My husband and I are coming out about our lifestyle. It was hard for me at first when I found out he was a cross dresser. It took a lot of counseling until I decided I loved him too damned much to let something like this get in the way.
I guess that I am used to it but ever since I opened up this side of me I want more and more control of my husband. I have seen how far other couples go. I must say my interest in training him with a chastity device is a new obsession of mine. I keep trying to find more and more ways to take control of him. It is not just the control. I love him with all of my heart. I would never want to hurt him. It seems like the more control I take over him, the more pleasure he gets. It is like this new found unconditional love that is ever flowing and never stops.
I see a lot of the Mistress persona out there and truly believe that I can be kind and cruel. My compassion is not a sign of weakness but of strength. I wanted to share my wondrous journey with all of you.
I have been locked up as of Jan 24 for 10 days,and have 54 to go until removal. If I beg My Mistress for release I get 7 additional days. Refusing or being tardy about eating my cum is another 7! And this is only allowed to be asked for after 20. So her idea is when I want release my term will extend, possibley adding up to a total of ninety two days. providing there is no extra for not cleaning up my mess. The way this works is it could go on indefinantly. However her goal is 90 days this time. Then she wants me to go 90 without release. Followed by six month with only a release ever two months. Then 12 months with only 4. By then she says I should be used to complete chastity and orgasm control, as well as cum trained. So in her words, Look forward to Jan '09. Before you might be a real man again and have control of your own cock. But don't forget what you learned in the last two years, because it can start all over again
More than a year ago I purchased a Neosteel chastity belt and it took a while to get it fitted properly. Not only I had to bend it, but there were some modifications to be done by Neosteel, who were very kind and least made it happen - now I'm wearing the belt without any problems at all .
So we (my wife and me) thought this device to be a thing just to play with. But - now I'm locked up in this thing since Jan. 6th (of course this year!), and my wife is my keyholder. There were just 2 occasion I've got unlocked - only for cleaning reasons. I handed the keys to my wife (actually one is in a sealed envelope, the other one she's wearing permanently with a silver necklace). Well, since yesterday she's not wearing the necklace - and I've got no idea where the hell this key may be .
On last sunday she promised to unlock me for maybe a week - but at this very moment I'm still locked up - and there's no speech of getting unlocked ...
Watch this space ... and if you've got any question, please don't hesitate to write ....
I have been a Closet Crossdresser, for quiet sometime with support from my wife. Tanya, my feminine personalty wanted out, while my wife soaked in the tub I transferred into Tanya. My wife loves Tanya to come over and visit, I think Tanya is moving in. I love to pretend that Tanya doesn't have a cock, now she doesn't. My wife/mistress now owns one. After pleasing her many times orally, she brought out her glass wand, and gave me a screwing I felt throughout the next day. At 4:00 am I awoke and was ready to take on the world. After much pleading on my part, she wanted to play with her cock, she released me and gave me the best blow job I can remember, luckily for me she loves my come, and cock, excuse me her cock. We went back to sleep and when I awoke I reinstalled the device with some adjustments, made coffee for both of us, and did some light cleaning of the kitchen. Out to the shop to checked on repairs needed. Went shopping for supplies with my wife, she picked out where to eat lunch, visited with some good friends, changed oil on her car, have been putting that of for some time now, and back home, light dinner and Tanya was ready to come over again.
I can for sure see how this life style could be addicting. I have only been locked up for two days and we have discussed the long term future of chastity. We have talked about writing a Chastity Contract, Setting up some game of chance with dice controlling the out come. Will be sure to let you all know of our progress, as you are the reason we have found out about this wonderful addition to are marriage/life.
this was a busy week in terms of fullfilling Mistress Queencie wishes and producing pictures as a proof. Now i have posted three sets of pics within the last days. My first task was to get rid of my ugly leg hair. I used a depilatory cream named Veet which was recommended to me by Maid Katrin (thanks, dear girl!!!) and it worked wonders. First i used it on a small part and when after 24 hours there was no sign of irritation i started to put the cream on my right leg. Very easy to do with a spatel which comes in the box. It takes just between three and six minutes for the cream to do the Job, really amazing! When i got to the upper part of my legs i could already start to use the spatel again in order to simply wipe the cream away and with it the hair.
This was so easy, i really wouldn´t have believed it. After i was done with the leg i used scented soap and lightly sprayed my leg with warm water. Oh, soooo smooth, wonderful. When i touched my hairless leg the first time i really shivered and vowed to myself never to have hair on my legs again. I quickly followed suit with my left leg and walked like on clouds. i simply had to put on lingerie, chose my black garters and stockings, added the yellow pleated skirt and took some pics for Mistress and You to see. Gosh, it felt wonderful.
New member. Thought I'd share some info. My wife requires me to be locked up in a CB3000 (pink), Thursday through Sunday, the day I get relief. I can wear any underwear I want..... as long as it's women's and a shade of pink. Even to work. Bras are used as a tease when going to movies or out to eat as well as nylons or tights.
I'm new to this exciting group. For the last couple of years, I've had fantasies, like a lot of men I see, of my wife becoming literally my keyholder. I admitt I came on too strong in the begining to get her attention on this subject. I learned to back off and try to 'educate her' on why I have these feelings for her. She still isn't much interested but I continue you to encourage her when the timing is right. I'm glad I have found friends with the same interest. Of course, my intentions are once she accepts and enjoys the chastity terms and lifestyle, I will then try to go another step to more domination and maybe even cuckolding. Like I said earlier, I'm new to this site and apologize if this is the wrong format to discuss this. I like what I see so far.
Hello everybody, today i used my time for exercise. No, i don´t mean running or playing ball. i meant cocksucking exercise with my BBD= BigBlackDildo. When i took a shower i put my dildo right in front of me at the wall. i opened my mouth, licked it wet and slowly let it slide into my mouth, deeper and deeper. i slightly bend forward and put my weight on the Dildo which couldn´t escape backwards and had no other chance than to slide deeper into my mouth and finally arrived where it should go: at my throat and finally into my throat. Oh my God, my eyes bulged, i started to cough and backed up a little but then i once again i put my weight on the Dildo and quickly slid deep into my slutty mouth again. Jeez, this is a monster, now i started to cough and got the urge to vomit. i just held it there, concentrated on the task and tried to breath through my nose which i had read in cocksucking lessons. Once recovered i prssed again forward, just a bit and tears started rolling down my face without wanting it, my breathing went ragged again and i had to stop in order to recover.
Now i had an idea, down on your knees you slut. i wanted to experience this feeling, having the huge Dildo right in front of me while feeling so small in comparison. It just felt right. When i took the Dildo once again into my mouth suddenly i had a feeling that i belonged there on my knees. i closed my eyes and started to make love to that Monster. Without thinking about it my BBD entered me deeper and deeper. Meanwhile my own clitty had become rock hard and i started to rub it faster and faster. When i finally erupted i caught it in my hands, let the BBD slip out of my mouth for a moment and smeared my cum all around the big head and immediately sealed my lips around the head and my tongue greedily licked it shiny clean. Hmmmm, that was a wonderful experience. i will keep training myself until my BBD one day is deeply lodged in my throat.
a few days ago i[we] received a new parcel ,long awaited from neosteel,with the attachment for a dildo, i mean a new modul for my beloved T/V neosteel hipbelt. it fits magic and my keyholder has to open me up just for changing the module. my clitty can stay in his penis pipe and the front shield does not been removed ore changed while changing.i tell you ,all magic!. i got her with this lovely dildo twice to a total orgasm and i didn`t feel anything,just the way it suppose to be done.after that i didn`t get my reward,she just opened up with her key and changed only the module the way it was suppose to be done without any reward.i am now perfectly locked up again and i have been told there will be no mercy this year and today is only the first day of the new year. what must i do to get regular opening or relieve times.i even don`t get milked and she believes husbands need to be locked up without any relief at all times.i can do,beg as much as i want there is no opening up,her lover also agrees to have me locked up in my neosteel belt at all times.i tried many times at least to play with my clitty whilst locked up ,but locked in this neosteel belt doesn`t give any chance..i tried to bribe her lover because he has the spare keys but he told my keyholder and i was heavy punished ,only for the idear,so what must i do?? i crave badly for a deserved orgasm but no mercy from any side ,i am so frustrated! i know only my key holder and her lover knows what is good for me.now i tray to please her with the new dildo modul but there is nothing in for me,so what must i do??i am a good sissy but i also in need of some sexual pleasure.i thought with the arrivel of the new dildo and better pleasing of my keyholder my situation will improve but the oposite happend now and when i ask for openig up or reliev the only answer from her or her bull is: FOR WHAT?? i have to obeiy ,i know,but i am only human and also have thirten sexual rights but in the moment the only right i have is to be permanently lockedup,i only wish someone could talk to her or to her lover,i am so desperate.. to every body all the best for 2007 ,,,reg..GWENY