjoy cuckolding hubby, having him perform clean-up on my well fucked, cum soaked pussy. It is very humbling for him, keeps him in his place. Well, one of his places.
My ex was out running errands and since we were fucking and talking I had agreed to lend him some things. He had to stop in for a minute; hubby and I were in the basement watching T.V. When he arrived I went up to answer the door. When I opened the door, I got this crazy idea; I wanted to fuck him, right then and there, in our room, on our bed, which was conveniently located above the T.V. room. I told him to take off his shoes and follow me. I led him to our bedroom, unzipped my pants and told him, in a very loud voice that I wanted to fuck him. I knew hubby could hear me tell him how I wanted to use his big cock to satisfy my horny pussy. Of course he was ready already. We had some intense sex, this guy is very flexible and energetic, not to mention well endowed. The bed was jumping he was pounding me so hard. I must say I expressed my gratitude loudly and enthusiastically. We hard fucked in a variety of positions until he couldn't hold back anymore. Now, one of my favorite things about a cock is how it feels when it is about to cum, so I had a fantastic orgasm myself feeling his big cock get bigger. He collapsed on the bed, and I said "I'll be right back" and marched my used and filled pussy right down the stairs. Hubby knows not to bother me unless I call for him, but he was patiently waiting for me with a stiff cock. I ordered him to lie on his back on the floor, and then squatted over his face. I could actually feel the cum slide out of my pussy and into his mouth. I could hear him licking and sucking and I had to laugh. I made sure to rub my pussy and ass all over his face; I wanted him to have the smell of his wife's used pussy with him for the rest of the day as a little reminder that I like cock, and more than he could provide. When he had sucked up every last drop of cum, I went back upstairs, to see my ex on his way.
I probably won't do this again for a while because I don't feel that I do this very well. That's my husband's forte. I decided to do it so that many of you can get my opinion on our life and our routine.
In all the years we've been married, we never showered together. Why now? Well, that was calculated. Showering with him when he's horny is a good way to keep him that way. I like him when he's horny because I am the most beautiful woman in the world when he is. When he's not? It bothers me on a level that surprises me even now. I mean, am I that shallow? Probably. Sue me. I like my husband to be horny and can admit that after...eighteen years. Also, I taught him years ago how to fondle me. Most men just grab and squeeze. That hurts. I taught him how to hold me. Also, I taught him that playing with my nipples probably wouldn't score him many points, so he doesn't. Throw in a bar of soap and it's a recipe made in heaven.
Today I was very helpful. Not only did I do all my chores, I helped mistress look for the mail key without being asked. I didn't do it to suck up. Truthfully I felt guilty sitting there on the computer while she looked and looked for that key. So I helped her look for about half an hour. She finally found it in the garbage. She'd thrown it away. lol Good thing I hadn't taken the garbage out yet!
So I found out what makes it easier to do what you're told, and actually want to do it! Being horny. I'm willing to do a lot more when I hope it will help ensure a future release! Who wants another repeat of Saturday? (very unexpected ruining of an orgasm) Not me. lol
Work was pretty smooth today. I got a lot done. All day long my 6000 felt like it was flopping all over. I could move it an inch or two in any direction. I could fit two fingers inbetween the ring and my sack. It felt like it was just hanging on my balls. My ball sack had really stretched out a lot in the last week. My giant balls were starting to hang down from the ring a little, which is a big difference from last Monday when I could barely get the biggest ring around my sack. My nuts were really being crushed last Monday. This Monday I was swinging them in circles like a sock full of nickles. Well not quite. lol
It has been a long time since I last wrote anything. I haven't had much time to visit this site even. My wife and I have settled happily into our role as Mistress's devoted slaves.
I just want to write to say that it has been the happiest year of our lives. Our one year aniversary as Mistress's slave is coming up and we decided that is an appropriate time to get tattooed. What should it say? We have lots of ideas but we would like to get some input. Thanks.
I am Tee. I am writing this morning's blog for two reasons. One, my husband is sick with some sort of intestinal bug. He's watching the Lakers-Thunder and the Dodgers-Giants. Also, he's making certain the plumbing works.
But, the second reason is to answer an email we got from a concerned reader. He thinks our marriage is in trouble because I don't respect him. Let me assure all of you folks that I do. He's easily one of the smartest people I have ever known - and that's what attracted me to him in the first place. Okay, I run our sex life. I get that. I think I did anyway even before we started using chastity. But respect him? I do. Our life is much more fun than it used to be and I can't wait to pull rank on him each day. I mean, how many ways can I think of to say no?
Also, I believe I was a fairly bland person before all this started. After all, I workl in the banking industry. My sexiest garment was a black bra. In truth, I didn't think I was pretty enough to be sexy. He always thought so, but I was always doubtful. The one argument that he made that just wouldn't go away was the attention he gave me when he wore it. And the longer he wore it, the more thoughtful he got. So, I decided, "What harm can it do?" I let him wear it and decided to be as faithful about the key and when he got unlocked as the situation warranted. And things began to snowball. And I decided I liked the way I felt when he looked at me that way.
reena apologizes for lack of activity. A family member has undergone orthopedic surgery in FEB and severe complications curtail most activity. reena has been busy providing care and assistance and has had no spare time. Hopefully things will improve but more surgery may be necessary.
Nothing much happend Friday. She was recouping from the total satisfaction of Thursday night...her total satisfaction, obvious from the fact this blog is on a (male) chastity site.
All there is to talk about from Friday is her toes. It's my job to make sure they stay perfect. Mainly the polish, cuticles, and shape. Usually she wants red polish, but Friday night she decided to switch it up with barbie pink. Sounded great until I used it. It was so thin (which infuriated me to no end - Thin polish is like weak coffee) I had to apply three coats. She said it wasn't necessary cause she's going to the spa this Wednesday anyway. I told her I don't cut corners. I want her to be proud of my work (I know you ladies show off your men's work). Lastly, I applied the glitter coat she wanted. Her toes looked so hot. I got a little pissy a few times as she didn't seem to watch the paint too close when she was sitting on the carpet. That got me a warning glare.
Saturday was a different story. It was her birthday, and we dropped off the kids at her mom's. We then set off to the casino. I was wearing the panties she picked out for me, and she was in her new black sundress (oxymoron for sure) with some crotchless panties. I never got to see them, by the way. Now that's torture. =/
Even though my butt still hurt at times, I slept soundly because Tee was under my arm. I can withstand anything as long as I know she still loves me. After yesterday, I'm fairly secure that way.
I woke to her smiling at me. It was the best present she could have given me. She kissed me lightly and that was just as good.
"Good morning, husband," she purred. "I missed you."
