Third day of the 15 week... My wife suggested that we were going to go for a year because some femdom article I emailed her said that was the minimum a husband should be locked for. I was going to argue that the article was merely one persons opinion and should be taken with a bit of skepticism but she simply replied that a year seemed like a valid amount of time. I asked her if May 1st of 2011 sounded alright to her and she paused for a moment thinking about it and replied, "No, I would think father's day would be more correct, don't you?" I was speechless for a moment.
Well this entry is long over due, but with the hectic pace my job and life has set for me for the past few weeks. I'm lucky to have gotten any sleep let alone anything else done. Now on to the matter at hand.
I spent 2 nights with my KH a few weeks ago. The first time really that she and I have really gotten to implement the things that she has wanted in person. We live 5 hours away from each other. So our main way of doing things is over the phone. Neither of us likes it, but you make due. Anywho. The first set of instructions was that I was to wear something black every day that I was with her. The first evening was spent with me trying on bras and panties. So we didn't get to the movies but I did receive several bras and panties. Now the new instructions were that I was to wear my new low-rise bikini or low-rise string bikini panties and something black while I am with her. So while she is at work I am conducting my business and getting used to my new undergarments. Which I must say I enjoy wearing. Not only is it pleasing my Mistress, but it feels good wearing them. The feel of them against my skin, the knowledge that I am wearing them and others do not, and the opening of the soul that it gives me. The second evening it was meant that I was to meet her friends and cook for them. Disaster struck, friends turned out to be friend and that she could not make it. So I took Mistress out for dinner and serviced her well afterward. After finding out that she had been talking to her about me and my position and that her friend was interested in meeting me and seeing how it all worked. I wanted to earn the privilege of meeting Mistress's friend and pleasing Mistress by showing her friend what it was all about.
Again this is another entry that is long over due........ So on with the story.
Again I was afforded the opportunity to spend a few days and nights with my KH. This time I was instructed to wear my panties and something purple every day that I am with her. So I put on a pair of purple fishnet ankle socks that I like so much but have to cover up due to the fact that on one I know would/could understand or approve of my life style. Sad really, but I digress. That night I rubbed her feet and caves as we watched a movie. After pleasing her that way and then with my tongue I was allowed to have sex with her. Now don't get me wrong, there are other things that I have to do to earn the privilege of sex with her. I am to open all doors for her, escort her (her holding my elbow not just holding hands), assist her into and out of the car, and any other duties that she deems fit.
The next night I met Mistress's friend. I was instructed that she would be shown all the same courtesies that I show Mistress. Also, that although I was subservient to her friend, her friend was subservient to Mistress. Wow! I thought I get two women at the same time! Then reality kicked back in. I am sub to both these women, and Mistress is Mistress to us both. I have my work cut out for me. Later that night I was made to pleasure them both one right after another back and forth, and then both at the same time. I was allowed to climax only once at the end and after they had had their fill. But that wasn't the best part of the evening. The best part was the looks in their eyes while I pleasured each of them in turn. After, I returned from taking Mistress's friend home. Mistress and I made love, and I was told that I had been a good boy and asked if I had liked it. My reply was "If it pleased Mistress then it pleased me and if Mistress wanted to include her friend again I would not object." Now some of you would say that I really didn't have a choice in the matter, but I say that if you love and respect you sub you won't command him/her to do anything that they truly object to doing. It's like if your sub has a fear of heights, and you have a thing for suspension, you're not going to hook them up and suspend the from a 15 foot rafter in the dungeon.
...and still no orgasm. We don't even make mention that I am locked up. Even if she would acknowledge it in some way like saying "so are you enjoying your cage?" then I would feel better. I know I should be used to this and it shouldn't drive me crazy, but it does. I guess the desire for orgasm is so strong that there is no way to really get used to it. What I wouldn't give right now for one of her sweet handjobs. I can just imagine the image of her hand stroking my cock and the cum shooting all over my chest and face. Chastity/orgasm denial was originally proposed by me a couple years ago so I should be happy and I am but still I would love to cum. I remember long ago before we bought our first CB I used to orgasm any time I wanted. Sometimes I would masturbate 3 times in a single day. I was in total control and could orgasm any time the desire struck me. Those days are gone, and that was exactly the reason why. Now every orgasm comes from her, as it should be, whether they be many of whether they be few, and few they are. Oh when will she hand me the key?!
It's day 52 for me. I have no idea when I will get relief - or permit myself relief. Secretly hoping I won't for some time. My guess is that it may be a fight to keep from orgasming involuntarily.
I'm out of town for another ten days or so before returning to home to my wife. So I'm hoping I can at least get through to then. My wife's birthday is September 18. That's my target but of course it's up to her. If she wants me to orgasm then I will orgasm.
Saturday was supposed to be a shopping expedition for clothes - for Tee. It wasn't. We wound up in three different hardware stores looking for patio furniture and ways to hang birdfeeders from aluminum supports.
She sensed I wasn't really into the spirit the thing like she was - and she settled my frame of mind once and for all. We were sitting in the parking lot at Lowes when she slid her hands under my shirt and started playing with my nipples. When I started to squirm and object she gave me her fiercest stare and said, "Put your hands at your sides." I did. She played. She had my complete attention after that.
We wound up buying our new patio stuff online from Wal-Mart. Ew. I'm a Wal-Mart person. Anyway, it will be delivered Monday.
Good morning to whoever decides to read this. I signed up ages ago, and figure maybe it's time to do something with this profile I started but never finished.
I was told about this site by a potential cuckold, and have cruised through here a number of times for information, and have sent other males interested in this Lifestyle here. I love how reasonable this site is, a realistic, sane and enjoyable learning tool about keeping a male in Chastity.
I'm often asked by new submissives who are curious what draws me so much towards finding a cuckold. And I can't give an overly precise answer except to say I love the tension, knowing that keeping a boy from what he wants the most and controlling him through that little pecker of his is quite the rush! I love the thought of owning my sexuality, and controlling his.
In the past we locked me up for a short while and then backed off for a time period to not over do it for her. I got locked up through November into January missing the end of 2009. I got relocked in mid February and felt lucky that she allowed me this much time so close together. That experience ended when a sudden business trip back east forced us to let me out. I was glad for the opportunity to get in some masturbation time and figured that she had probably had enough of my obsession for awhile.
Getting back from the trip she surprised me, "Hon, get your cage and put it back on!" I couldn't believe what I was hearing but happily got the cage and locked myself up, immediately giving her our key to our device. This happened mid April and I fell back into the growing horniness mode I so crave.
More than normal, she began to tease and fondle my balls almost every time we slept together. I long ago quit playing games and I totally accept her control of my cock. In the past, I would use her big vibrator on my cage in order to cum while locked up. I've since come to believe that that was not being true to the whole experience. We are at the point that for some reason, her teasing is quickly bringing me almost to orgasm and then the feelings fall away and I'm left more horny and frustrated than ever which is exactly what I've always wanted.
Everyone says that my training in Texas went very well. Tee and Mistress Shar talked. Tee and Ess talked - and isn't her being pregant great news? Tee and V talked. I mean, everyone talked to her about me. The consensus semeed to be that I'm more obedient and much calmer than I used to be. When I siad, "Huh?", V just laughed and said, "You used to broadcast being horny like you had a kleig light on your head. Now? You're horny all the time and don't mind.
"Well," I said. "In my own defense? I'd rather not be horny, but I am. So I deal with it."
"See?" she said. "You're so well-trained that you don't even realize it."
Tee came home late Thursday night. She hadn't called but that wasn't unusual. She'd been gone from her office for over a week and I know how she takes her career. She'd stay until everything was done and then start on new projects. I knew better than to call her. I also knew better than to start dinner without her.
She came home around seven-thirty and hit one on the shock collar before she even opened the back door. Yes, it jolted me. I was wearing it around my bicep - as ordered.
The door opened and she was tired, grumpy and holding the switch to the collar. They way I looked at it? At least it wasn't the taser.
Tee felt better on Wednesday, so she went to work. I was a mess. I was getting laid tonight and lord did I have reservations. Tee has always maintained that I am different person after I come. Sure, Mistress Shar was supposed to have fixed that, but I wonder how Tee will see it - or me.
Well, V and R were out. V's studying for her exam and R is giving her space by hanging with friends. Yes, he's caged. Sorta the same rules that Tee and I started with: he's caged when she's not around. Otherwise, he's not.
Yesterday when I got home from work I was soooo horny. I am to the point where every woman I see looks gorgeous to me. I wanted so much to beg my wife on hands and knees for a hand job. I didn't though. I can't ask for relief nor am I to complain about being horny, its the rule. Silently I went on about my day. The upside is soon it will be a month and that is a milestone marker that I enjoy reaching. I wonder how today will go? I am going to try to keep my thoughts occcupied with other things.
READER MAIL: Why don't we have kids? That came up? In truth, I never wanted kids and actually stopped seeing a few girls when the subject came up. Tee seemed perfect. She wanted her career - and I wanted mine. I hope this doesn't make me sounded conceited or anything because one of our number is pregnant. That's right. One of the ladies I've been writing about is pregnant. She found out recently and is ecstatic. I can't divulge her name until she allows it.
THIS COVERS SUNDAY:
True. I've already written about how Tee has asthma. When she started coughing Saturday night, I was worried. Yes, about my hour in the spotlight. I'd been built up for it and was ready. Or I think I was. Tee wasn't so sure. She was convinced that she was going to have to send me back to Texas. She wants me to be the same man after I come as when I was horny for her all the time. In that way, she didn't want to do it.
READER MAIL: I got a lot of it about my Texas trip. Sorry, Mistress Shar doesn't do anyone but us, the men in the family. But me? I will never talk bad about her ever again. Trust me. the next time I see her? I'll have to stop myself from throwing myself at her feet. I just hope she expects me to kiss her ass because that is one ass I really want to kiss. <TEE: And I have to fuck this guy tomorrow night. Aha! I have it. HE'LL KISS MINE!>
I knew neither the bride nor the groom. That didn't matter. I went to the wedding happily. High heels. They're endemic to weddings. Women love them. It fulfills a dream and made me think about renewing my vows to my wife.
There's a saying about worrying about the things you can change and forgetting the rest. I think that applies to me.I can worry about doing something wrong and be punished for it, or I can do what is expected of me and let the chips fall where they may. That said, Tee was jumpy as hell when we got to the airport.
NOTE: Mistress Shar and Tee will both review this post. Any issues we find will be dealy with harshly.
This post covers the time between Wednesday night and Saturday morning. We have a wedding to attend Saturday night. A friend of Ess's invited all of us to her son's wedding. I love weddings because ladies love to dress up for them. Heels. Yum.
Tee came to me late Wednesday night in the barn, unlocked the cage, pulled up a chair and sat on my stiff dick. Oh, fuck, but that felt nice. Since I wasn't given verbal authority to come, I didn't have to ask. She said, "Until we leave, you will serve both of us. You will not speak, you will observe. If that means you need to be aroused, then fine. But you will serve or I get to test out either the taser or the shock collar. Got it?"
As before, Mistress Shar and Tee, my wife, will review what I write before they will be posted.
I woke to Mistress Shar screaming at me. She was calling me a "useless turd" and several other things that I no longer remember. I woke quickly and immediately forgot that I was thethered to the wall. The chain caught me and slapped me back to the mattress. That summoned her first smile in three days. <Mistress Shar: GRRR>. She smiled and said, "What a pathetic idiot." Then she unlocked the chain and said, "Follow me."
Well, My beautiful and sexy hot wife has been teasing a guy at work for over a year. He finally said to her to put her money where her mouth is and he thought she was just a tease, and not real. So, She took him into the bathroom and fucked him. Twice the same day. Sure it blew his socks off. (and pants down). He said his dick really pushed her ovaries hard. A long one. The tension had been building for some time. They probably won't continue it long term....just "one of those days". It is nice a cuckoldress has the freedom to behave as she wishes tho. And it's all fine!! Her business just moved to a new location, so she made it clear to some guys who will remain at old location that she was interested in them, has a locked up cuck hubby, and the invitation to her is open should they be interested. She must have been having a very horny week!. I crtainly she is serious about continuing to cuck me, keep me locked up, and have any other men she wishes until our anniversary next January. I have now been locked up, and not out of my chastity device even once in over 4 months. (proper hygene is neccessary)...so I have another 6 months and more to wait. This is fact.