Well once again I am locked up. This time I amd in a CB6000s. It seems to fit me alot better than the CB3000 did. I have also learned that you don't use alot of lube while in the device. I used to keep it well lubed so that I can move in it throughout the day. But due to my size while soft my skin would not fit right in the tube. Now since I cut back on the lube. I pull the skin forward with a Qtip from the end slot. When this is done the skin is seated just right in the tube. So now all I have to lube is the end and it seems to move back and forth just fine. I can even stand and use a urinal to pee.
I recently convinced my wife that I need to be chastized. Well I was locked up for 12 days and let out on our anneversary and we had a great time. Then I was lockde back up. That was 14 days ago. I don't know when my next time unlocked will be. I like and dislike the fact that I don't know when it will be. All I have to look forward to is that my Birthday is in sept and maybe I will be let out then, who knows. I don't want to beg . Now she is getting all the sex she can get. She has me put on a strap on with a 10" dildo. She loves it . I can make her cum over and over again. I do have to admit that I enjoy it this way . For years I would sneak off and rub one out a few times a day. Then when she wanted sex at night I was not in the mood. Now I don't do it at all and I can't wait to put on the strap on and take her the way she wants.
Posting a few new photos with a little fantasy scenario for my weekend in chastity. my goal would be to be the perfect chastisied sissy husband for my Wife/Mistress... and Keyholder. Will save much of the background but this weekend finds me greeting my wife at the door, locked in my cb3000 and freshly dressed in a very fitting attire for a feminized and chastisied husband. My goal this evening is to make things as pleasant and relaxing as possible as she prepares for her night out. There is an agreement from this week that i will assume this role and imbrace her freedom and independance to become the woman she desires to become without the emcumberance of and over protective husband. This weekend will begin a pretty much new lifestyle... or at least taking a giant leap from a bit of part time pretend play to... put up or shut up... So i have done just that... With an agreement to allow her to totally control the key and my chastity, beginning this weekend. She just left a few minutes ago and after getting a glass of wine and writing this... my instructions say that my next task is to insert my first tampon for the weekend. Oh my... what have i done. wink wink.... janis
Last one for tonight. Next on the note is to cleanse with enema and then put in the medium plug with my medium cut out thong and panty girdle. 2 hours of this and then back to the tampon and nighty for bed time... as i think about her out on the town... nite nite.
my lovely little maid has just shot her load first time in 4 months and i done it by hand , shes final agreed to be 24/7 maid .suse selling her house and moving in and my sweet little maid will look after us full time. the fun is about to get good,poor little maid the things she'll do and agree to to shoot that little load
so for the first time in 2 months my cb is off and my cock is rock hard , i'am red faced as my mother in law (m i l) holds my balls and strkes my cock. if there was any way to stop this i would have , i could feal the tears welling up. m i l says well wait till i tell my daughter how hard you got for me, she then makemy beg her for my orgasam letting go of my cock and balls and i go down on my knees and beg to cum,then just what i was dreading but knew would happen she says if i make her cum she will let me cum. its just so embarresing licking my m i l to an orgasam her all the time telling me here plans until after 25 mins she comes . i stand up and she says well done girl hope you enjoyed that because thats sex for you from now on with me and my daughter if she ever lets you. she grabs nmy balls and pulls them as hard as she can i scream but i am told to shut up or i wont get to cum, then the roughest quickest wank and i have shot my load .the relif was so short and the humiliating fact it was by the hands of my m i l ,
i was then made to lie down where my m i l atached my collar to a staple in the floor and left me with my cock oozing spunk into my knickers , i didnt even get that finishing stroke (you know and i remember whwn i could wank )the extra strokes after shootng your load getting every last drop ,not for me as i started to cum m i l just let go. 10 mins liying there think about where iam and how id just like one proper orgasam. m i l returns with frozen peas for my cock , when my cock is really small i cant see but very soon find out she has refitted my cb 3000 with the sallest rinf and a P O Iin place , i then feel somethintied tightly around my ball sack. my collar realesed and told to stand, this is when i find out whats tied around my balls a 2.5 kg weight m il then fits a ball gag and says maids should be seen not heard ,the chain through my collar to my wrists is shortened to 2inch ,meaning ny hand are by my face the she says to complete me for all my chores a gift from her daughter my owner , its a but plug witch is bigger than i have seen and as i have never had anything up my bum it looked bigger . m i l says it to help me for when i have intercourse. i look at her but don't get it till m i l laughing shows me a strap on saying you always enjoyed fucking my daughter now iam going to love fucking you and my daughter might want full penetrative sex sometime (time togo i will finish this weekend some day
I was locked in CB since one week. I am becoming so mad and aroused. I can't sleep anymore. My balls are exploding within my CB. I am in continuous state of arousel. I am aroused, but something very weird was happening. My AROUSAL, was only in my balls, I have only a small erection and this situation frustrated me very much. My AROUSEL IS BECOMING SO FRUSTRATING. i need a good erection. The only thing to achieve that is to go online an look at sexy photos. Yesterday i just did that. I was sooo frustarted that i surfed the net for excitement. I looked at sex photos and videos. First i was satisified with the result: a good erection, but soon enough my frustartion become unbarable. My BALLS were working at full speed and now i needed to cum. IT was soooo frustrating. I went to the bad, laid down on my ystomach and started to fuck the mattress. I did it like a mad person, but i couldn't achieve anything. My cock was tucked and caged in my cb. the only thing i managed to do is to excite my self more and become more frustrated. I sent a message to my mistress beging her for relief, but she didn't answer. I bet she just wanted to hear me beggging more. I sent her another email, but she didn't answer. I though to take off my CB, i needed to cum desperately. but I love my Princess sooo much that i don't want to loose her.I hold myself back. I started to write an erotic post for my Princess. In the post i was begging for her to release me, "plzzzz Mistress, let me cum, I will do anything for you to let me cum". I was writing as a way to get of. Strange thoughts started to come to my head. I fancied the idea of her answering me: No. when i read her no, my clock was exploding in CB and had an erection more powerful than all the photos i have seen. The feeling being under her TOTAL control and submitting to her completely was so exciting. I couldn't believe myself that i could feel that way. To ADD TO MY ORDEAL, she asked me to go and look at women wearing sexy lingerie, and fantasize which one i will look at when i wanted to cum, i must show my Princess the best 10 pics i ve got and she will choose one for me. Oufffff. It was a very cruel request. I had to tease myself again and look at sexy pics. I started searching for the pics and saving them as ordered. i was looking at the pics and my cock was dripping. i can't stand this kind of tease anymore, iwas becoming so hot. The idea of sharing the pics and what excites me with my mistress was soooo arousing. I just didn't need that now. I searched for the pics and sent them to my mistress. My mistress answered asking me to choose wich pic i loved the best. I pointed to a girl wearind a leopard nightie. In the night my mistrss came online. She started to humiliate for not being able to control my cock and my urges. That i was a pervert and i like women underwears. as punishment i have to buy the same exact underwear that i liked and wear it in case i wanted to cum. I was writing the post my hands shiviring from this slutty idea: being forced to wear women underwears. I was tooo shy to do so, neverless to excited. I went to sleep very horny. i was dreaming of me wearing the sexy dress and this excited me very much. I was fucking the mattress again. I was soo excited that the frustration grew more. I was tortured by this new order of mistress. It was building in me a complete frustartion. I was in the bed dreaming; HOW COULD I EXECUTE THE ORDER? i was so shy to go and buy women underwears. i can't do it. I sent my Princess an email begging her to change the order. Plzzzzzz, princess, i am to shy to buy lingerie. My mistress answered back "you little perverted slut, you like that and you will do it, i want to see u in women lingerie. I am bisexual and like women bodies. i Like to see you as feminine as possible. that's excites me a lot and make my strapon fully aroused slut!!! U have one day to tell me that you did it".. i was burning inside from sluttiness. i felt my Princess complete control over me. i was tortured by the idea being at her mercy and forced to do things. the idea of seing myself completely sexy, andlook femnine for her so i can arouse her added to my arousel. the dream of being fucked by a strapon was a deep fantasie of mine. I was completely seduced by her words.The next day, when we met online, i didnt made yet any step to buy them. My princess was so mad and she answered me: Slut, i will force you to do it. I will change your email password. You will not have access to your email until you tell me that you did it. when you accomplish my order, send me message at chastitylifestyle". i was completely shocked and taking back. Wowww. i have now no choice now. I have to do it now or i can't access my email. I can't afford to not read my emails for more than few days. i was writing my post and exciting myself with different ideas, untill i recieve a message from my Princess: open your email and you have an order to accomplish. I was excited to fulfill any of my mistress wishes. i just adoe that, but she didnt tell me when i can come. I was very frustrated. I opened my email but didn't find any email from her. she was toying wih me. I waited all day for her instructions, but nothing showed up. I spent the day completely frustrated.
After the restaurant. we ordered for a taxi. My Princess and I set in the taxi. She told him the address and he started moving on. My purse and my phone were still with my mistress. She looked at me and said that we are going now to my house, but before that, we will pass to a beauty shop because My princess needed something from there. She gave me a letter, and told me that as soon as we arrive there, i have to go out and give it to a lady called Samatha. I have to wait for her reply 5 mins and go back.
As soon as we arrived there, i went down and got to the beauty shop. It was full of ladies. I asked for samantha and gave the letter. Samantha smiled at me and took me to a second room. It was like a private boudoir, she asked me to feel comfortable for a few seconds before she comes back. I sat there looking around.
Few seconds later a beautiful lady came in with samantha: "Anna will take care of you" samantha said. Anna set down in face of me. "plz make yourself comfortable, your girlfriend asked me to take care of you and handled me a letter written By My Princess. "Dear Anna, as i told you before, My boyfriend is a very shy person, he is a closet crossdresser and like very much feminine looks. He is so shy, that he cannot express this side easily. I convinced him to pass by you at our agreed appointment and promissed him total privacy. He is so shy that he might refuse to make a beauty session: shaving, and pedicure. He is also afraid that during that process you will discover that he wears a chastity belt. So i attached with the letter a photo of him with his his pink panty and chastity belt. Plz make him read the letter and see the photo before proceeding with him. That might help him overcome his inhibitions. I will be back when you finish. plz call me when you are over so i can pass and take him.Regards"
this is my day five in chastity. The tension is building on. I was looking for extreme bondage videos for my princess during all night. She likes these kind of movies and i wanted to make her happy. I discovered that this exercise is the most teasing one. while searching i started watching the movies myself. I became sooo aroused. i wanted to cum. I lay down on my bed, my stomach on the bed, and started moving mybelly up and down fucking the mattress. My cock was tucked back in the cb. I felt without manhood. I felt like a woman. there wasn't any cock beteen me and the matress as i used to have before. I used to masturbate myself this way daily. Now , i just can't. the max i can achieve is some kind of tease, of an excitement. The only little satisfaction that i am getting is the feeling that i am getting some kind of erection. I started to move myself frenetically, maybe that way i can achieve something. The tension grew more, but the frustration also, because i couldn't reachthe point of orgasm. I had the sensation of a diffused heat in all my body. All my body was in heat, not only my cock. I was enraged. I just wanted to have a good erection and an big orgasm.
My Mistress took yesterday my email password. I wonder what does she have in her mind. She wants to blackmail me. But into what? i don't know yet why. i can only know that i want to submit to her, and feel her ownership.
During the night, i started to fantasize how she could blackmail me with my password.
My previous blog did not really make a fair picture of the reason why my Supreme Goddess Danielle got so disappointed with me. Let me make it clear that my Supreme Goddess never ever have told me not to tell friends and family where i am during my visit with Her. Should would never do such a thing going into a meeting like this The Goddess should certainly also take care of Her maybe even more than the sub. She is Superior and in this situation a more physical fragile Goddess compared to me her slave and She could actually being in more danger than me. Off course i could never ever harm my Supreme Goddess, to me She is the ultimate star and dream for me and i will always be extremely submissive and obedient to Her and do my best to serve and protect Her with out ever to compromise or hurt Her. The reason why She got disappointed and angry with me was because in my stupid sissy mind i made up a scenario and told Her that i needed to tell someone where i went because She could sell me to an Arab country. This really made Her angry and broke some of the wonderful trust She had build up to me, and i fully understand Her reaction and i beg Her still to forgive me, because saying stupid things like that should not be necessary. And i know if i just had told Her that i informed a friend about my trip nothing would have harmed Her and that is what i should have done offcourse. I agree with all the comments that off course someone should know where i go, But certainly my Goddess Should also make sure She feel safe until She get to know me, but i think that should count no matter where people go if they leave their home or country it is always good to let friends or family know where they are going. I crawl for my Supreme Goddess Danielle and beg Her to forgive me this stupid mistake and punish me as i deserve for this. Thank You for reading and please keep the comments coming. sissy gabriella
irish cucky boy here, who has finally bit the bullet so to speak and embraced his need to be a maid. lol, all very normal i know.
Always had a love of the maid uniform, have just finally decided i should be in one. So the shopping must commence, if anyone has any recommendations, i am all ears.
My Mistress read my fantasie story about deflowering. She laughed at me: "Do you think slut I am here to entertain you with my strapon? I want you to be deflowered like a bitch. To be used as a slut. I want you to feel what it means for a girl to be deflowered!!! Write down another strory bitch. I want it very humiliating, and extremely painful. Be warned slut, you may be deflowered the exact way described by you. Beware what you wish for."
I applied myself to the task. I am not really into pain and lot of pain. But my mistress wishes are orders. So i made a new deflowering story:
I met my mistress first time in the restaurant. She was dressed to kill. Black leather pants with white shirt. She was looking at me directly in my eyes. I was trying to hold eye contact with her. She opened her purse and put on the table few photos. they were photos of me totally naked and wearing a chastity belt I have sent previously to her through the net. I glanced at the photos still at the table and moved my hand to take them. She ordred me put them back on the table if i wanted her to stay. I wanted sooo much to submit to her in a way i didn't want to screw our first meeting. I executed her order. She gazed at my eyes again: "Nice photos slut".. This time I didn't match her gaze.I just holded down my eyes. I was too shy. "You have a nice cock, slut, it looks good in cb" then she just showed me one pic of me totally naked with my caged cock. My face become red. She then took another pic of me showing my butt. "nice fuckable ass, do you always show your ass to girls slut?" I was speechless. I was sitting in front of her in the restaurant, people around us. I felt very lowly. I didn't say anything. Just looked down very shy. "I like sluts like you. are you wearing your pinky panties like a slut?" I was wearing them surely. i was excited when i did that for her, but now i felt very stupid and humiliated. "Do you want to be my slut?"she asked. It was really hard for me to say yes. I just nodded. " handle me your phone". I executed her order. She took it and started searching for one min in my files. "give me your purse", I also executed her order. She looked inside my purse and than put my phone and purse into her own purse. " tell me that you want to be my slut", i was very shy and humiliated, but never less i told her in a faint voice " I am your slut". she answered angrily "i didnt here you bitch. if you want me to stay here with you, you must perform better than that,say it louder".. " I AM YOUR SLUT". i said it while i was looking at her eyes directly and defying. She waved for the waiter. As soon as he approched the table i realized that the photos are still there and that he could see them. She put her hand on them, so i could not get them and said " Say sorry slut", i looked pleadingly in her eyes, and said 'sorry my mistress" the waiter was already there . "I didn't hear you, can you say it again?". i looked in her eyes, then down: " Sorry". i was shy to say "my mistress" in front of the waiter. "can you remove your hand from mine?" she said. I looked at her and the waiter. I wasn't looking for a scene. I did what she asked for. With her hands still covering the photos, she asked the waiter for some tabasco " surely Madame", and he went away. She looked at me bossily " You forgot to say my mistress, bitch, you will be punished for that slut. You are screwing your date".. My heart just sanked. "Plzz no mistress, i will do anything you ask for"... "It will better for you slut" she said.."now take this letter and read it" and gave an old email i had snt to her before. It was a very erotic humiliating story describing myself as a slut and whoring myself. I screened the letter, and felt more shy than ever. How could i write such stories. "i want you to be my whore, SLUT, i want to use you like a whore tonight, same as the story" .. i was tooo shy to answer. "you will be deflowered and will be made my slut tonight".. I was veryyy humiliated, 'i will punish you for your bad date slut" .. i didnt answer.. "stupid slut, tell me that you want to be my whore tonight, instead of sitting like a dead duck here, say it slut".. I looked at here and murmured : "i want to be your whore mistress, please use me tonight".. She looked at me an continued " beg for me to deflower you". .. 'Please mistress, i want you to deflower me tonight".. "beg me to punish yu for being such a jerk tonight".. "please mistress, punish me for my bad behavior"... "you will slut, you are my whore tonight, i will use you as men use an escort, i will keep your purse and phone with me for the time being, so you will be nothing without me.I will pay five dollars for using your ass tonight, you shall use the money to go back to your hotel, if you don't use your ass well you will not get paid bitch and left in the restaurant alone, now go infront of me to the bathrooms i want to fuck you there in the ladies room in front of the ladies" .. I looked at her totally shocked.." please no mistress, we can't do that in front of people"... "Look jerk, you do as i say or i will order a taxi and go away, remember i have your phone and your purse".. "please mistress don't deflower me in front of people in ladies room, i am sooo shy".. "you are my whore slut, and i want to use u as it fits me, now go infront of me or i will go".. I moved slowely and walked slowly to the restrooms, she was walking behind me.I can feel her looking at my ass. My caged cock was hard despite everything. I was hearing her stilleto heels on the floor. I felt intoxicated by her presence. We arrived at the WC. She pushed me from my back, i opened the door. There was 2 ladies inside there washing their hands and putting some make up. they looked at me. My face was red. I LOOKED DOWN.mY HEART WAS BEATING VERY FAST. My mistress pointed out to one stall. I go into it. She followed me and closed the door. the stall was very small. She was behind me. I could feel her intense presence. My heart was beating very fast. This was a very weired situation for me. "Unbutton your pant whore, i dont have all time for you".. i did it. She pushed me from my back to bend me over. My butt was very exposed to her. She put her hands on the pant and drop it down. My butt, was exposed to her. I was wearing a very sexy pink thong. "open your legs bitch"..i just did. I hoped no one outside was hearing us inside. She put her bag on my back. She took two black gloves and put them in her hand. Then she took her black strapon and started to fix it on her black leather pant. I was all the time bend over. It was soo humiliating waiting like this. My cock was exploding in the cb. She rubed my butt once with her glove then grasped my balls from behind. "you are excited bitch, you want it slut".. i didnt say anything. She took the tabasco from her bag and started to pour some on her strapon. She masturbated her strapon for a while with the tabasco. "i will rape you bitch, you will know what deflowering means slut". she lowered my thong with force, and She pointed her strapon on my asshole. lowered herself a little bit. "I lubricated it for you slut, it will taste like a good cock, you will love it. now open your asshole for me'' I tried to relax my asshole so she can eassily enter me. "slut, you will not get paid if you not fuck well. open your legs" i opened my legs even more. She pushed her strapon in me. The tabasco made it easy for her to enter me. it was easy for two seconds, but after that i felt a burn in my butt. It was burning more and more. She started fucking me while her hands on my hips forcing me to move against her. It was really painfull. "you have a good pussy, slut, it feels warm inside you. its good to fuck you".. ifelt her deep inside me. I felt also the burning every where. I wanted to scream from pain. My ass was burning from tabasco. "you know how it feels when a girl is deflowered bitch?" i was very hot. My cock was exploding in the cage. I couldn't know why. But my ass was terribly painful. With every penetration i felt my ass burning. I though if i moved more quickly i can bring relief to my burning ass and release myself from the pain coming from the tabasco. I started to fuck my ass against her strapon. "you are enjoying it slut. I knew that you will like it. You are a real whore. I shall rent you".. with every stroke i felt more and more feminized. The silk pink thong was caressing my legs. A powerful woman behind me fucking me. I was completely empaled with her strapon. She started to move more quickly with quick humps. I was locked since a month. i was completely frustrated. Her action was driving me crazy and building tension inside me. I felt totally humiliated but also excited. This never happened to me before. .. to be continued
If you have been reading my 2 blog entries, you will find this post quite different.
I want to break from the writing history and concentrate of the present. Specifically I am going to write about the decision to the question I posted this morning which is "Should I tell family members that my wife and I are slaves of our live-in mistress"
First off, I want to thank Sissy Gabriella for her encouragements after my first blog post. It really means a lot to me. I will keep you in mind as the reader as I write.
I posted a question a few months back asking for some advice about introducing my wife to the pro-domme I was seeing behind her back. I received numerous helpful response. Thank you to everyone who post back.
I returned late today at 5 am in the morning. It's 8 am now. I should sleep much longer, but i am tooo horny to do that. too many sexual thoughts are running in my head. I had this vision of my first meeting with PRINCESS LEXUS. I met my princess in her hometown as agreed after one month of hard chastity. Through this month I become very submissive to her. a big sexual tension was build in me. I was exploding from sensuality, and the willingness to serve my Mistress in anyway she wants. We agreed as first meeting to meet in a restaurant. Here I was, and here she were. I was suffocated by her presence. I was so excited, my heart was racing. My body was shivering. She was wearing a black leather pant with a white top.We chatted for a while, then my Mistress asked me to follow her to the restrooms. we have gone there. she ordered me to go inside the women WC and go into a stall. I was a little shy to do that, but i couldn't refuse. I went into the WC. there were two women washing their hands. I choosed an open stall and entered there. My mistress followed me, entered the stall and closed the door. She asked me to unzip my pant, and drop down my panty. my locked cock was totally exposed to her. he was exploding in his cage. i though i can cum just from this situation. She looked at it, and asked me to turn an bend over. I followed her order. I heared her unzip her black leather pant, she lowered it a little bit with her panty, took her feeldoe from her purse and put it on. The situation was very weired for me. Me the macho man, totally under the spell of my mistress. I was there completely submissive to her. I used to penetrate girls. Now, i was there, and it's the first time i wish to be penetrated. Yes, i wanted my mistress to make love to me. to penetrate me like a girl. i wanted to feel her inside me. I was bending over, and very receptive. i never imagined that. She grabed my hips and slowly started pressuring her feeldoe on my anus. I felted it there. my cock was enraged in his cage fully erected. he was exploding from hornyness. my legs were shaking from excitement. She started to push her feeldoe inside me. My anus wasn't resisting. I felt her entering me slowly, her cold feeldoe rubbing my inner parts sending chills in me. I was so welcoming, i felt her inside me completely untill her flesh met mine. I felt her hot pussy on my butt kissing it. her juices running and wetting my butt. it was like a hot kisse, i was sooo teased. she was standing behind me wih her spiked heels, her leather pants down, fucking me in a stall of a WOMEN WC. i could here people coming and going outside there, but i don't care. I was making love with my mistress. she was deflowering and i just wanted that. she was fucking me. i felt her deep inside me, the exact way a girl feels. she was making love to me. with every throb fromher my cock was trembling in his cage. the tease was beyond my immagination. She fucked me for a while untill i felt the she was moaning a little bit. I gave her , her first orgasm tonight. she withdrew herself from me. Removed her feeldoe . I was there still bending over. She took a vibrating remote controlled butt plug from her purse, she lubed it with her pussy lips, and inserted it in my ass. she ordered me to zip my pant and to sit down on the toilet. as i did that she walked over me but one leg on the toilet also and asked me to clean her pussy. I was like in heaven, I could see her pussy lips wide open and full of pleasure. they were sooo wet. Her clit was so erected from excitement. I kissed her fully on her pussy lips and i started to lick her. I was tasting her love juices. her hot pussy lips. my tongue was there touching every inch of her pussy and rubbing her clit slowly. She removed herself after a while, zipped her pant and ordered me to go out and wash my hands. I go out, she followed me. There was two ladies washing their hands. They looked at me strangely going out from the stall with my mistress behind me. I started washing my hands. My mistress was behind me, she took her middle finger and started to move it on my butt crack through my pant. The too ladies there saw that, and knew who is in charge. I was soo red and shy but strangely i didnt resist it. I became more horny then ever. I washed my hands and returned back to our table.
My Supreme Beautiful Goddess Danielle invited me to stay with her for 2 weeks. The invitation was based on her trust in me and me being a good and loyal slave. Being a sissy in chastity have made me an emotional rollercoaster, one day i am really fired up and feel extremely happy and the day after i can be in tears. I have never before felt like this but after i have been locked up my brain works in another way. :) Yesterday i told my Goddess that i during my stay would like to be in contact with a good friend to ensure that i was safe. Unfortunuatly i did not think about my Supreme Goddess feelings and was very egoistic and senseless. My Goddess was both dissapinted, hurted and felt that now she has trusted me to come to her and as she said she is the one that needs to be concerned and worried. She was extremely displeased with me and even i begged and pleaded her she is very angry with me and have told me to come up with a proper punishment for this. So for my punishment is that she ignores me and my stay with her is at the moment very unlike to happed which really breaks my heart. I need to find a propoer punishment that will make her change her mind and make her allow me to come to her. She is the most amazing strict and fair Supreme Goddess i have even dreame dabout and i will do anything to please her and serve her. please everybody help me with a proper punishment for my stupid fatal mistake.
just returned home at 5 am morning to my house. I was clubbing in a nighht club. I has been under chastity since 2 days and a half. Today it was a real torture. I was always super excited. I could only focus on my balls and the fire building down there. Cb ring was pressing very hard on my skin in a very painful way. However i tried to change my focus from my cock, i couldn't. I could only imagine my PRINCESS LEXUS, so i can accept my ordeal and hold on. I went to a night club tonight as i use to do from time to time. the place was full with very hot girls. I was veryy aroused. I could only focus on their breasts, soft skin and their but. I was very hungry for what they have betweentheir legs. There was a hot lady out there, wearing some white see through shirt with a tight pants. You can guess everything through her clothes. she was wearing a white thing underneath. She could notice that i couldn't take my eyes from her. she was very inviting. I offered her a drink and we started chatting. She was a very playful mood. My cock was exploding in mycb. sometimes i could barely focus on her. The pain was intense down there everytime i get hot. I was very frustrated sexually and needed relief. I danced with her. i tried to keep some distance with her, so she cannot touch my cb by mistake. i was thinking of taking her home and give a good fuck. Damn the cb and my chastity. But i always remembered Princess Lexus and the reward she will give me if i succeeded in my chastity. A good strapon fuck. this is a real fantasie of mine. Anyway this is the way she seduced me into chastity. i had to court the lady, but couldnt continue the play till the end. I had to leave for some excuse without asking her for anything. I am home now, sunday in the morning, writing my frustration down here before going to sleep. Hope when i will meet Princess Lexus tonight, my excitement will erase the frustration.
It's thursday night. I met my princess online! She just adore chastity! She wanted me to go into chastity if i want to be worthy for her. I like having orgasms a lot. I masturbate everyday. Will I say no to this wonderful mistress? She is sooo tempting. I really want to make her happy. She wants me veryy much. I mean she wants my ass!!! She finds me adorable and wants to take me like a girl:) to fuck me with her strapon!!! that makes me feel very weired. Me the Macho man, very muscular,who practices sports everyday, and head of his company!!! But she is sooooo tempting!! She just wants me! She wants me into chastity because that makes her happy! She wants to make love with me her way. Not sooo many times i felt that somoene desires me sexually that much,i wil. I felt sooo tempted that i accepted to be under her control. I am very tempted by her desires, plus i always felt that i like to serve my PRINCESS. I will do anythig to make her happy and to make her feel that i am willing to do anything to make her satisfied. To make a long story short, I agreed to go into chastity and use a cb6000. I want her to be flying from excitement, i want to excite her the maximum possible. I know she is member at this site, so i decided to make her a surprise!!! to apply for a full profile and show her how much i adore her! I will make her smiling all day long, aroused by my thoughts, wondering what i shall do for her next! She is PRINCESS LEXUS, and i am her chastity slave. I will make her proud of me, and make every mistress envy her for what she has got! i know she hes lot of chastized males at her feet, but i will be the best!
Today is friday, it has been 18 hours without a full erection or any orgasm. I can't stop thinking of my Princess. I am so excited. My balls are working full speed. I feel them already full with sexual energy and seeking relief. I am in constant soft arousal. Sometimes it's very painful, and my balls are aching because i am not used to chastity belts. I swam for one hour while wearing my chastity belt. I never did that before. I was in constant arousal all the time feeling the water on my balls and my cock caged with my cb.My Princess i am doing this for you. Are you happy? do i deserve you? am i making you hot?
I just want you to know that i am planning to make u sooooo hot that you cannot stop thinking of me! I will make your imagination flow, your desires aroused, and your emotions stirred.
I have since 16 of january 2009 been the proud slave/sissy to be serving the Supreme Beautiful Goddess Danielle. I have been such a proud and submissive sissy and my Supreme Godddes Danielle have really done a good job making me more and more sissy. Now i love wearing sissy panties, i love wearing Her chastity and i am only allowed cumming when she decide that i deserve this, all the time at home i am wearing at least 5 inch heels, stockings and other Fem lingerie. So far all my serving and training have been "remote" and via cam, my dream have always been to kneel in front of Her and serve my Supreme Godddess Danielle for real. Since i become a part of her staples she have told me that it require very hard work to be allowed in front of Her and it is not something she do with out feeling safe and trusting the slave. For some time my Supreme Goddess Danielle have told me that She wants to transform me to a sissy maid for Her during the day and a cheaps cockcrawing sissy whore at night and in this way i should be able to provide for my Supreme Goddess in the future. I am very nervous and excited about this but i trust my Supreme Goddess and are willing to put my life in Her hands. To do this my Supreme Goddess Dnaielle have decided that i will have to go to her and serve her for real. I know this is really an amazing new path for me. I will stay in the house with my Supreme Goddess Danielle for 2 weeks and i am sure She will use me for any task that is not to be done by a Goddess. I cant wait to serve her as a maid and being put through intensive training as this and to become excatly what she wants me to be. I am so honoured to have this oppertuity and i hope You all will follow me through this new experience for me to become a live in sissy. I will try to keep You posted through this and please dont hesitate to contact my Supreme Goddess Danielle if You have ideas for my training or like to submit to her as well.
