My mistress has changed her masturbation plan for me. She has previously masturbated me daily or several times a day never allowing me to cum. You can read about it in my previous blogs. Anyway, she has decided that watching me masturbate is more of a turn on for her, especially knowing that I must stop before I cum. I guess I must be an exhibitionist because I get very hot knowing that she's watching me masturbate. While I masturbate she does everything she can think of to make it hard for me stop before I cum like licking and sucking my nipples and tits. When I stop just before cuming, she's so hot that she immediately begins to finger herself until she cums and then as usual makes me lick her cunt clean. Surprisingly I really like masturbating for her, it's a turn on, so this is a positive change. I'm sure she'll think of some other changes soon. She's also decided not shave my balls and tits, only my cock is going to shaved three times a week.
I keep forgetting details. My mistress has shaved my cock, balls, and belly and keeps them shaved twice a week. She says that because she enjoys sucking my nipples and playing with my tits, she is thinking of shaving my tits and nipples also.
I forgot to mention that I have very sensitive nipples and medium size breasts. One of the things my mistress does, either when she masturbates me or just to tease me is to play with my nipples or suck them and milk my tits.
I'll ask her if I can post some pictures of my cock, balls, nipples, and tits.
I am a submissive male. My mistress masturbates me daily, sometimes several times a day, but she does not allow me to cum. If I accidentaly do cum, she makes me eat the cum. However, because she is concerned about my prostate health but won't milk me, she does allow me to cum on Sundays. On some occassions she lets me cum during intercourse, but other times she has me masturbate while she watches and gives me instuctions. That turns her on, so after I'm done she masturbates and has me watch. After she has several orgasms, she makes me lick her cunt clean.
She won't let me use a chastitiy device even though I am in chastity; she wants to have instant access to my cock and balls. She says my cock, balls, and cum belong to her. During the night to make sure I don't masturbate she ties my hands so I can't reach my cock.
I enjoy her control and the time when she masturbates me to just on the verge of cuming. I find that I'm in a constant state of arousal, looking forward to the next time she masturbates me. That's how she controls my behavior. She knows I want to cum, and the only way that will happen is if I please her. So she is in control of me in every way.
How to get a chaste male sissy (female) slave in anguish.
Women are far superior than use the usless male sissies.
Women know how to control us through our useless little clits.
I belong to GODDESS BARBARA, SHE is my MISSTRESS who controls my
soul, mind and body.
After 26 days locked in my chastity device i was ordered to remove it
on Sunday Aug 13 cum then replace a new plastic lock and send the
required photo's. On Monday GODDESS BARBARA ordered me to remove my
chastity device on Wednesday Aug 16 cum and immitately replace a new
lock and send the required proving photo's.
i ate my cum and sent the photo's. where SHE asked if i liked
myeating my cum and live sperm and if i enjoyed myself.
i said i really enjoyed rubbing my useless clit on the pillow like a
dog cumming then eating the mess.
GODDESS said SHE hopes so because it will be a long time before i cum
again if ever.
Now the anguish.
my useless clit wakes me up around 2 AM and again around 5 AM because
i contiuiosly think of how i enjoyed rubbing myself and cumming.
The CB 2000 has 2 rings one oround the sack (balls) and useless clit
and the other is the cage in front of the sack. When i get hard the
cage fills with the useless clit the useless clit also pushes the
cage outward. BUT!! when the anchor (balls) reach the platic rings
the stop moving outward and the pain starts as they seem to be trying
to rip my balls off.
Cumm twice in 3 days and after 6 days still dreaming of my pleasures
i have had and now paying the price.
Women are far superior, they know our weakness and how to control use
through our useless little clits.
i sit to pee and wipe the end of my useless clit, i am not a male or
a man i am a female chaste slave and love the feeling of my cage.
josie
I've posted pictures of all three devices in my profile for comparison. I first started with the Curve and I found people noticing the bulge in my pants at work, but that can be a good thing. I then tried the CB3K and I liked that it was a lot shorter and better prevented partial erections. Then I tried the CB2K and I like even better as it is even shorter and leaves less room than the other two. I think the Curve is about 4 inches long, the CB3K is about 2 and a half, and the CB2K is closer to 2 inches. I would be very interested to try something even shorter, say just 1 inch - call it the CB1K perhaps. I would like to prevent any movement at all when my penis tries to get hard, it should be stopped short immediately. It would be interesting to train my penis to remain very short and flaccid to further discourage the ladies from releasing me since it is so pathetically small.
I've been taking a break from chastity for a little while, but the longer I go without being locked up, the more I think about it.
Now my girl friend is pretty anti chastity and I try how I might to
open her up to it without being pushy. Previously we made a bet
over something stupid and if she lost she had to hold onto one of the
keys and hide the other in my room (different then a full fledged key
holder). The bet was her idea and it gave me the impression that
she might be warming up to it. Well after a while she got kinda
sick of it and basically said it was gross. To this day she still
has the one key (hey! take what you can get right). Also the key
she hid remains hidden. Because I wanted her to keep the key in
hopes against hopes she might one day shock me and try it again, I went
out and just bought new locks so I could self chastitize
myself.
Well this is the
situation. I have three locks. The original lock
which my Girlfirned has one key and the other is hidden in my
room. I also have apiece of crap lock I've had forever. And the
new one I just bought. I used the new lock to lock the chastity
device itself. When I plan to stay locked up for more then one
day, I put the keys to the "new lock" into this wooden lock box I have
and then lock it with the crappy lock I have. I either leave the
key to the crappy lock at work, in my car or where ever else I can
think of that will make me heistate before my morning blue balls makes
me take it off. I keep my girlfriend's lock off to the side, out of the
way. ---Sorry I hope you followed that, its kind of confusing I
know.-------
So I had been wearing my chastity belt for
about two days, but I wanted to experiment and try the smallest
lock pin with the smallest O Ring. Well that didn't work
out. I couldn't even get my penis in because of all the
constriction it kept getting hard. So I decided to use the
loggest pin, with the "B" KSD-G2, the middle level POI, a median
spacer and the 3rd biggest ring. My normal set up is the
2nd smallest O Ring, the middle Locking Pin, the largest KSD-G2
(A), and one of the median spaces. With that set up I wake
up in the morning with the O ring chaffing me and INSANE blue balls,
but I usually bare with it. I'd hoped that the new set up, with
the longer locking pin and larger O ring would allow my penis some more
space. Oh the other hand the POI and the smaller KSD-G2 were
intended to keep my penis more securily bound. Keep in mind
whenever I try something new I like to test it out for a few hours and
see if all the circulation is ok. Well I put it on, put the keys
in the lock box and clicked the other lock shut. This is where things
begin to get interesting.
Mistress locked me into a CB3000 on Wednesday night. She's done this before for various periods (the longest being 6 days), but this time she made me sleep tied me to the bed.
She hasn't said when she'll let me out, and I have a feeling it'll won't be for a long time yet. She's taking me shopping at the weekend for a strapon, and has started teasing me about me wearing it to make love to her while I'm still locked up!
Greetings to all. I found this wonderful site through a link.
For the past 5 years all I have thought about is becoming a sissy slave/maid to a Domme who will lock me in a Neosteel total shemale belt.
I have yet to find such a Domme but I continue to look and hope that some day such a woman will take me and turn me into her personal sissy and hand maiden keeping me naked always with the exception of my Neosteel Chastity Belt.
my wife and I purchased the Curve, the first time she locked me up was for 3 days. the first night was almost unbearable. I found myself doing anything she wanted by the second day. i finally got to get unlocked on the third night, but only after I serviced her completely. She caught me masturbating in the shower last week and immediately locked me up. I purchased a waist chain for her to keep her key on and she loves it
I now belong to GODDESS BARBARA.
She has control of my chastity device and may humilate me as she sees fit.
I must send any communications i have to GODDESS BARBARA as i am now
her property.
I am the chaste sissy slut of a slave to GODDESS BARBARA. I wear a CB 2000 with a plastic lock which GODDESS BARBARA has the number of the lock.
I have two photo's of the GODDESS, the first one of her which shows how beautyfull see is and i must the photo all over every day. The secound is the GODDESS riding a afro-american. I kiss the part of the photo which the GODDESS' backside is shown (anal)
I love and adore GODDESS BARBARA.
I have no web cam nor can i get one for a while.
below is the letter GODDESS BARBARA wrote to me.
chaste sissy slut of a slave to GODDESS BARBARA.
josie
We have used the Timelock program for my chastity before. With the
CB3000 we have never ran the program for more than a few weeks. We
would use a combination lock on my device. She would come up with a new
combination, create the file and run the Timelock. Hidding the file
from me.
Now I could try to break the code but we
made sure the lock had 4 sections so it would be more difficult. Since
it was locked on I would have limited time to "break the code". Now
with the steel belt and wanting to keep it on me for a much longer
period we came up with a new idea.
We will be getting
a real estate lock that she will keep the keys in. The program will run
and with the digital lock. there is no way I will break the code. Also
the chances of losing the keys are taken away. It is a exciting idea
but also a bit scary since the program can be ran for just under a year
if needed.
Last night my wife/mistress told me to lube up and jack off for 30
minutes. I was really tired and after about 15 minutes I was still trying
to get hard. She told me my time doesn't start until I'm hard and she
came over and paddled my ass hard 3 times and flicked each nut a few
times. I got hard right away and worked at it for a good 20
minutes. It was very hard not cumming and I got pretty close a couple of
times. I paused a bit and she told me to keep stroking.
Then she came over and started tonguing my ear and talking stuff I
always fantasize about. She told me to look at her cock and see the
glistening lube and how it's just like when I'm fucking her wet pussy.
How hot and swollen she was and how when I came I would get down and lick her
clean with her juices and my cum all in my goatee. Also I would squirt a
few more into her mouth and she would kiss me. I would then take her
pussy juice/cum covered cock and I would have to put it back into my jeans without
cleaning it off. I'm sure most of the men can realize just how hard it
was to keep the load in.
