My Mistress came home early today and told me to shower , then tied me to a chair in the bedroom, I thought it was my lucky day she then put my leather hood with blindfold and cock gag on me, then after what seemed for to be a long time I heard her on the bed I thought she was just pleasing herself then I heard a man's voice and new right away she had her boyfriend over to please her, after awhile she took my blindfold off and said I was to watch her get pleased by another man, I tryed but could'nt get free she love it all my struggling made her laugh and then she came over to me and teased me by putting a silver bullet into my pantys and two cloths pins to my balls, then went back to fucking. She sucked his cock right in front of me and said wouldnt you like this and I nodded and she said to bad I dont suck useless cocks and continued to please herself then when they were almost done she untied me from the chair but not my hands then retied me kneeing at the end of the bed and forced me to clean her pussy and ass from all the mess they had made then I was told I was going to finish sucking her boyfriend off till he cums in my mouth and I tried to resisted but couldnt cause she was holding my head down and making me deep throat him and then I heard her say are you ready bitch you are going to get your first taste of cock cum in your mouth besides yours and then it came I had no choice but to suck it all down, then he left and she put me on the bed and said are you ready and I said yes and she put the blindfold back on and the cock gag back in and said I was going to allow you a ruined orgasm but you didnt listen to good at the end so your cock cage is going back on you and you are to wear your silk panties to bed and there has better not be any precum in then by morning or else she then went to bed and I lay there helpless and so fucking horny, she then rolled over to inform me I was to find her a electric humbler with a ball crusher on it so there wouldnt be anymore of my disobient behavior
Some thoughts that have been travelling round in my head since earlier.
Neither my pet nor I are in safe spaces at the moment.One or other of us is usually in a vulnerable, defensive position when the other is in a safe place.This is leading to huge conflicts.
I know at the moment that any Dominance that should appear on my part will be tainted by resentment and anger.As we all know, this is not safe.
Yet another day spent asking myself “why am I doing this?”
2 days ago, after another huge row, it was decided between the pair of us that attempting to fit a D/s lifestyle into our lives was just too stressful and made us miserable.
I missed it immediately.I think all the time of devious plots and scenes.When I shop for underwear I have to remind myself exactly who I’m shopping for!I love thinking “this will suit him better than me”
For a christmas preasent my mistress got me a new CB 6000 as my old one had failed and I had broken out! She has had me locked in for 3 weeks now. I have found this much more comfortable than the CB 2000 and you can pee standing up. By its disine it makes it even harder to play with yourself and as there is only one key suplied you cannot spirit one away. She has gone out tonight and she has promised to unlock wen she gets back, cant wait!!
My Mistress told me she was going out Wednesday to get fuck without me and I questioned why and she said she wanted some real cock not my useless cock and that she had a plan for me, she was going to tie me down and gag me and leave me there all day while she got a real good fuck by her boyfriend and I said I couldnt be tied up that long and she told me that I would be tied to the bed, gagged and blindfolded with my butt-plug harness on and a conveen and leg bag on so I wouldnt make a mess ( she saw this in the movie we watch a week ago and it really turned her on haveing complete control like this) so I said she couldnt do that and I think I am really in for it now cause cause she said she was just seeing what I would say and know that I said she couldnt I was getting it and more for defying her, she also told me that when she returned home I would be cleaning her boyfriends mess out of her and then she would milk me into the conveen and make me eat my mess, then I would be getting pierced so she could lock the two together and have my useless cock between my legs and out of her way and then she would start bringing her boyfriends over so I would be tied and made to watch her get fucked and that I would finish then off by sucking every last drop of cum out of then cause she dislikes doing it herself but her boyfriends deserve to have it done so that is what I would be there for also I will be made to wear panties and show her boyfriends this and my useless cock on demand and I am not looking forward to this embaressament at all but she says it is nessacrry for me to become her complete property
I put together some more on my thoughts after a pot to the Autofellatio thread. Enjoy.
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When
I was younger and more flexible I tried to suck my own cock or more
politely put fellate myself. I am not and have not been very flexible
in my life. I tried this by laying on my back and throwing my legs up
and over my head. I was able to (very unsatisfyingly) lick the head.
The only reason I was able to do that is because of my above average
length of about 8". If I was more flexible I would have been able to
get a few inches in my mouth.
It's been a long while, since I tried it.I stopped as I was writing
this and gave it a quick try. I stretched my back and neck to make sure
I didn't pull anything then I stroked my cock until it was rock hard
and dripping with pre-cum. I got into position and I was only able to
get within 1.5" of macking contact.
I like the idea of being able to fellate myself, but I'm not very
motivated to put in the effort of stretching and practice to be able to
achieve it. I most enjoy the exhibitionist aspect of this act. It's not
really comfortable to be in this position and I would rather have a
lovely lady fellate me, if given the choice between the two. I would
need the oversight of a Domme that enjoyed me performing a self-suck
show for her from time to time to train me to her satisfaction.
To tell the truth I do often fantasize about a Domme training me to
autofellate myself for her amusement. I think about how she would give
me flexibility exercises to perform in the nude both by myself and with
her supervision. Then she would test me on a weekly or monthly basis to
make sure I was making progress to her satisfaction. I would look
forward to the rewards or punishments that would come from those test
results.
She might train me by leaving me in this position for some amount of
time to get me more comfortable in it and increase my flexibility.
Perhaps she'd look a cord around my balls or use a parachute harness to
pull my family jewels in the direction she wants my hard, dripping cock
to go.
I imagine her "encouraging" me in every session with a whip or a crop
to keep to her training plan. Or grabbing me by the balls and using
them to pull my dripping cock closer to my mouth. She might milk my
prostate while I am performing the prescribed flexibility exercises so
that she can get me used to tasting and swallowing my own semen.
Perhaps she would always end our autofellatio training sessions with me
shooting all over my own face, until I was finally able to get the head
of my swollen cock in my mouth for her.
Then once she had me trained to fellate myself as deeply as she wanted
she would have me perform for her and her sexy girlfriends' amusement.
Perhaps I would be a lucky boy and she would fuck me in the ass with her strap on, while I fellated myself for her....
This is my first blog entry... ever... so please forgive the
style and no doubt haphazard nature in which I’ll be writing in the
future.I met pansygirl in the chat room and was enthralled
with her profile picture and driven to fits of envy.We chatted and I became best friends with her
and susie s. Since then I have made lots of other friends. In mid December I decided that I should fulfil
a childhood dream and learn the basic ballet moves for a ballerina.With the guidance of pansygirl and her
Mistress I ordered my ballet uniform online... quite a find for someone with
size 11 feet, size 18 body and being over 6 feet tall.I became so frustrated as day after day it
failed to arrive... until yesterday when I collected the parcel and was able to
see if it fitted.The term ‘just’
springs to mind... but you can see the results in my profile – t-girl kim.
We had a big argument about this whole thing again last night. But this time it was different!!! Usually after something like this we both just give up - whilst I was ready to do this Mistress made it very clear that she was going to pursue this anyway!! I was told that I had no choice and that there was NO WAY she'd let be back out now!
I was SOOOO HAPPY to hear her say this cos she has never really asserted her dominance in these situations before!! - It feels like she is really going to make this happen for herself now!!
She has also instructed me to order one of the new lori devices with PA locking pin. Although she intends to get a full neosteel belt as well; keeping me locked in the lori device when i'm out of country and the neosteel when she is around to release me for washes.
I am nervous and exited but very very happy - I will keep you all posted on our progress
As always your comments and suggestions are welcomed :)
tessasbitch
I have been married more that twenty years in a rather vanilla sexless relqtionship. I love my wife wie very much, but an occassional handjob was all that was happening. My wife has never been into sex.
The frustration kept building until I realized by true sub nature and realized it could perhaps be a solution for unfulfilled needs. I came out to her two weeks ago, and while a bit shocked at my suggestions she realized she should try. We started with her making me wear panties and giving me an otk spanking. What a woderful experience.
We had our first scene together. She came into the bedroom and pulled back the covers to find me in black stockins, a full lace garter belt, and frilly backed sissy panties. She gasped at the sight. As punishment for this sissy behavior she bent me over the arm of a couch and spalked me. I then pulled out a cane and said she should not have to hurt her hand. She caned me until my knees started to buckle. Then the sissy panties were pulled down and she found me wearing sheer crotchles panties underneath. This illicited another ten firm cane strokes.
As I lay bent over rubbing my punished ass, she noticed the end of a butt plug buried in me. She demanded to see what I had in my ass, so I had to pull out my new four inch penis shaped butt plug. She was shocked, but then I pulled back a towel on the couch to reveal a strap-on with a fat six inch realistic cock attached. She allowed me to strap it on her then had me insert it and ride it with her on her back and me squatting on it like a whore facing her feet. I took the whole thing but it hurt and was truly humiliating. She had me finish myself off by hand while she knelt domineeringly over me with her huge breasts and powerful nipples swaying before me. I shot a huge load!
I have now picked up a curve chastity and am wearing it through the work day. For some reason I have not worked up the nerve to show her this yet or to ask her to take control of the keys. This step will come though because I bought it on our credit card and she is going to see the bill. I will post what happens after my locked cock and balls are revealed to her.
I have been married more that twenty years in a rather vanilla sexless relqtionship. I love my wife wie very much, but an occassional handjob was all that was happening. My wife has never been into sex.
The frustration kept building until I realized by true sub nature and realized it could perhaps be a solution for unfulfilled needs. I came out to her two weeks ago, and while a bit shocked at my suggestions she realized she should try. We started with her making me wear panties and giving me an otk spanking. What a woderful experience.
We had our first scene together. She came into the bedroom and pulled back the covers to find me in black stockins, a full lace garter belt, and frilly backed sissy panties. She gasped at the sight. As punishment for this sissy behavior she bent me over the arm of a couch and spalked me. I then pulled out a cane and said she should not have to hurt her hand. She caned me until my knees started to buckle. Then the sissy panties were pulled down and she found me wearing sheer crotchles panties underneath. This illicited another ten firm cane strokes.
As I lay bent over rubbing my punished ass, she noticed the end of a butt plug buried in me. She demanded to see what I had in my ass, so I had to pull out my new four inch penis shaped butt plug. She was shocked, but then I pulled back a towel on the couch to reveal a strap-on with a fat six inch realistic cock attached. She allowed me to strap it on her then had me insert it and ride it with her on her back and me squatting on it like a whore facing her feet. I took the whole thing but it hurt and was truly humiliating. She had me finish myself off by hand while she knelt domineeringly over me with her huge breasts and powerful nipples swaying before me. I shot a huge load!
I have now picked up a curve chastity and am wearing it through the work day. For some reason I have not worked up the nerve to show her this yet or to ask her to take control of the keys. This step will come though because I bought it on our credit card and she is going to see the bill. I will post what happens after my locked cock and balls are revealed to her.
I have been married more that twenty years in a rather vanilla sexless relqtionship. I love my wife wie very much, but an occassional handjob was all that was happening. My wife has never been into sex.
The frustration kept building until I realized by true sub nature and realized it could perhaps be a solution for unfulfilled needs. I came out to her two weeks ago, and while a bit shocked at my suggestions she realized she should try. We started with her making me wear panties and giving me an otk spanking. What a woderful experience.
We had our first scene together. She came into the bedroom and pulled back the covers to find me in black stockins, a full lace garter belt, and frilly backed sissy panties. She gasped at the sight. As punishment for this sissy behavior she bent me over the arm of a couch and spalked me. I then pulled out a cane and said she should not have to hurt her hand. She caned me until my knees started to buckle. Then the sissy panties were pulled down and she found me wearing sheer crotchles panties underneath. This illicited another ten firm cane strokes.
As I lay bent over rubbing my punished ass, she noticed the end of a butt plug buried in me. She demanded to see what I had in my ass, so I had to pull out my new four inch penis shaped butt plug. She was shocked, but then I pulled back a towel on the couch to reveal a strap-on with a fat six inch realistic cock attached. She allowed me to strap it on her then had me insert it and ride it with her on her back and me squatting on it like a whore facing her feet. I took the whole thing but it hurt and was truly humiliating. She had me finish myself off by hand while she knelt domineeringly over me with her huge breasts and powerful nipples swaying before me. I shot a huge load!
I have now picked up a curve chastity and am wearing it through the work day. For some reason I have not worked up the nerve to show her this yet or to ask her to take control of the keys. This step will come though because I bought it on our credit card and she is going to see the bill. I will post what happens after my locked cock and balls are revealed to her.
Just thought I should give a big more background to our relationship and experiences.
I have been seeing Mistress for about 3 years and we have a wonderful loving relationship! Whilst we have been into BDSM for most of that time (and built up a very impressive collection of toys) she has not always been Mistress. We have tried out lots of different scenes with one another and have also been through periods of temporary slavery; where either her or myself is given control for a couple of weeks or similar. We do both seem to have powerful dominant and submissive sides which has led to us switching all the time; which has been a great experience too!!
However we have now decided that we want to try and change our lifestyle so that I will become her full time slave! But this has proved difficult for lots of reasons, our history, and the fact that I live and work outside the UK at the moment (she can fly out to visit anytime as long as she can schedule for work and kids). We have tried this before but it has failed for lots of different reasons; however this time we think that we can give it a better shot. We have tried chastity before too but the devices we had were always too problematic. First we tried the 'sentinel' device from tickleberry with two different ring sizes but it was crap! led to pinching and was so insecure as to be pointless. Then we tried a Lori's tube secured through my PA piercing which was obviously secure; but due to the fact I'm uncircumsied, that it weighed so much, that the locking pin was too far back and did not sit flush in the device it led to severe pinching and caused bruising along my cock around the area of my well healed (~2y.o.) piercing. So I am currently chastised only by virtue of the fact that I try not to masturbate unless she lets me - we do intend to buy a neosteel belt ASAP and use it in conjunction with a webcam and timelock safe for long-distance chastity.
Just starting out so thought it would be a good idea to start a blog & let you all accompany me (well by blog) on my journey into the world of domination & maybe sling me a bit advice when needed ;). You see it's not the first time i've tried to become Mistress to my pet & he isn't the easiest sub to dominate! To be honest I always ended up feeling I was completely crap & would switch with him because it was easier & I had lost complete confidence in my ability to dominate him. So here I am again :lol: but feel quite different this time, feel ready to take control & beat my little control freak into total submission if needed. Today I gave my little slave a task & got himto get a blog going in this rather nifty little site by 6pm tonight introduce himself & our story (well a little bit of it, so u get the jist) & stick in some really amusing fantasies he's sent me the last few days which i'm sure you'll all find as amusing as I did. If u want to check them out check out his blog, his profile is under Tessasbitch. Well i'll keep you's all posted on my progress so tune in & feel free to sling me any advice .
Mistress Tessa
I need help/advice/encouragement. This was my fantasy but now that it has become a reality i sometimes question my decission. Mistress Chandler knows this but thinks it's funny.
Hormones, 7/24 locked corset training, perminate lazer hair removel along with "beauty shop visits" have already made major changes to my once male body. I have not been allowed to cum since Oct 2007 but have been humiliated and milked twice with other people there.
Milking gives me no "real" release and if i begin to get hard the pain is bad. i have been told i will soon be placed in a new chastity that will make the 6000 look like a "play toy". i know Mistress is into piercing and will have me pierced & tattooed once all my hair is perminiately removed. SHE has not collered me and says she may keep me or give/sell me to a friend. my nipples hurt or itch all the time. my diet has caused me to drop 28 lbs so far and the shape of my body is very different.
About 7 weeks ago (for the first time) i was forced to watch Mistress and a Male Dom have sex. my only use was to clean them both my mouth. This is now happening more often and is very humiliating to me. i have been told to "get use to it"
Am i alone in the feeling of being scared? Has this happened to any others out there? i would greatly appreciate any advise, encouragement or suggestions.
i now am registered as a slave # 393-195-342 and have been told Mistress will soon post pictures of me but is waiting for total hair removel, some type tattoo and a/some piercings when my new chastity is put on.
i have been encouraged by Mistress Chandler to keeep this updated and will do as i am told.
Please i really need some support if possible as i recently had to quit my job, assign everything i had owned over to Mistress Chandler and now have little contact with the outside world. my days are filled with domestic work, although i do no wear a maids uniform. i am only allowed to wear thi hi stockings, heels and a locking corset with my current chastity visible 7/24 except when i'm taken out for my nails or hair. Now that my hair is longer, it has been dyed blond. Obviously, i wear makeup at all times and last week Mistress mentioned haveing eyeliner and my lips tattooed. Is this ok? Is it safe? Can i ever change it? Am i past the point of no return? i have only been on progestrone since Oct. 2007 but the effect of it is very real. I now seem to cry very often, have become very timid and look nothing like my former self. If there are any other sissy girls out there or FemDom Females with experience in this type training i would so much appreciate any thoughts. Am i being taken into this too fast? Is this what others like me have experienced? i have yet to be "taken by a man but Mistress has me wearing a butt plug 7/24 and i am not at the 3rd size. She has taken me twice but when i beging to get hard it hurts so much that i have no pleasure. i am told my only pleasure is makiing Mistress Chandler happy. i do very much want to and am happy (most of the time) when i do this but don';t i ever deserve personel pleasure? This all started the end of Sept 2007 and everything has happened so fast!
Please......any advice, encouragement, warning from other sissy sluts like i have become is so appreciated. i would also "beg" that any FemDoms with experience let me know if this type traing is normal. my greatest fear is 1) i will be forever changed physicially and 2) may be sold/given to a Master.
I am writing this because my Mistress told me to so that she could have some comments and ideas for my training from some like minded people - would b especially good to hear opinions from some women too :). I have recently become my Mistrss' permanant property and she intends to keep me locked 24/7 in a neosteel belt which we will order in 2 weeks time - can anyone with experience of this belt long term tell us if this a good choice of belt?
So far Mistress has had me write out a set of principles for how I want this relationship to go (kind of a contract) and also allowed me to cum three times provided I gave her my fantasy each time - she wanted me to put these emails to her up on the web for your comments too
I am new to chastity my wife has agreed to try it out and has had me locked up since dec 14 th ....she is starting to enjoy being treated like a goddess.
she hasnt quite figured out all the ins and outs of this type of relationship
i do know that if she ever does lets just say careful what you wish for...
Have any of you ever been cucolded by your wife/mistress with another woman? I am curious to know how it worked out (not the physical details so much as the psychological ones). My first experience with being a cuckolded sissy may be such and I would like to know what you have experienced.
This is my first post in a long time. I used to wear my cb-3000. It was great. I wore it 24/7, I even got used to the dreaded 4ammies (the four am erection). I shouldn't say 24/7, I had to take it off for karate class. I couldn't find a cup large enough to cover me when I was enclosed in my cb. Not bragging mind you, far from it, you see my balls wouldn't fit in the cup, and I want to have children of my own someday so, off the cb came. Of course once class ended, my first stop was the bathroom and back on went the cb. But I noticed after awhile that the rush of chastity began to fade. I guess without a keyholder to keep my interest spiking, I lost the desire. So I took it off.
Now I'm starting to miss chastity. I still don't have keyholder, but even so the desire is growing again. Maybe its time to lock in again.
) she has not always been Mistress. We have tried out lots of different scenes with one another and have also been through periods of temporary slavery; where either her or myself is given control for a couple of weeks or similar. We do both seem to have powerful dominant and submissive sides which has led to us switching all the time; which has been a great experience too!!
