What better way to start the new year than by reviewing how I got here in the first place?
First, there really aren't any hard and fast rules between Tee and I. That means our agreement will most likely evolve over time. Will one of lose interest? Will one of us want stricter rules? Will Tee decide that the key she has hidden in the house will be held by another person? Yes, we have two keys for our lock. She carries one on her key ring. The other is hidden in the house somewhere and despite my many attempts to find it, it's still hidden.
Two, the few rules we have are simple ones. She snaps the lock shut. Period. She told me once in the beginning that if she ever reaches for the lock and finds it shut that she will assume I have a key and not bother with the lock anymore. Another rule is that she can ask me to put it on any time she wishes and I must comply. Period. She hasn't yet, but she can. I'm a bit apprehensive about this one because I wear the device most of the time when she isn't with me or at home. This means I'll be wearing it when she's around that prospect frightens me a little.
Yes, Tee forgot that I wore the cage to bed last night - at her insistence. The alarm went off at six that morning, she turned it off and then did what she usually does: reached under the covers to greet the Little General. Instead of a personal greeting, all she got was a handful of his overcoat. She did the one tihng I did not expect. She giggled, almost hysterically. Then she took a shower.
Hump Day. Considering how Tuesday night ended, I woke horny and willing to do anything to get out of it. Nothing doing. After Tee showered and put on her face for the day, she called out, "I'm ready!" Yes! I get to dress her.
There are only two rules. One, I have to put her bra on in just the right way. It involved lots of smoothing, lifting and squeezing her breasts in order to make certain that her bra fits properly. Now, I have no idea if most women do it that way or even she did prior to five weeks ago. But that's the rule and I love doing it. Two, I cannot under any circumstances touch the Queen behind her panties. She says that if I did, she would be distracted at work and she has much too much self-discipline to allow herself to be distracted at work. I slide them onto her, smooth out her butt and then finish. I have ten minutes to dress her and I usually take all of them. She knows it and loves the attention.
Further to my first ever Blog entry (yes really) I would really like to thank those of you who have been so kind with your private messages. I truly do appreciate this and I have been very moved.
Well, as the Romans might have said, I am now right in the cack! (latin for something brown and smelly) I have had a major bust up with my wife, which was not entirely my fault but it looks like I am going to be spending quite some time alone.
I will use this time wisely, try to mend the fences with my wife and promise not to go off the rails. It might be time however to seriously consider exercising more self-honesty and to perhaps take more active steps towards making like-minded friends. I am surely not the only one who feels like this and justs wants to be accepted as they are.
After last night, there didn't seem to be many reasons to cage me again. But I put it on and Tee locked it before she went to work. The Little General was down and figured to stay that way for a while. Still, I had no doubt he was planning something.
My work day was hectic and stressful, not a good environment for anything regarding sex. By mid-afternoon, I was clock-watching.
Finally, five o'clock arrived and so did Tee an hour later. She's tall and when she wears heels, she's taller than me. It was one of criteria when we met. At just under six feet, most men she met before we married were shorter than her and she wanted a man taller than her. I am, at least when she's not wearing heels. No, she wasn't wearing any. She wore flats.
Tee, got home from work Monday night tired. I asked about the 6000 and she said, "Get my purse." I did, she took the key and unlocked me from a day-long sentence of frustration.
Since it had been nearly two weeks since I'd been with her - and THAT means exactly what you think it does - I was horny all day. The worst time was just after she went to work that morning. I got hard and nothing I could do made it any easier. I paced for at least fifteen minutes before I could function at all.
I made a list of things I would like to try in chastity play with my lady and emailed it to her, clarifying that it was intended as a source of ideas for her and not as a list of things I wanted to check off. Really I want her to enjoy the experience, so my intention is for her to pick things off of the list that sound like fun to her, and/or to add ideas of her own. We're approaching this as a negotiated BDSM scene, but I don't want to have to negotiate specifically what's going to happen in a typical chastity scene, as it'll be more fun for me if I don't know what's coming. So the list also serves as a sort of pre-negotiation -- anything on the list is okay with me in a chastity scene without prior discussion.
Here's some of what I wrote to her (slightly edited):
These work well if I'm not in chastity. Depending on the situation, you could order me not to touch myself or to touch myself but not cum. You could...
I woke to thunder this morning at fifty-thirty. Pity, no rain, just bleak skies.
My wife, whom I will call Tee, was still asleep, so I showered, put on the 6000 and started my day. Yep. Horney almost immediately. Tee was tired last night. She took pity on me and did not make me sleep in it. Well, that's my first lie. She likes to play with me and always has. In the beguinning, that ALWAYS led to oral sex and a good night present that was hard to beat. Then, maybe five years ago now, I asked her, "Just once, don't. Please?" Finish, I meant.
She shrugged her shoulder and said, "Suit yourself." Then she rolled over and went to sleep.
Maybe it's just me, the way I'm built. The CB6000 for me is perfect and I've never been able to beat it.
Right now? I'm wearing it while my wife is visiting her mother. We've experimented quite a bit in the last two years since we bought the 6000. My preference is to wear it whenever she is not at home, like now. Is it frustrating? Yes. Otherwise I'd masturbate and settle myself. Of course, I'd pay less attention to my wife than she'd like. That's her payoff and the reason she has agreed to this at all. No, I don't do extra housework or any of that - although I would if she asked. She simply likes the attention I give her when I'm wearing it - and I do, pay more attention to her.
That's my issue. She knows I'd wear it much more often than I do. By the way, my record for wearing is two days. I've slept in it once and had no problems at all with it. Like I said, I think the CB6000 was made for a man like me, for a man who simply fills the tube when he's ready and feels no pain while wearing it, not even of the noctural sort.
My lady and I chat mostly online right now, sometimes on the phone. We have met, but logistics make it hard for us to be in the same place at the same time, so IM, webcams, and telephones help us bridge the distance until such time as other options become available. I told her in a chat that I have a CB2K, but don't play with it often because A) I don't find it terribly interesting to do so without a partner, and 2) I can only wear it for a few hours before getting pain in the skin behind my scrotum. She was interested and had questions for me about the nature of the device, how well it worked, what sort of stimulation she might be able to give me through it for teasing purposes, etc. The next evening she asked if I was planning to use it that night, and I honestly told her no.
After we logged off, though, I had a change of heart and decided to lock myself up anyway. I wore my CB2K for about six hours that night, tossing and turning and generally not getting any sleep. A few times that night I felt a strange popping sensation from the belt. I didn't think much of it at the time, but when I removed it, it became clear that it is starting to come apart. I suspect it's old enough that the plastic or the connections in the cage (anyone know if it's one piece or if it's assembled from parts?) have gotten brittle, because they've started snapping apart. There are normally seven connection points between the back ring and the middle ring of the cage piece -- six bars and a point at the bottom where the two rings touch. On inspecting mine, I found that five of the bars had snapped or pulled out of their fittings (depending on how this thing is assembled) leaving only one of the short side bars and the place where the rings touch holding the device together.
This is my first blog.I will be required by my Goddess to write on here weekly,if not daily on my current status starting with the new year.I am currently serving day 14 of my recent lock-up.The last 2 times have been 21 days each.My next release is looking to be on Jan. 8, as that is the Goddess's birthday,26 days.She has informed me that after the release of the new year I will be required to lose 20 lbs and stop smoking cigars before I am allowed to have my next orgasm.I currently weigh 195 lbs and do smoke cigars every day.The hardest time I will have with the cigars is on Sundays when I play golf.The losing weight should present less of a problem as I eat healthy already and have no problem running on the treadmill in the garage ,especially when I will be highly motivated.I look forward to sharing my trials &tribulations with everybody on this site.I hope that you all will encourage me to succeed in my health,chastity and servatude of my Goddess. locked in servatude, Chaste Mike
I've been away from the chastity fantasy for a long while, having migrated over to sites focusing on related-but-not-identical kinks for some time -- things I find more extreme which provoke more powerful fantasies.
But really that's all they are: fantasies. The truth is, when I'm single and it's been a while since I had sex, my fantasies get kinkier and kinkier, but when I'm in a relationship and getting sex regularly, vanilla (or mostly-vanilla) sex makes me happy.
But that's not to say that I wouldn't like to try out some of my BDSM fantasies, and it looks like that opportunity has arisen, if only for a short time. I've recently met a lady I shall refer to as "A" or as "my lady" to protect her anonymity. We share some of the same kinks, and many of the ones we don't share are things we're willing to do anyway for each other's pleasure. I'm a 29-year-old male switch, and she's a 33-year-old non-submissive bottom. She's very complex, and I am very much enjoying learning about her turn-ons and turn-offs, as well as sharing mine. As we were discussing various kinks, the subject of chastity came up, and she told me that she could see enforcing my chastity as great fun. As you can imagine, that... let's just say it resonated with me. ;)
WOW my first christmas doing nothing Me me Mother and Sue are sat around watching tv , we've all done nothing but eat and drink . the maids got some great pressys , we get to try them out tomorrow .today has just been a great lazy day, i will up date you all by sunday , it will be such fun .happy christmas everybody
Well it is another update for me into my journal. Went over to Miss C for a visit last night. That was partially a mistake on my part, i was half hoping i would be released early for some mutual pleasure.This was not happening. Even tho i showed Miss C my larger guage nipple rings i put in for her liking it made no differance. She said right off the bat that i would not be released that night but would have to suffer thruogh her torment and playing withmy nipples and balls. So all the while i was there she had free play with both. I left with my balls seriously aching, heavy and full. Omg what a night had to take a cold shower to try and release the sweeling. That did not work and was hard to get any sleep. Not to mention this morning i was awoken by one of the worst hard ons i have ever had. It lasted for about an hour. With no way to releave my self i had to suffer thru. That was a serious ordeal on it self. Just when i get used to being in my cb6000 all the time she manages to get me all excieted and the pain is all back lol . But would not change a thing. I am now well over two months in my cb6000 with only a brief release time. Hopefully i will get a good behavior release over the holidays. I know i will be in for alot of locked up oral service on Miss C but cant wait for at least that. It will kill me to be locked up but still is a great time pleasing her. I do know if she does let me out i prolly will not last to long the first time inside her. One good thing is she will go away from a sexual encounter filled with alot of my stored up cum. Of which i am sure i will have to lick right back out of her, But very happy to do. Hey it is a great xmas present right. Maybe she will even allow me to slide my tongue in her ass or lick her feet as well this holiday season. Omg that would be the best gift as i love pleasing her that way and showing my submission. More entries soon to come......Wal
Umm... Miss Jen allowed me to sleep without the chastity on last night, to prevent those nocturnal wakenings.. but at the same time, I was a little disappointed because each time I wake with the pain of an attempted erection, it reminds me of her control over me.
She kindly unlocked me just before bed with the promise that I would lock myself upon awakening. I woke, quickly showered and cleaned the chastity, and locked her toys away before even thinking of getting on line.
Of course, immediately, I see the pictures of other chastized sissies and her toys try to harden.. and I know the keys are safely secure on the chain around her neck. I love her control, yet I hate the frustration of not reaching down and stroking myself.
To appease a question of why Wallace & I shared an account is because I am not seeking another sub, however wanted to comment on Wallace's progress. I had not seen Wallace for several weeks so not much for me to comment on other than as he has been too busy - he has remained under lock & key the entire time. He did appear for a short time last night, but I simply teased him by playing with his nipple piercings and stroked his balls, but did not allow him freedom. We were about to shower together when interrupted so that also was delayed as well as any alone time for him to pleasure me. We will see if he appears for Xmas and experience his 1st release in over 3 weeks - will keep you posted.
Another 5 days, locked up. I do like to travel by public transport and there is always the occasional conversation - wonder what the lady would say if I told her about the device. Tried out some new trousers today, have to add 2 inches around the waist not to make "The Curve" too visible on the front. That way the device is rather comfy. It was nice driving - it was like my Mistresses hand was around my dick the whole time. Exceptional!
Today, I am again locked in my chastity. Miss Jen and I enjoyed a very exciting, and intense lovemaking session yesterday and we both experienced the pleasures of my brief release from chastity.
It was a VERY intense orgasm when allowed to finally let go. She liked it so much, I am again put into chastity. I dont know how long this lockup will last of her toys, but I am slowly transitioning from normal to more and more her submissive pantyboi in chastity.
I LOVE being hers.. she is, without a doubt, my dream, and my future.
I was able to sleep through the night without any problems with the chastity. I woke this morning, however, with such horniness I would love to be out of this to play with Miss Jen's toy.. but I know she has other plans for today. Maybe tonight?
She has started reading my blog on here, but hasn't seen any comments. She's also explored other parts of this website.
Mis Jen has decided that my week long chastity may be extended. Today begins day six, and I am frustrated beyond measure. Her beauty, sexiness, and teasing drive me to continually want out of this chastity and to make love to her, but she has become very accustomed to controlling even the most basic of manly privileges.
I hope we continue to grow together, but in any respect, she has my total devotion and love. The mere wearing of the chastity only reminds me of my love for her. Every movement brings thoughts of her as the weight and position of her locked toys reminds me that I have gone so many days..
The feel of the pink panties I have worn today reminds me also of her top-position. I am pantied not only for the effect, but for her amusement.
Well Xmas is almost here and i amstill in total lock down. Miss C has informed me that i will be deff locked down until Xmas if not longer. Wonder if i am on the good list or bad .Ha Ha. Have gotten sorta used to having the cb6000 on full time now tho mornings are still very difficult due to my extremely solid hardons. That is deff a wake up call and makes Miss C smile knowing that. It has been rough also not being able to masterbate at all over the last two plus months. Was so used to doing at will before and now not at all is taking some getting used to. Miss C says it builds good charicter. I think it just builds larger aching blue balls. She is also always tormenting me with explicit discussion about actions that could and will happen to me under her close supervission. (ie. she likes to leave me loced up while i satisfy her orally to mind blowing orgasms or a new twist is she wants to make a mold of my hard cock and have me wear it for a strap on while i am locked up. She says that way she can "ride my cock" while iam locked up. Thta will be torment watching her ride the dildo of my cock and not be able to feel any of the sensations that come with it. Not looking forward to that as i know i will be ready to explode and my balls will ach for a week after. Well more then they do now. Will give another update soon ....
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