Today is a very happy day for me. Today I have found myself a KH. He is a str8 man from another country. All of which I find very appealing, I have always had an attraction to bi or str8 men so it’s very HOT to me.
While talking with him he had asked me to follow 4 rules.
1. I will be honest and truthful to him, if I have done something I know will he will not like I MUST tell him.
I just came across this site recently and I can see that what it has to offer is what I am looking for. So, let me inform you that if there is any female out there who is looking to put a male newbie through the chasity routine, I would be extremely interested. I am in good physical shape - I bike, life weights, am trim - and have an assortment of femine attire so that I can be almost anything that you desire. The chasity/denial scene is exhilarting and fascinating to me. The thought of having your orgasm controlled by a women excites me to no end.
Mistress Lyn finally got her long-awaited pedicure the other night.After having me dress in black tights, a black thong leotard, cuffs and collar, I got things ready for her.Candlelight, wine, a warm tub and the appropriate oils and lotions got her feet well prepared for a nice long foot massage and freshly painted toenails.She also got a nice French manicure for her fingers (first time I did that), but they turned out quite well.
After the pedicure I donned my lycra straightjacket, attached the dildo and harness over my imprisoned member, locked my feet to a spreader bar, attached the leash to the bed footpost, added a blindfold and muzzle gag, and waited for Mistress to return.When she did she was pleased with me, and completed my bondage by strapping my arms behind me and adding a leather strap around my encased wrists in front of me, thus securing the straightjacket.After a bit of teasing, she removed the leash and had me stand up so I could use the dildo on her while she was at the edge of the bed.I was going crazy, turned on as I was by the bondage and knowing I was pleasing Mistress, yet could not get erect locked up under the tights, leotard and straightjacket.After Mistress had enough it was back to the floor to spend a night, frustrated and horny as ever.
Would anyone like to take control of my tiny penis and deny me any access to it for anything other than urination? My sex drive has, over the last few years dropped off until now when I can go for weeks without masturbation and even if I do masturbate it only lasts for a couple of minutes before I cum. A second climax is very hard to achieve, even several hours later.
So, am I turning into the female I feel that I am deep down or is it just old age and the fact that I am Diabetic, which I know can and does affect the male sex drive.
So, anyone out there want to totally remove my sexuality and de-maculinise me without castration?
Hello everyone, and thanks for reading this. I thought I would keep track of all my entries here in one place. If any of you ever have any ideas, thoughts, or comments, please send me an email. Anyway here's my first entries:
We had a party at our house. I was feeling no pain from the drinks I had throughout the evening. The guest left and I must have fallen asleep on the couch. When I woke up, I notice my wife on her knees in front of a gentleman I had never met. She was sucking his cock, making love to it and he had his hands in her hair encouraging her. I was shocked and instantly turned on to the point of being total jello.
Staring, I tried to say something or even figure out something I should do. Thinking I could get my cock sucked also, I started undressing and as I shed my shirt, then my pants, I stood to slide my underwear off. As I stepped towards them I was the only one totally naked. My hard-on hurt it was so hard and the tip already had a small drop of cum beginning to leak out.
Hi all, well I been on here for several months now got to know lots of you on the chat room, and have made a lot of new friends. I Found a Mistress locally via the chat room but due to a few problems, she is having a break. So not wanting to go back to self locking, I enjoyed some one else to do that. I then found a new key holder who is a on line one, I tried to look for a mistress but I have got a master, which I do not have a problem with as there will never be any physical contact, ( I am straight ).
Having talked and read all about others I have had a new feeling that I really would like to get married. I have had a few relationships but never added up to much. So I alway say to people I will never get married I enjoy been single too much. No woman will control me, and that is what I have alway wanted. But thats is the opposite to what I want I can not believe I am saying this. You guys that have been lucky enough to find a g/f or wife who are in to all of this seem to have a fantastic time and really love there other half or I should say better half. It as made me feel so different towards a relationship and how I would treat someone, So is this what happened when a man is put into a chastity device?. So were do I start to find someone, someone who I can hand my manhood over to for full control and treat them like they should be. Well I will start here so any ladies looking for a relationship who live in Yorkshire, UK in there 30's. Who would love to take control of me, Please PM me,
I still can not believe I want to settle down, I never thought I would Think this way. Anyway I go on too much I will have to serve my kh until I find someone, and that I have found out is not going to be easy, well it will get me into training for a future Mistress.
I am not a sissy, nor am I interested in becoming one. I am not gay or bisexual and not curious about men.
I am interested in having a Domme or Mistress train me anally. I think
there are two primary reasons for this ineterst. First, I enjoy the
sensations of anal play. Second, I enjoy the power exchange associated
with a Domme using your ass for her pleasure or your training.
have never had the good forture of being taken with a strapon and that
is one of my biggest fantasies today. I have been with several woman
that enjoyed playing with my ass, so I have had their finger, their
tongues, beads, plugs, vibrators, dildos and even my own fingers at
their command in my ass. If I am lucky enough to cum, they are always
incredible orgasms. In particular, I liked it when one woman would have
me insert a butt plug into my ass and then have vaginal sex with her in
the positions she dictated. It was an out of this world experience to
feel all the stimulation on my cock and prostate at the same time.
am also enjoy giving anal play as much as I do receiving it. Much of my
initial experimentation with receving anal play came from my partners'
and my curiosity about my response to being on the receving end. I was
surprised to find I really enjoyed it, when done correctly.
mentioned, I would love to find a beautiful Domme to fuck me with her
strapon until I shot my cum all over myself. It's been quite some time
since I have been lucky enough to receive any kind of regular anal
play. I know that my body need to be trained to re-accept most of the
items I was able to take in the past.
I must confess I have
fantasies about anal training and anal dilation as well as taking a
strapon. Sometime I think about a Domme working me up to taking
something larger than my own cock in both length and thickness with
little or no warm-up before hand. I would really love to find a Domme
extremely creative and playful to take me through such an experience.
would love to hear more from both Dommes and slave about anal training
and dilation. Do you have any particular training programs that you use
or have used?
Our Lori Tube is back on me. My cock is back impaled on the spike. My wife gets the key and I'm happly doomed once more.
I've been getting exceptionally horny lately and have been dreaming about being captured again. So once again, its back to small, no hard-on, constantly tingling. Can't wait to start pleasuring my wife with foot rubs and body massages. I just couldn't do it while not locked up.
Darlings, I'm so very happy to have found this site! It has the things that I love: submissive males, chastised males, sissy maids and cucks. How lovely! I know I'll be spending oodles of time checking out the site and reading of all your travails. But suffering is good for you, we both know how desperately you need it. But now I think I'll enjoy cruising the shoe sale racks at Macy's. Maybe when I'm done I'll enjoy a cold lemonade in the Food Court while I dangle one of my wicked Carlos Santana pumps from my foot. How many little sissy wankers do you think I can send home with sticky pants?
Just a note to let you all know that I am enjoying my new lifestyle. Mistress Marjorie allowed me to remove my cb30000 on Wendsday so that I could have hernia surgery. I still wonder what the staff thought when they saw my shaved cock and balls. I was getting my embilical hernia fixed not my balls. Anyway, MistressM had me dressed as her maid and doing the cleaning yesterday.Very sore and touchy but got it done for Mistress. MM was actually very attentive and nice and urged me to slow down, but thats not me. The Tuesday evening before the surgery was very interesting in that MistressM gave me a tune up(beating) and after making her cum many times i was allowed to cum. Love this lifestyle.