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             My young Japanese wife is very happy to finally be pregnant and have her first baby. I am honered that the father of her twins is my black master.

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       I feel my obedience and loyalty to my black master is always good. One year ago he ordered me to have a vasectomy to make sure he was the only man who could breed my wife. I did as he ordered and had a vasectomy. I wear the chsatity device he orders me to wear. He holds the only key and only allows me out when he come over to fuck my young Japanese wife. I will alway serve him faithfully......

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Last night a drifted off to sleep and had a very vivid dream.  I dream alot of chastity and being a slave, but last night was a little different.

It all started while sitting in a bar talking to a couple of woman.  as the night progressed the three of us seemed to hit it off.  I started to get tired and they offered to drive me home.  I accepted the ride and got into the car with them.  Before long I completely fell asleep.  When i woke up i was not home.  I had a gag in my mouth and was in a dark room bound to a semi reclyning chair with my legs spread wide.  Before long i heard foot steps and the lights came one.  I see the two woman from the bar walking and laughing.  as they approach me they say welcome slave! you are our new slave and the star of our show.  as i look around i see there are about 50 people sitting and looking at me.  One of the woman say to me, since you are new, we need to make some alterations and we must break you in.  Oh and this is going to hurt you, way more than us!  My heart was pounding not having any idea what was coming.  they begin cutting off my cloths and pulling it out from under me.  i'm naked, cold, and feeling very vulnerable.  as people in the audiance start laughing, i start feeling embarrased and the humiliation starts to build.  suddenly i start to feel a warm sensation on my genitals.  i look down and shaving cream is being placed on my genitals.  she looks up at me and say, pubic hair is a sign of a man, you're not a man, you're our bitch, a slave not worth of having pubic hair.  Don't move slave, i wouldn't want to cut you.  and slowly she start to shave off all you pubic hair.  and of course the audiance loves this.  when she's done, she says we need to put some moisturisure on this, don't we sweety.  I feel this cool sensation, with dosn't last very long before the burning sensation replaces it.  Bengay, a great product she utters, and the audiance laughs as i squirm the best i can in my restrants.   as if that burning wasn't enough she takes a piece of ginger pealed and tapered and shoves it into my penis and tapes it there. the pain in so great it brings tears to my eyes.  and she say, its okay, go ahead and cry you little bitch, that's what bitch slaves do.  i'm in so much discomfort that i don't put up any resistance when the untie me and pull me out of the chair and onto all fours in the center of the floor where i'm secured again.  she holds my tear streaked face and say, hony the worst is still to come.  they then take turns paddling my ass until the pain is great and i'm crying uncontrollable.  everyone is till laughing.  when that stops she comes and removes the gage and places a device to keep my mouth open. they both walk off and come back with large black strap-ons and before i knowing my ass in lube and a dido is being jammed in my ass, followed by the other one shoved in my mouth.  i'm being fucked in the ass and in the mouth causing me to gage, spit and choke.  this goes on for what felt like for ever and when it finally stops i'm dripping spit and feeling extremely violated, humilated and helpless.  the entire time the audience is cheering.  She looks at me and says good job slave, but its time for the enchor.  it felt like my heart stopped.  then two tran-girls come out and the process starts again. only this time i have a real dick in my ass and a real dick in my mouth.  i'm being fucked in the ass and in the mouth by real dicks!  I'm completely humiliated and feel like i could die!  Then i feel a warm sensation squirt in my ass!  she came in me! then i get the same warm squirting in my mouth followed my this strange, unpleasant taste. she came in my mouth, the device is quickly replaced with a gage again.  i'm unable to spit, this goo is just sitting in my mouth with no place to go but down! reluctantly i swallow the load of cum hoping to will get rid of the taste.  no luck it just got rid of the load, but the taste remains.  the girls come back and say good job our little cum dumster slave! They drag me into a cage and say you should get some rest, you have another performance tomorrow!  They are all laughing as they walk away.  i'm left alone in the dark in a small cage crying, in pain, humiliated and feeling completely helpless.

i wake up and i am hard as a rock with a wet spot in my underware!  i've never had any toughts like this before were i have a real dick in my ass let alone my mouth and swallowing cum!  what am i thinking and why am i hard!  it was quite the vivid dream.  the awkward part is i enjoyed the dream.

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it makes sense to me that when wearing my cb3000 that i should try to dress as femme as possible.  No woman wants a man in a slip and chastity.  It does not make it any easier, to be dressed this way, but i do feel nice.  Currently I am locking and living in chastity under my own conviction.  Nights weekends and more.  Not 24/7 for days, but enough, plus I am not having regular release and know that sissies like me really sould only be milked or allowed release when fully femme'd or via prostrate stimulation.  Hope to be more in touch again. janis 

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My wife once complained about the lack of attention she was getting from me. She thought I didn't fancy her and for a short while I just went through the motions in bed, to keep her quite.

My real enjoyment came from masturbating while she was out playing skittles or seeing friends. Well she came home just at the wrong time and caught me as I was cuming. She was rather upset to think I prefered masturbating than fucking her.

We chatted and she demanded me to stop, I joked it would only happen if my cock was locked away. Hence I was soon buying a CB6000 and some ground rules where laid down.

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The Master ordered me to buy a CB3000. Today I have done this and this weekend the Master will place it. At this moment I have mixed feelings because at one side I am looking forward to it and on the other hand the idea having no power over my penis is killing me. In the shop the man told me he knew people wearing a CB3000 and it is giving them a kick. I am clamping to that idea. It is forbidden to me to try the CB3000 and at this moment this is also difficult because I am very curious about the feeling wearing it. The punishment from the Master holds me doing it.

This evening I told my Master his slave bought the CB3000. The Master warned me again to try the CB3000

In the next blog I will tell about the closure by the Master of the CB3000.

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My dear little pet was released from his current indentures for a brief respite. And the good boy that he is, upon release from his Master he reported immediately to his Mistress. It was lovely to have him back in my regular service. I’ve missed the foot massages and his helpful little self starter projects. He tries so hard to please me.

He’s begged for some things that have had to wait while we were separated but once together I initiated some of those very activities. I forced him to eat his own cum when I allowed him to cum. Pet has sworn up and down how much he wanted to do this and I’ve let him off the hook before. However, this time I made him fulfill that desire. He chocked and retched and begged off. No way. He ate it, licking it off my calf and thigh right where he squirted. Choking and sputtering the whole time.

As you regular voyeurs who’ve read our blog before know, pet has been gone for most of the year. He was home where he belongs for a very brief two weeks. Now he is back in service to his Master until the year is up. These brief two weeks were his only opportunity for the remainder of the year for any type of play or sexual relief/stimulation.

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My dearest little pet is soon to return home for a short visit. Then I will have to return him to his indentured servitude and probably not see him for another 7 months or so. This morning I was languishing on the couch and ill, when to my great delight, pet was allowed to be online and we could chat for a few moments. Of course, he was whiney about some unfulfilled requests he had made of me.

I on the other hand, wanted to discuss some dreams/fantasies I had had about his return. I got quite graphic about the activities I had planned. Right in line with what makes my little pet tick, humiliation and denial. Then when I got to what makes me tick, pain play, he quickly lost interest.

Oh! I find this to be his most irritating of faults! Always changing the subject and too busy for my interests and desires. I suppose that's what restraints are for. I wonder if all Mistresses face this frustration or if my pet is over indulged.

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pet reminded me of something I hadn't done in a long time, hypnosis. I had hypnotized a slave before, required him to listen to tapes, deepening his submission through constant reminders of those submissive thoughts that worked for us. In my experience, submission is all in the mind of the submissive. His desire to be within my control is the strongest aspect of the relationship. So now I am researching and looking for hypnosis scripts and online sites. There was a Ds hypnosis site with a really odd name that I had used before. If anyone knows the site I would love the link.

pet and I are continuing to work on our relationship and his commitment to service. I forget how far he's come sometimes. Recently I was talking to a newbie who would like to join our happy home. It has been a long time since I've trained a new sub and I don't have the same patience for it like I used to. It made me realize just how far we have come in dominance, submission and training. It is a constant thing and I have very high expectations of pet. Often I am frustrated with his failings. At times I think he'll never learn or change despite berating him, humiliating him and beating him. Then, I have a conversation with a newly minted sub and have an ah ha moment. My pet would never tell me no, challenge my authority, give me demands or limits. And yet, he still behaves like a child when he doesn't get his way, pouts and stomps his feet, slams doors, so I put him over my knee just like I would a child.

And now I am looking for new ways to mold and shape his thoughts so they are inline with mine.

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Mistress has instructed me to write down a punishment that I don’t like and that is erotic at the same time. According to Mistress, my first attempt was flat and not that sexy. So Mistress has instructed me to write a new one. This is my attempt to write a sexy story.

I remember thinking that I must have done something really wrong when Mistress called home and instructed me to kneel in the corner until she returned from work. I looked over at the time and realized that it was only 10:00 am. Mistress does not return home from work until after 5:00 pm. I had a long list of chores as always but I was unable to finish any of them because I had slept in. I knew that this would only make what I did worse. Time seemed to last forever. Hours and hours of waiting, wondering what I could have done, fearing what was to come. I wracked my brain trying to think of what I had done or what I could have missed.

                At 5:00 Mistress still wasn't home. I knew she could be home any minute. I began to get nervous waiting in contemplation.  By 6:00 pm I began to wonder where she was. I had gotten pretty used to our routine and generally she would make it home by 5:30 or so. By 6:30 I began to worry about her. I didn’t know what to do. Should I get up and start calling or should I wait. Just as I began to think I should call looking for her to make sure she was safe, she walked in the door.

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My Mistress has been kind enough to grant me the privilege of writing my thoughts in this blog. Mistress has decided that when she writes it will be in purple and I will write in green.  

I really think that I am the luckiest subbie out there. My Mistress is a very wonderful and loving wife and at the same time she has an incredible ability to be cruel. Often I am amazed with how open and accepting of me and my many fetishes she has been. We have always been in a Ds relationship.

As I have said before, I am away due to my job and will be for a while. Mistress and I are working on a new contract because my prior service to her was substandard. As Mistress has pointed out she was promised certain things and I failed her for too long. So we are working on correcting my many faults. Since I have been away she has told me about all the things that I did wrong and how I had hurt her. I can be childish and demanding and am not very good in bed. Mistress told me that I am like being with a 17 year old virgin. It is a shame that I am not able to give her what she deserves in that area.

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