When I discovered male chastity I was so excited, the thought of my partner being able to lock me up & keep the key was such a turn on, the thought of her denying me the pleasure of orgasm. I bought the CB6000 and gave it to her as her means of locking me up. To my surprise she took to this idea and now loves having that control. I miss the freedom of fondling myself and I do get frustrated not being able to have a quick wank when it suits me but it's such a turn on not knowing when she's going to unlock me.
Last week she refused to unlock me and insisted I got naked with her and demanded I give her pleasure, four orgasms for her later she led back and told me it was time to sleep knowing I had a hard cock and was frustrated not being able to have an orgasm myself. This was the pattern for the following three nights.
5 days later she told me to come to the bedroom with her and to get naked. Of course I obeyed her. She told me to lie on the bed spread eagled, which I did and she went on to strap me to the bed with the bed straps. She told me I was going to be a lucky boy & that she was going to unlock me because I had been so good to her. She got her key and unlocked the devise to release my/her cock. She massaged my balls getting me hard & began wanking me, she got me to the point of ejaculation & stopped, telling me she would decide when I would cum. She did this five times, stopping just before I would cum, making me so frustrated. "Now" she said "as I haven't been a good boy it was time to lock me up again". "No" I said "you can't leave me like this"! but she continued locking me up.
Well, once again the system has decided to be overloaded on me just as i am saving, so hopefully this works better this time.
As the title states, i am now relocked in my chastity device. After a week of healing, and a week of experimenting with different ring and spacer sizes, i am now fully locked up again. YAY!!! Have soooo missed being locked up. Feel much more natural now that i am back into my cage.
Was a lot more of a challenge to get myself locked up this time, than it was during my experimental times. Throughout the week, i knew that it was going to be coming back off after only a short period of time, so only had to fight with myself a little bit each time that went to put the chastity device on with the different ring and spacers. However, knowing that i was going to be locking myself back up for Mistress was quite a different story. Had to fight with erections throughout the entire process. Every step of the way, i was having to let myself cool down before i could proceed to the next step. Was quite interesting looking when i had the rings fully attached, and had just gotten myself into the chastity tube. Got a major erection with that one, and had to laugh a bit when i saw the tube a few inches away from the rings, with my erection straining to get it off. Had to cool off big time in order to attach the cage to the rings, and when i did, and felt the plastic lock click into place, knew that i was where i belonged again. i was home.
I'm sitting at my boss's desk, wearing the new High Heels I demanded he buy for me last Saturday. He's applying for additional cash and credit cards in my name. I just love the pathetic, injured look he has on his face right now !!
In his lunchtime, he'll be surfing for more stilettos for me to select.
He's still securely locked up, and I heard that his team lost anyway, so obviouly it was much better that he was shopping with me.
Let me start by saying that this male chastity stuff was 100% my husbands idea. So we are both new to it. We have had are share of kink in the bedroom with each other. But this is a new journey for the both of us.
When he told me what he wanted I told him to do some research on it first. So a few days go by and he told me that he had done enough research and he was ready to be caged. Now, my husband only uses the the Net for Ebay and that is about it. So after looking at our PC history (which he knows nothing about) I seen he was getting his info. He was reading sex stories about male chastity. That was his research. LOL I had been doing my own research at work. And I began to want it even more. WOW! I had no idea what of the kind of control I could have over him. If he is willing.
So I let him pick out the device he wanted. He picked the CB3000. Which I thought was a great starter device. It arrived last fri. and after a great afternoon sex session. I locked him up. He has been locked up ever since. We did put a 48 hour deadline on it. Just to see if we like it. Im loving it but my husband... well... Im not to sure about him.
He had been doing great until last night (Sunday) around 3am. My husband decided to spoon with me. I was in a dead sleep when he woke me. Normally when he does this. I end up falling back to sleep in his arms. But this time he would not stop rubbing my body. Now dont get me wrong. I love his touch but then it hit me. He wants out of his cage. As soon as that hit me. I pushed him to his side of the bed. And told him not to touch me or I will ad time to his sentence. He said nothing. Just got up and went in the living room and watched TV. So I knew I was right.
He has the day off today. So Im sure he will going crazy all day. He has already kissed my ass all this morning. Little does he know. My class does not end until 6pm and then I have a 40 minute drive home. He is suppose to be uncaged around 4pm. He is not going to like it. But this was all his call. Its not my fault he didnt think things through.
Yesterday i was chatting with a wonderful sissy on here. Who had some breast growth which was impressive. My Lady asked me to ask her with the hormones did they effect her sex performance? The answer was she doesn't have to be locked any more because her little thingy was useless now.
My Lady turned and looked me straight in the eyes and said if or when my little sex tool becomes useless, She would have to find another to pleasure her sexually. She also made a very point for me to understand that She loved me for everything else, our long talks and the wonderful life we are building together. We have so many things in common that we are very good for each other and that is truly special.
When i reflect on our sex, all my life i would not chance trying for sex because of being rejected hurt so bad, knowing this is an oxymoron. Being locked and feminized takes all this pressure off of me. Maybe it is the chance of failure that is so fearful to me. Then when we do have sex i have the best sex that in my life, oh god is it good. The hurtful spot is that My Lady hasn't reached satisfaction for herself. What i wouldn't give to be able to please My Lady everytime. These thoughts are going through my mind every moment i am awake.
I woke up this morning with Goddess Vanilla lying naked next to me in our bed. Normally, I am the only one naked in bed while she sleeps in lady's P.J.'s but she chose to tease me this time, knowing that I haven't been released since mid-January nor has she considered to have sex with me since the fateful car ride to lunch.
She rolled over and looked at me with a tired smile. "Go get my keys," she sleepily whispered. I jumped out of bed like a shot from a gun and retreived her purse. I'm not allowed to touch her keys so getting her purse is as close to getting them as possible.
She unlocked me and told me to go prepare myself for her. I scrubbed my Goddess's dicklet clean with soapy water. It looked so small compared to when it's in its shell (the CB-6000). It recoiled almost up into my body like it was scared to be so exposed. But none the less, she was cleaned.
My Ladies Daughter's visit went very well with My Lady having me dressed as a woman not a sissy slave. Which really helped me come out of my closet. This slowly brings me to my new life as a wife for My Lady for which i so much want. The whole dressing up in womans clothes feels so exciting and liberating for me. My Ladies insight and wisdom has molded me into a happy place in my life.
My Lady never really lets me gets to far ahead of myself. While we were shopping at cosco there was a back inverter, Pet OMG! this would be so wonderful for me to tie you to! The way My Lady can always find away to shock and awe, me at any given moment. This delicious hazeled eye beauty of a superior Woman Dreams of keeping me in full bondage as she slowly controls everything in my life, feels like being smothered in Love. pet is so in Love with his Lady it hurts to be away from Her. Now every day is a present to me and i can't wait to wake up in the morning to see Her again. OXOXO
Well, now i am at 6 weeks in chastity. This week has been more experimentation with the chastity than anything else. Have been experimenting with different ring and spacer sizes with my CB-6000. So, have not been locked up during the course of this week. Just experimenting, but still no release allowed, except for through Milking.
And SUCCESS!!! Finally had a good Milking occur! All of my previous attempts had only allowed a few drops to come out, but now i can say that i have experienced an (almost) full milking. Note to all who are reading, when milking, turn off cell phones. The ringing can really break the moment. LOL. But still was able to get a good amount out, to where i can honestly say that i feel a lot better. And what an experience, watching it just dribble out of myself while using the vibrator on my prostate.
One thing about this milking though, was that i wasn't concentrating on finding the spot, or anything else. Was actually reading a story that (and i appologize for not remembering who posted it, but thank you, great story find and for posting it for all of us) that someone had found, and posted in the Forum. Turned me on greatly, and used the vibe while reading it. Outside stimulation seems to be a key for me. WHen just using my imagination, or just trying to milk, i don't seem to have any luck. BUT if i have some sort of outside influence (ie reading that story), am not thinking about the fact that i am milking, and let myself go a lot more. No stress in trying to succeed, or anything else. Just letting the body do what the body does. Wonderful Wonderful. Have tried since without any outside stimulation, and have encountered nothing but failure at acheiving a milking.
My beautiful hotwife and her black bull Jason are going on a "second honeymoon" to an all inclusive resort in the Dominican Republic. Since I won't be joining them, I will remain home locked in my cb and taking care of the house and doing the various chores.
Jason took me aside and told me bluntly that he and Tina are going there to get "married" and honeymoon together like a legally married couple. Tina has bought a white lace dress and all of the necessities that accompany one getting married. Jason had convinced Tina to stop taking her birth control pills back in November for some unexplained reason. Now the reason is rather evident.
He also accompanied her to her regular visit to her ob-gyn appointment last week which was odd but since I was working, I didn't question it at the time and was grateful that I didn't have to take off any time from work. He told me today that he convinced the nurse to give her a hormone shot that would keep her moist and needy. He said he slipped the nurse a $100.oo for the accommodation.
My Lady let me escort Her to a trade show yesterday, My god She look so beautiful and i am so grateful. That She sees something in me that is worthy. Even though i was conducting some business My Lady made me look very important with her graceful way. My Lady can have any man She choses, which is part of Her beautiful power She has over me. This keeps me humble and so horny for Her.
my life is never boring around My Lady as She is always keeping a list of my misbehavior when i step out of line. Which is a fine line now because i am always trying not to misbehave. My Lady will pick out something and quietly whisper that i will pay for that one.
As we remodel the house to a new design My Lady make me feel like i'm building my own prison and torture chamber. The way She makes me feel so excited about my own intrapment it is a delicious feeling that gives me drive and perpose.
Well, this brings to a conclusion my 5th week in chastity. This has quite possibly been the hardest week yet to complete. As you may recall from last weeks blog, sustained some minor injuries while Mistress, Master and i were attempting to Milk me, and so had to remove the chastity device to allow for healing.
The healing process has gone quite well, and if all goes well, i will be locked back in chastity later this week. Wed. is the target date that Mistress and Master have set, but will still be their decision on that day on if i should lock myself back into it or not. Will have to discuss with them the idea of trying the large ring, with smaller spacers, and see if that helps a bit with the constriction that i was having which caused the injury initially. In order to do this, i would have to be allowed to use a lock which i have access to in order to try it with different sized spacers. Up until now, we have been using the plastic tags (for they trust me enough to know that i will not voluntarilly take off the chastity) so this would also be a new experience having the lock in place, instead of the plastic KH locks.
While it has been nice to be out of the chastity for obvious reasons, such as morning wood, i have truely missed being within my chastity device. It has been truely hard to keep myself from cheating this week, but have succeeded. It just doesn't seem as important to me, even when outside of the chastity, to have an orgasm. However, it is still something that i want, don't get me wrong. So, due to this, i have put extra energy into working towards achieving success with milking.
Would love to tell every one i looked like a sweet young lady smiling and giggling, lol. The first time in broad daylight and in public, with out make-up i went out dress as a woman. By no means am i beautiful but i was very comfortable with my hair done, a cute denim jump dress ,cute blouse and jewelry. i was if i may say so handsome lady.
Once i got over meeting people and greeting them, i found it easy to look them in the eye and feel normal. My Lady has shown me how to work my appearance and use my assets to look pleasent and well groomed. Now My Lady says there will be more and more times that this will happen as i slowly turn into My Ladies little wife.
My Lady was the most attractive escort i could ever have. She is so beautiful the way she smiles and boldly goes where now man has gone, lol. My Lady has a way of making me feel there is no pressure on me as She molds me into perfect pet She can be proud of.
Hello. I am relatively new to this site and this is my first blog post. I am posting to see if there is anyone out there that would be interested in taking control of me and holding my key. My level of experience is limited, but I am very hopeful that someone will take on this task of guiding me and more importantly taking over full control. If you have experience, that is a great. If anyone is interested, please message me.
My Lady has suggested that i go dressed in a dress to pick up Her Daughter at the University. My Lady explained that Her Daughter full expects to see me fully dressed as a woman. One part of me wants this and the other part is so shy. my comfort level may not be ready. When My Lady demands that i dress then i have no choice as She has that control over me. Believe me i have that much faith in My Ladies training, this being one more change that i need a push in the right direction.
Please understand this this is a very big step in my transformation to be the best little home maker i can be. Love you My Lady oxox
My Lady has taken control over the remodeling of our home. Which is wonderful because i had kind of come to a stand still with a lost of direction. With My Ladies motivation and grand plan She had me feeling confident that the job at hand was a great plan. With myself doing the heavy work and My Lady keeping me company the work went forward at a good pace.
My Lady is a good motivator as we worked She explained how i was building our own little world. The way we are going to live as our home is changed to meet her needs. Like She wants a ceiling fan over the bed because when i'm put into the leather body sheath it will keep me cool. The beams over and around the ceiling to place good strong hooks so My Lady has places to tie me to. Then there is the big walk in closet to put all of our pretty clothes in.
The colour scheme will be light pink with white trim and hardwood floors. Then we can put down area rugs to highlight the rooms. My Lady then says, remember mypet we don't need any men. Being trained and guided to becoming a feminized sissy makes me so glad to be alive. Some how i feel like i am building my own prison and My Lady makes me feel great about it. In my books that is true leadership and control so glad My Lady picked me to change. oxox
To preclude this posting, i will let everyone know, i am currently out of physical chastity, but still in Mental chastity. Explanation will come during the course of the posting, but any advice on if i should continue with calling my postings X weeks in chastity after this would be appreciated, as i am still not allowed orgasm, but am currently not "caged". Thank you to all my blog readers for staying up on my progress into the chastity lifestyle, and all comments and advice is always appreciated.
Now, to the week:
This week was pretty mild for me during the course of the week itself. i did continue to work with milking using the variety of household items (for i have been ordered not to purchase any real toys at this time). i have noticed that every time i go to the store, i start looking at the veggies in a whole new light. i keep looking at items such as eggplant and summer squash, and wondering how they would feel. However, i have not as yet attempted either of these, as i am still very new to the anal play, and do not feel that i would be able to handle these as yet. i'm sure that as my training progresses, i will be able to, but not yet. i was unable to succeed throughout the week, despite a number of attempts. it takes practice, i know, but was soooo looking forward to the weekend and seeing both Mistress and Master again.
This is my first blog ever so might as well make it something that intrests me. I am a sissy that is forced to wear diapers and a pink birdlocked device. My "Mommee" as she likes for me to call her like to penetrate my in the sissy hole. She loves it and can do me fairly hard sometimes. Her biggest penis is 6.5 inches long and about 2.0 inches wide pink imagine that. LOL.. She said she wants me to take nine inches in my sissy hole. Seems like alot to me. But what do i know me being the bitch in the relationship. Any one here take more than that in the ass? And if so how did u get to that point?