Hello to all who read my blog! I am sissymaidcarla's mistress and we just wanted to thank everyone we have chated to ever since we joined and those who are new to this wonderful site! It is a fun time for sissymaidcarla and myself to be able to tease him or have him all tied up under my feet, pleasing my every desire, or just sometimes watching my sub/girlfriend (Evon) teasing, spanking, or just getting him prepared for me, or her to take a long sit on her sissy face. We do enjoy everyone's coments or sugestions for me to tease him all the more!!! Huggz and kisses to all Dom's and spankings and denials to all the sissy's!.
For you who don´t know, i´m really unexperienced i the lifestyle. I have tried some things just by myself but never had a RL Domme. Now things are looking better, i might be finding a Domme and i ordered a Neosteel last week. I got the measuring kit from neosteel about 2-3 months ago and finally made good measurements and ordered the belt wich is due around September 15th. I´m really excited to get this belt, i have only played with cb2000/3000 devices and i don´t find them to be secure at all. Because this Domme lives kinda far away i´ll be ordering a keysafe as well so She can control it over the internet.
I will put in new blogs when something happens to keep track of my new life..
Iam 57 years old and very over weight and I have been a submissive cross dresser for over forty years and I suppose that now I would like to become more than a cross dresser and transform into a transvestite and live as a female. I would like to live as an authentic Victorian maid to a dominant woman, couple or perhaps TV/TG. I am not into sex with men and, I must admit have NEVER even had sex with a woman. I am, apart from masturbation, a virgin, which may be a first for a 57 year old male. Funnily enough I have never felt the desire to simply have sex just for the hell of it and I have never met a girl who I felt comfortable with to reveal my feminine side.
I did once, aged about 17, try to broach the subject with my then, and only, girlfriend when I made some remark about wondering what it felt like to wear a panrie girdle. She was rather scathing about it almost calling me a weirdo, and then she told her mother! we broke up and I have never had a girlfriend since.
My desire is to be the property of a Dominant Mistress or a Couple where She is dominant to a submissive male or both are Dominant preferably where he is TV/TG. I would also consider a Dominant TV/TG Mistress.
Here is a snapshot of a few years ago. An friend/artist made some nice pix from my chained piercings for some exhibition. That never went down, but the pix are great!
Here I am to be seen by you... My first steps outside the confinement of the BDSM-dates I have in town. Available as a vulnerable playtoy, for the right Knight who knows how to appreciate my submission as a Chastity bottom.
I am out as bisexual for some 14 years now, had my Prince Albert already then and in 1996 let the Hafada put in. From that time I played with ropes, chains and such, to develop my own Chasity-belt. I attended in several BDSM-relations with a small lock or silver chain in the rings and just this summer I used a big Hafada-ring as a cockring on the head of my dick and achieved the first 'flesh chasity'.
Normally on Saturday i am expected to be bathed and shaven by about 4:00 in the afternoon. After shaving i apply a liberal amount of body powder to the area around my cock and balls and ass. My mistress likes me to wrap "her" balls tightly with red vet wrap. This leaves them as shiny red lobes that bounce about as i do my chores. I also wrap the shaft of my cock with red vet wrap. If this is done tightly enough there is no chance of an accidental orgasm. i am not allowed to have orgasms. I then attach a leather leash around her balls and crawl in front of her chair. Handing her the leash i brace myself for the weight of her feet and legs as she lays them across my back. She relaxes in her chair occasionally tugging on the leash to remind me who is in charge. After a few minutes she usually reaches into her drawer and grabs a paddle or a whip. Both are long enough that she can administer punishment without disturbing her relaxed position in the easy chair. She cracks the thin plastic hand paddle across my buttocks harshly, but with precision and at a pace which i can barely tolerate. While she is doing this she may move her foot down between my legs and push the tip of her high heal shoe into the tight bundle of my balls. Every ten minutes or so she will put down the paddle and tell me to get up on my knees facing her. Pulling the leash sharply towards her nylon glad legs, she closes her knees around my balls, squeezing them between her legs. She pulls the leash taught and sits on the end to keep the pressure even. I wonder what will happen next. She may slap my face or gently kiss my lips. Sometimes she will suck on one of my nipples with heavy suction, slurping it like a baby and twist the other one mercilously between her fingers until i am half crying and half sighing in ecstacy. If i start to look like i am enjoying it too much she will often strike my face sharply with her open hand several times to sober me up so to speak. With my face still stinging from the slaps, she offers the back of her hand for my kiss of acceptance- which i, of course, gladly give her.
"On your hands and knees!" she says abruptly- and i return to the previous position. Now she may stand up so that she can get a better angle as she slashes the paddle down across my ass and back. Suddenly she will begin tapping away at my balls with the paddle and they bounce around like wounded plums. When she uses her flogger she strikes me flat on the cheeks of my ass with the individual leather strands spread out so that one or two sting my balls with ferocious intensity. Eventually she has me crouched way down with my face resting on her feet so that i may begin licking and kissing her toes. She really loves this and will continue for 20 minutes or more lashing away with more and more intensity as i lose myself in the luxury of worshiping her feet. Another 20 minutes or so i must spend kissing her ass- usually with her panties still on. My rear end is covered in red welts, which sing to me with blissful sensations. By the time she tells me to remove her panties, my tongue is usually very sore already. My knees are also getting weak by now as she has me licking her rectum trying to fuck her with my tongue. Often she will reach back between her legs and grab my nipples twisting them so hard that i forget about the growing weaknessin my knees and the raw soreness of my tongue which is still eagerly lapping away at her sphincter. After one or two hours she is finally ready to allow me access to her very wet vagina. By access i mean with my mouth and tongue and sometimes fingers. She likes me to suck on her clitoris as though it were a cock, pushing my face as far forward as possible and then pulling it outward as i suck. It even swells up like a small cock as i do this and i can feel her shivering with pleasure with each sucking cycle. She would like to keep whipping me as we do this, but by now she is unable to concentrate on punishment. Time goes by and i continue to suck and lick her cunt. She begins to spasm and moan squeezing her legs together harder and harder until i can scarcely breath. My whole face is covered with her juices and becomes just another part of her cunt as her legs wash me back and forth across her clit. My lips start to get numb, my nose is getting sore and my tongue is living a life of its own. I can hardly feel anything but mentally i am ecstatic. Hours have gone by now and i am conscious only of my place in my mistresses pleasure. i am an ornament to her beauty and have become a part of her universe where i have lost my identity and any notion of care or worry i might have had before.
When she is finished with the last tossing moans of pleasure i crawl out from under her legs and dry off her sex, then carefully replace her panties. This Saturday she surprised me by still having enough energy to whip my breasts. She likes me to milk myself for relief but not have an orgasm. I usually do this by playing with my nipples. by this time it only takes a few minutes and several drops of cum ooze out of the end of my little cock. But this time she said to take my hands away and she began whipping away at my already very sensitive nipples. She fell into a very sensuous rhythem placing stinging stripes across my breasts hitting the nipples sharply over and over again until i almost past out from the rush it gave me. Suddenly she stopped and when i looked up at her she indicated with her finger that i had started to drip cum. Quickly i placed my hand below her cock and collected the fluid which dripped out. when a couple of table spoons of cum had accumulated in my hand she pushed it into my face smearing the jism all over my nose and mouth. "I could use a glass of white wine," she said nonchalantly and i jumped to my feet to comply with her demand. As i walked into the kitchen i could feel my injured balls bouncing back and forth between my legs as i quickly tied my apron on. Later back on my hands and knees dutifully holding up her legs i though about how important i had become to my mistress, providing her with pleasure and amusement for a Saturday afternoon.
I had to purchase the points of intrigue device for my CB2000. I guess I fall into the "3 to 5" percent that can remove their penis from the device. I confessed this to my wife and she told me to make it so I cannot escape. Well let me tell you, the points of intrigue absolutely work, there is no way to pull your penis out with it installed, even a penis as small and thin as mine, it is agony to try, as I did. Using the points of intrigue is true chastity at its finest and most devious.
Last night after dreaming about actually having sex with my ex, a pleasure I unfortuantely never experienced, I woke up wth that familiar painful throbbing against my cage. So I let myself out for a bit of teasing, after two whole hours of tease and denial the precum was serving as a constant lubrication. Unfortunately saturday is my designated release day for myself, so I was forced to ice my little friend and put him back in his cage. I'm so looking forward to this weekend lol.
I will likely get in trouble for this, but thought I would share a "possible" strategy for others who are locked . If you have a wonderful night out with your Mistress, and she has enough to drink, causing her to be more sexually excited than normal upon arriving home, you may find she breaks down and unlocks you for some nice sex ! At least that's what happened for me, which was wonderful after a period of being locked.
So, ordering a few extra drinks just might pay off for the evening!
For those who dont know - i do have a dog trainer unit mounted to the chastity (on the back) and the elektrodes are sitting right in the tube.
It is a nice unit, the Lady holding the wireless remote can cause shocks and beeps straight to my cock.
Altough this unit teached me neither to look at other girls or walking offroad during shopping tours.
The highest electric shock (7) is strong enough to bring me on my knees urgently, so i got used to follow all instructions rather than to feel its pain.
i would recommend a dog trainer for every slave
and i also can give some advice on how to modify a belt with it.
For anyone that had been a frequent visitor to my profile area over the last few months, you may have noticed I removed all my blog entries, pictures and connections. Misterss Lyn and I went through a period earlier this summer where things were very busy for us personally, and the "playtime" activities we like to engage in were pushed to the background, and often caused tension between us. There was also some concern that too much information may reveal who we are outside of this community.Well, I'm very pleased that we got through that period, and on Friday night were able to set aside time for play again. I had been locked up for sometime, so was ready to give Mistress Lyn whatever attention she required. After I dressed in my fishnet catsuit, pink pumps, stockings, leotard and locked leather cuffs and collar via short chains, I drew Mistress a bath, lit some candles and turned on soft background music.
While she drank her wine and soaked in the bubble bath, I gave her a long, sensuous head massage.After shaving her and rubbing lotion over her body, it was time to move into the bedroom and perform orally on her.Because she was in the mood for “penetration”, she had me don the strap-on.With her leaning over the edge of the bed, wearing the 5” pumps put me at the perfect height to give her what she desired.
After her orgasm, it was time to sleep, with her fully satisfied and me lying in bondage, swollen uncomfortably in my locked cage, knowing there would be no release for sissy tonight!
It was Friday, 13th and maid katrin should have known that a day like that wouldn't bring any good. Not really thinking this morning she felt like wearing a nice pair of girly jeans that zip up the back.
Alas, she did not ask for permission and subsequently she got caught by her Mistress.
Of course she has been ask why she hasn't dressed properly as soon as her Lady was coming around the kitchen.
My Hot Pink CB-2000 arrived yesterday. It is locked in place on my sad little penis now. Per my agreement with my beautiful wife I am to begin "training" by wearing it for one week with no sexual relief during this 7 day period. She plans on teasing me relentlessly during this next 7 days and has no intentions whatsoever of releasing me any earlier, regardless of how horny I become and beg to be released. At the end of the one week initial training period she has told me that my first "relief" will be a prostate milking while still in my cage. She has never milked me before and is excited to do it. Afterwards it will be up to her to say when I will be allowed to get out of my cage and, as she knows I desperately want to, allow me to have sex with her.
My first night of sleeping with my cage on came and went and was okay, a bit uncomfortable but I think I will get use to it being on me.
Prior to putting the cage on me my wife allowed me to have sex with her "one last time", well I had to get her off with my hand first while "breastfeeding" as she needs much more than my 4 inches to achieve orgasm and after she had 2 powerful orgasms she let me stick my pathetic penis in her dripping pussy and made quite clear to me that I better come as hard as my little penis possibly can as it will be the last time fucking her for quite some time, well fucking, masturbating, any form of sexual orgasm relief for that matter. Knowing I was fucking her for the last time for who knows how long, knowing that I was going to be caged as soon as I was done spurting into her was amazingly exciting and I didnt take more than a few minutes to come. After I went completely limp she ordered me to put the cage on myself. It was decided by her that I will wear diapers for the next week, not just for the humiliation of it but as well diapers do help conceal the cage a bit better while wearing it outside of the house. I have been told I can use the toilet but when I pee I will sit down and pee "like a good little bitch does."
I love intercourse, and I adore oral sex. But it's not really about either for me. For me it's about a level of intensity and connection that cannot be found any other way.
My explorations and experientations have shown me that very few people actually understand their own bodies. And furthering this understanding is one of the most intense bonds imaginable.
More than once now, I have met someone in a chat room, or online that wants to know more about how I can be kept in bondage by my ex-wife, when we live in separate places.She has me in a chastity device (a CB-3000) so that makes things easier for her. I don’t get to see that key very often.I am much more under her control though. She can lock my hands and feet any way she wishes, anytime she wishes, and leave me that way for as long as she wishes.We use a software program called TimeLock.I decided to make a blog because it takes a lot of explaining sometimes. Here is how my captivity works. First, I have two keys; one is for the three pairs of handcuffs, the other opens four small padlocks. These keys are stored in a lockbox like the one here. (http://www.shurlok-products.com/ ) I set the combination to a random number.Once I have a random number selected, I do not look at it. I set it on the table and take a picture of it. After doing this so many times, I know the photo is clear because I use the same light and camera position every time. When the picture is done, I spin the dials on the lockbox. Now for the TimeLock program. You can find it here. (http://timelock.rules.it/) Basically this is a program that will let the user set the duration of their own captivity. Once started, TimeLock takes the photo of the combination and stores it in a scrambled form on your computer (encoded). Next, it deletes the original file. TimeLock will rebuild the file so you can view it once on of two things happen. The timer must run out, or the secret lockword must be entered. There are many cool options to use with the program too.My Keyholder can set up the program to keep the timer hidden, so I have no idea when I will be released.She can even set up the program to run on my computer while she is at home on her computer. She sends me a remote key via IM or email. The key is nothing but random text. (encoded) When I enter it into my TimeLock program, all of the options are set, just as my Keyholder arranged from her computer. Even the secret lockword can be set from another computer. There is an option that will add time to my imprisonment, without releasing me if my Keyholder desires to leave me locked up longer. All I have to do, when ordered, is to put my cuffs and chains on and press start. In a second, the only photo of the combination to the lockbox holding my keys is deleted from my computer. I have no choice but to wait for the program to rebuild the photo so I can get out of my self-imposed imprisonment. Did I mention that the timer can be set for up to a year? It also uses internet time, so I can shut down my computer and not worry about the timer. It will pickup the countdown in progress, without having to start over.There are backups made automatically, but that is more detail than I can explain.In a nutshell, my Mistress/Keyholder can lock me up in my apartment, without having to be there, for any length of time she wants. She has a secret lockword that will release me if there is an emergency. I cannot unlock myself. I can also do all of this alone if I want. I will be just as helpless. This is also a great way to keep yourself in Chastity.That is all I have time for right now. I’ll probably write more, explaing some of the positions I get secured in and so forth.
This are my first blog, and i will start to say my english are maybe not good, but i do my best, and that is what it is.
For many years ago, when i was a child. I have seen some picture from a sexmagasin, where a man have a really wiered tube on his dick, and that have give me some to think about.
What was that, how can a man go with some ting between his leg, and many more quistion pupped up in my head.
Home 
! At least that's what happened for me, which was wonderful after a period of being locked.
