When I was 11, I found a porno booklet hidden in my parent's room. A young man in the book, about my age, was pretending to be asleep on the couch when his sister and her boyfriend came home. As they passed by him, they saw his hard-on and decided to stop and play with him. He was teased and made to cum. He of course woke up and they proceeded to make him do things for him. The story went on where he became a sex slave to a bunch of women, so on and so on.
The pictures, the story probably imprinted me and with my awakening puperty just around the corner, I was most likely imprinted with the thoughts of sexual submission and slavery.
One night my parents went out for dinner and I came out of the bathroom with only a towel around my waist. I laid down on the floor to watch TV and pretented to fall asleep. My sister took the opportunity to reach over to my towel and slowly pull it apart to expose me. She reached for my cock and started massagining it up and down. The feeling was incredible. I was living the dream of the little booklet. Suddenly, I had my first orgasm. I thought I was broke. I was in a total panic and didn't understand what had happen. I asked her to do it again and from then on I was off and running, so to speak.
My how time flies when one is placed in chastity. I was first locked in on June 11 3 PM and photo of the lock is in the photo gallery. Then I am being trained by a (will let you know if she approves) and I was allowed to tease myself BUT NOT TO CUM. I rubbed myself 3 times neverly cumming but stopped short. WHAT a feeling I really loved it. I then locked myself in June 17, 9 PM.
It has been 8 days now not being allowed to get my male sexual release. Sitting down to pee and not being allowed to cum and also being controlled is makeing me more feminine. I really love that to. The only problem with a chastity device is I can not have the nice feeling of panties on my penis.
Who is The One for this slave? What Mistress would win this slave’s heart and eternal devotion?
She would be many things, both as a Mistress and as a partner. There would be vanilla time, moments of being nothing more than a happy couple, but She could turn to Her role as Mistress without so much as a warning and know that I would obey. She would never allow me intercourse, even at Her most loving, tender moments. The mere thought of it would amuse Her and She would take great pleasure in reminding me that She will only submit to black men, because only they can fill her to satisfaction. She would understand that humiliating me, publicly or privately, even to the point of tears, will only make me worship her that much more. She would find nothing more amusing or pleasurable than degrading this slave, especially in the presence of her lovers and friends. My Mistress would know how rewarding I would find it to lick the sweet sweat and grime from her feet. She would know how much I enjoy licking her pussy, whether its just for her pleasure or to prepare her for a lover. She would expect me to be grateful for being permitted to lick and smell her asshole and for being allowed to service her lover’s in the same way. There would be nights when she would leave me alone with her soiled panties stuffed in my mouth and a butt plug deep inside me, as she left on a date with her black lovers. If I were still in that position when she returned, she would allow me the honor of cleaning her pussy and ass with my tongue. She may even tease me further by telling me all that she had done. However, most nights, she would force me to be present. Forcing me to watch her submit to her superior black lovers would be an addiction for her. She would subject me to humiliation in many ways, including forced sissification, being forced to service her lover as she makes love to him, cleaning them as they lay together in sated bliss, and comparing my chastised member to her lovers. Perhaps on nights when we were alone, my Mistress would enjoy dominating me with a strap-on device of her choosing. She would flirt with prospective lovers in public and the redder my face grew with humiliation, the more she would enjoy it. She would train me to serve as a urinal for her lovers, as well as a full toilet for herself, believing it to be the least I can do for being granted the honor of her enslavement. She would know that there is nothing she could ask of me, no matter how degrading, that I wouldn’t do, either for her pleasure or amusement.
My Mistress would expect more from me than do most women in “vanilla” relationships. She would expect me to remember the little things, to always show my love for her, and to always make sure she feels like the Goddess I profess her to be. She will love me for my devotion to her and strive to always make me feel proud to be her slave. Communication will be important to her, as well as the time w/we spend together as one.
As I walk into the room, I hear my Mistress talking on the phone with one of Her girlfriends. She is making plans for that night. I’m not sure what Her plans are exactly, but She does raise Her voice a bit when She makes comments about how much She enjoys Her black lovers and how much bigger they are. When She sees me standing there, She looks at me and points to Her feet. Knowing exactly what She wants, I kneel before Her, remove Her cotton socks, and begin licking and sucking the sweat from the bottoms of Her feet and from between Her toes. Suddenly, my Mistress laughs aloud and replies to Her friend: “Oh him? The little dicked sissy is on the floor cleaning my feet.”
Once the phone call has ended, She uses my face to dry Her feet and signals that She wants my attention. “We’re having a small party tonight. Susan is coming over tonight, as well as a few of my black lovers. I expect you to behave like a proper sissy and do whatever you’re told. “
“Yes, Mistress,” I reply.
“You’ll help me clean up and dress in just a few moments. After that, I expect you to do your little transformation.”
I knew what She meant. She wanted me to “become” Heather, dressing in whatever slutty outfit She chose for me, as well as wearing make-up, and my wig. “Of course, Mistress.”
“But first,” She added, with a smirk. “I need to relieve myself.”
I knew better than to waste time with a reply. I followed Her to the toilet box and assumed my position. She’d trained me well, so I knew exactly what to do. As I lay with my head trapped inside the plexiglass cubicle, I reached up to lick Her anus. I felt my face grow wet with Her golden nectar, as Her anus kissed my tongue. After all this time, She still enjoyed releasing Her gas on my tongue. It didn’t take long before She was filling my mouth and I obediently swallowed as quickly as I could. She waited for me to finish, as always. I promptly used my tongue to wash Her like a proper commode.
After cleaning myself up, I began preparing my Mistress for the night ahead. I chose an outfit for Her that was certain to have Her lovers drooling. Satiny purple bra and panties with matching stockings and garter, a tight fitting dress with a hemline that threatened to expose Her anytime She sat down, and high heels. Before She dressed, I shaved Her pussy, bathed Her, and rubbed lotion on the areas wHere She’d been shaved.
“Go get ready, Heather,” She said to me.
My humiliation was just beginning. This would be the first time another woman would see just how much my Mistress enjoyed degrading me. It didn’t really matter, since my Mistress made sure everyone we knew understood my position. After they all arrived, I dutifully served drinks, while our guests made themselves comfortable. I could feel the pain as my cock tried to grow hard in its cock cage at the sight of my Mistress sitting on Her lover’s lap, kissing him passionately. At this point, She released me from my cock cage, so She could compare me to Her lovers. This caused both women and all four men to laugh heartily. From this point on, they all began enjoying themselves and each other, as I was forced to watch and provide every imaginable oral service. My Mistress enjoyed forcing me to suck Her lover’s balls or lick his ass, as She rode him. Both women enjoyed having me clean up their pussies and anuses, anytime one of the men withdrew. Anytime I was forced to clean the cum from one of Her lovers’ cocks, my Mistress didn’t miss the opportunity to make additional comments about my own size. When Susan asked where the bathroom was, my Mistress simply pointed at me and laughed. From that point on, my mouth was used as a urinal by all six of them. The evening went on like this for hours and it seemed my humiliation was just as important as everyone else’s pleasure.
When the party came to a close and all of Her guests had gone, my Mistress smiled at me and kissed my forehead. “You performed very well tonight, my pet.”
“Thank you, Mistress.”
“So well, in fact, that I’ll give you a choice as to your reward. Would you like to worship my pussy or my ass?”
This was the first time I’d hesitated all day and She seemed to know why.
“I think I know what you want, slave. You want both, don’t you?”
“Very well. First my ass. It feels so sweaty and in need of your tongue.” As She lowered Herself upon me, She released one final burst of gas. “Mmmmm, you know your place, slave.”
Looking for a keyholder who would understand my situation.
I have self imposed the CB 2000 and locked it (see my photo gallery for photo of the plastic lock number). I have not had sex for 5 years and my wife refuses to have any thing to do with Chastity, domination or what ever (like a Nun).
I love to wear panties and want to be ordered to remove my chastity device to cumm then eat it. I am a loneras I know no one who likes what I like.
I got a cute book "Guide to Getting It On". It written in a very humerous down to earth way and covers a lot of topics on sex. I read some of the pages to my wife and left it out where she might pick it up and read some herself. I think its answered some of our questions we didn't even know we had and its possibly freed us up to have a little more fun.
I have been giving my wife long massages where its a full complete massage without the sex part. I encourage to relax and to fall asleep from it. That the action of massaging her calms me down and gives me great pleasure doing it. Of course all of this altruism is because I've been locked up for 5 1/2 weeks.
Using a big massager, I gently work on her shoulders and neck and under her ears. I also finish off any vibrating massage with my hand massage so as not to leave any rattled nerves. I work on her shoulders, then shoulder blades and then her spine down to her lowest back. I massage her arms and vibrate her hands and fingers around the big ball of the vibrator massager. Then I'll genly massage her with my hands.
I showed my wife last weekend that the big vibrator I bought her could be used on my CB-3000. Because of my PA piercing ring, the vibration seems to shake the ring vigorously and I can cum in less than a minute if we kept at it. I told her that I would let her know when I was about to cum and so she could pull the massager away and ruin any possible orgasm.
She grabbed the CB and pushed the massager against the side of it. In moments, I was feeling the vibration right through my rattling PA ring and quickly built up to a potential orgasm. Seinge how its the sixth week of being locked up, I was very anxious to ejaculate. As I raced towards a mind blowing orgasmic peak, I let her know "NOW"! She immediately pulled it away and because I hadn't started the orgasm yet, about 10 seconds went by before I started to spasm.
Absolutely no orgasm, just massive dribbles of cum the kept dribbling. It would be like having her grab my cock when I'm about to cum and sqeezing it to block the ejaculation. The CB-3000 keeps me down to half size so I can't expand and feel a good orgasm. The cum was real, it was white, full of everything it was supposed to have and I felt totally milked and horny. The relief of the stress of wondering if I wasn't cleaning out my glands and pipes well enough was over. I was probably more horny from having this done and from having her do it than if I was just kept locked up continuously.
I am a wearer of a CB 2000 Chastity device and also a Keep Sake gen2 so I can not pull my cock out to play with it. I have locked a plastic locking pin on the CB 2000 keyholder numbr 050971 on June 11 at 3 PM eastern time.
The following is a bit about me and things I have done and enjoyed. It is broken into small “bite size pieces”.
It should be read that way. Read a bit, digest, then see if you want more. Not
all may be tasty, but you may find something here and there that is.
After two and a half days in the Exobelt it was removed for a safety check and adjustment. I was a little concerned at the condition of my balls upon removal. I now believe the problem was simple moisture build up that caused the skin to become prune like. Similar to what happens to your hands and feet after a long bath. 24 hours out of the belt solved the problem and I am now locked again in the Exobelt. This puts me nearly 8 days into my chastity with no orgasims. One more day and I tie my previous record of 9 days...
(This is a work of fiction I have written specially for you. Enjoy)
You are my salvation. Without you to confide in and correspond with I truly think that I would go mad. Thank you so much for your kind words. My Mistress was very angry with me again last night for no reason at all and she again subjected me to a terrible beating. It was not my fault but what happened was this.
I'm just finishing up day 2 in my Exobelt and day 6 of my 3 week chastity. Woke up about 5:00 AM with an uncomfortable erection. They are not nearly as bad as in the CB3K though. My Mistress had me service her orally and with a dildo and vibe last night. She had 3 orgasms, and of course I had none. I'm getting to that point were it's starting to get frustrating. 3 weeks is going to be a long time for a beginner like me...
Well my Exobelt X1 finally arrived in the mail today. I've been locked in it for a few hours now. Very comfortable, very
inescapable. I've been in a CB3K prior to this for about a month off and on. My Mistress says I have a sentence of 21 days in chastity. I've already done about 5. So 16 days left. It will be a long time but I'm sure the sex will be well worth it. I've been out of a belt for the last few days and I'm very glad to be back in. The Exobelt is so confining, in a comfortable way. I'm already becoming more submissive. I did a good job on my chores today and hopefully the Mistress will be happy with me. I guess I will find out...
Well, switched to the smallest ring at about 7 pm last night, but couldn't get to sleep. Took off the CB-3000 at about 11 pm.
This morning, after taking a shower, put the CB-3000 back on using the medium-sized ring, one size larger than the one I used most of yesterday. Put on my underwear and jeans, then went into town on business. I think the medium ring is going to work out better. I can't push my balls through the gap between the ring and the cage portion. I'm using the largest single spacer with the medium length lock pin and the smallest spacer between the lock hasp and the front of the cage. The only real discomfort is when I'm sitting down (i.e. driving) and the ends of the guide pins are sticking into me. I don't think I'll ever use multiple spacers between the ring and the cage, so it's probably safe to trim the guide pins.
I'm so incredibly horny right now I can hardly think straight. I went through all of May locked up in my 3000. I have a PA that gets connected to the end of the CB so pull-out is not an option and it allows me to use the biggest 2" ring with a big spacer. That's to say, I'm now very comfortable.
This week I was on a business trip and I brought along an Atheros prostrate massager. So far, it has just about drove me crazy with how fun and frustrating it is. I love the feeling of having it in me. I love the feeling of kegal's and how it gently probes and massages my prostrate an inner annus. But it takes all my imagination to get to orgasm and since I love the tease, I've been stopping just before cumming.
Last night I came home and when I got my wife to bed I gently massaged her all over for over an hour assuring her that my needs were being totally met by me just touching her and being close to her. I used the massager to take the tension out of her neck and shoulders and basically encouraged her to relax and enjoy, to fall asleep.
I have always been "into" female supremacy. Although my girlfriend of 3 1/2 yrs. hadn't any experience in BDSM I knew she would be a natural dominant if she wanted, as I had dabbled previously and recognized the traits in her. Being the consumate partner that she is, when I finaly brought up the subject she agreed to experiment. Well, the next thing I knew we had joined a local BDSM club and attended three kinky conventions within a year and a half. Now, don't get me wrong when I say that I'm nervous but, about a month ago we ordered a CB3000 to try. The first week I wore it for less than a day. The next week for 2 and 3 days respectively. Next she wanted a gold chain so that she could wear it around her neck, which I obligingly bought for her. The next week I was locked up for 6 days. And like everyone who has experienced this knows, the sex was unbelievably great when I was released. Now for the scary part, I am again locked up, 5 days and counting; last night she told me that she missed penetrative sex and gave me a strap-on to use on her. She came twice in 3 minutes. The dildo is at least 2 inches longer than I am and twice as thick so she has informed me that there isn't any hurry to free me again soon as she is now totally satisfied and I have gotten what I always wanted, to be a chastised slave to a dominant woman. Of course she's right but now my head is spinning as I contemplate the reality of the situation.