This is a love project because i'm so excited about the end product. My Lady wants white walls and pink trim with white lace for the them. Just picked up the closet door seven feet wide with full mirrors on both doors. My Lady is going to have a full dressing and make-up area with every little detail She disires. Wood flooring with lamb fleeces matts spread around for My Ladies sexy feet.
The ceiling is going to be a design with four by ten inch beams crossing through the center of the room with a center support post. My Lady wants stong steel eyelets installed along these beams. My Lady said . I want them strong enough to be able to take your weight my pet. My Lady has this way of talking to me now She looks me straight into my eyes and gentle plays with my nipples. This however gets my full attention and i listen to every word She has to say.
The bedroom and the whole house will look so wonderful when done. A place My Lady will be so proud of, and it will be my little pink laced prison to which there will be no escape as i fall deeper and deeper under my Goddess control. oxoxo
My Lady is away visiting her mother for a couple of days. Before She left i was giving special instructions, She was not going to leave a key and i wasn't going to be release till her return. Then the plug was to be in while i sleep and while at work. A little extra time would be good for my behavior also My Lady said She had been a little easy with me. Of course i do as i'm told and look forward to what ever else comes to Her mind, because i have come to trust her for my well being.
My Lady is becoming more confident i ruling with love over me. With ever task or challenge My Lady plots out for me, She waits to see the out come and watchs me change a little bit at a time. Having always been interested in dressing as a woman and having My Lady realize this. The way She took control looked so natural for Her. The fact that She has a sparkly in Her eyes everytime She has a new idea and follows through with it.
Afterwards i always realize She was so right to challenge me to go forward. Having me dress up like a woman and going out in a different city. my comfort level went way up as people talked to me and didn't scream and run. Then with My Ladies Daughter being home for a school break. My Lady instructed me to get dressed so Her Daughter would see how i looked and the new person My Lady was creating. This was the first time i was so worried i thought i would have a panic attack. When they arrived home from shopping i hiding in the backroom but They called me out to have a look at me. There was giggling and a few hugs then everthing seemed to go normal. Which was the good thing of that challenge My Lady wanted me to do.
Work has now started on my boss's room !! His wife invited me round after work yesterday to see the progress. While my boss was sent out for a take-away for us, we went upstairs to have a look.
The room has been stripped completely bare; wallpaper, plaster, radiator, carpet, curtains, pictures, furniture all gone and a new strong door with security locks and bolts fitted on the outside. There's no door handle on the inside so once he's in, there he'll have to stay !! A peep hole is in the door and a cat-flap has been installed at the bottom. The window has been replaced with one which doesn't open, with dark tinted glass so you can neither see in nor out. Metal rings have also been securely bolted at various places on the floor and walls. A large hole has been knocked through the wall between his room and the master bedroom. A new window will be installed there so that he can be seen and made to watch any activity in the master bedroom, (if he's allowed to !!). Of course, there'll be a blind fitted, so his wife can close it and enjoy complete privacy whenever she wants. All his clothes have now been removed from the master bedroom, and locked in a small wardrobe on the landing outside. She told me he will sleep on a mattress on the floor, (and maybe have a blanket in the winter), and he'll have to use a pink plastic potty, which he will go and buy tomorrow lunchtime. Of course, I shall go with him ... maybe I'll make him buy a pretty pink dummy too !!
I told his wife that I was thoroughly enjoying my new job as his PA. I open all his post, deal with his correspondence and telephone calls and have all his passwords to his PC and personal lap-top now. She is delighted that he is under my complete supervision at work, and she now controls all his activities at home .... awww, the poor thing, (big grin !!).
PERMANENT CUCKOLDIt has been awhile since writing here.I have been locked in chastity off and on for about a couple years, with me going nearly 6 months this last time.I have been unlocked and free to masturbate for nearly a month now.I felt my Goddess wife was not at all interested in the lifestyle anymore. I was disappointed when after telling me I would get a cuckold tattoo on our anniversary in January, she seemed little interested in demanding it.I took that as disinterest on her part, and so this lifestyle went on hold for the past month.Things seem to have suddenly changed.My birthday is next week. I am presently working out of town, however, when I get home, I am to return to being her locked up cuckold husband, permanently this time.I believe it truly is the best thing for us and a life that will prove fun and adventuresome.She has told me that this is a done deal.Upon returning next Saturday, I will be placed in permanent chastity and become her cuckold for life.I am to receive a severe whipping for removing my cage without permission, and for a couple other breaking of ‘the rules’.I will be placed back in a new CB6000 she has waiting at home. I have used the CB6000 before and they always broke, so have used the metal cage shown in my profile. This time, I will glue the CB6000 together with epoxy glue as it is assembled. That should keep it from breakingas well as make it permanent.Once that’s back on, I am to get a cuckold tattoo. Stating I am Goddess T’s cuckold on my center lower abdomen.She says she is making me her permanent cuckold, to remain locked up without release, to serve her domestically and be obedient for our remaining life together.She says she WILL find a lover/boyfriend who will keep her sexually satisfied and I will probably never fuck, receive a blowjob, or masturbate ever again.Again,in her words, “it’s a done deal”.I am looking forward to this future.I wait to see that she will enforce the ‘rules’ and be more of a dominant Goddess than in the past.I believe this will be a fun and interesting adventure for the both of us. In a future blog I will tell you how my birthday weekend went. Whether she actually does demand my permanent chastity and the tattoo. I’ll be sure and post a photo of the tattoo on here if/when it’s done.It will be an interesting weekend coming up…guess I should get in as many orgasms as I can before going home.I kinda think she is serious this time, in which case, these could be the last times I ever get to cum. She is the boss…..I am at her mercy, and direction.I do love her eternally.Sailfun
new ats this my GF/Keyholder and i are looking for ideas She is looking for ideas on how to tease and deny me more. i am looking for ideas to help me stay flacid throughout the night. She is also looking for ideas on how to become more dominating and gain more control over me.
The rules She has set so far are:
i am not allowed out unless she wants to edge me or to have a shower
i am not allowed to cum until the 29 days are up
i am to pleasure her when she wants me to
the punishment for cuming before the 29 days are up is 1 hour of post orgasm torture and 1 hit to the balls for each remaining day of the sentence.
It was exactly 30 years ago, i had love with a girl "intersex" who wore a very narrow cylindric silver tube around his penis, leaving the glans outsite. She explained me that the tube was put on after a bath in the sea who dit shrunk her penis. The silver tube had horizontal grooves in the innersite, and was put in place with casteroil. Ones the oil was absorbed by the body, the tube remains in place even after a bath in the sea. The also explained that the operation was done by the other members of her "society", who weere all the same device.
Can anyone give me more explications or informations about that practise?
Hi all, I had my 2nd date just last week with Slave R, she had been in her chastity for 10 days & had let me know on a daily basis her thoughts & feelings on all sort of subjects, not least of which being what was expected of her when we met up? I live approx 2 1/2 hrs drive away so there was quite a bit of excitement /anticipation from both sides :-) Anyway we spent an AWESOME afternoon together much tease & denial (on both sides) followed by, well that is pvt, but if anyone would like more info pls pvt me & I'll oblige.
As we were driving back from our day at the salon My Lady ask how i felt about that wonderful complement about my new hair style. Yes my ego was inflated and i felt extremely sexy at that moment.
Well my pet I have been thinking, My Lady said. Your going to be put into diapers because I want to make sure you will not be able to reveal myself to any one other then My Lady. You will not be allowed to take them off unless you have used them. You are not expected to pooh but all of my urinations will be done in my diaper.
Remembering the few accidents that were small i had in the past were my fault because i wasn't watching my intake and ruined my rythum. Then i thought My Lady is really taking control over my whole life, which is such a wonderful feeling. Those words keep going through my mind, We have the rest of our lives to change into the perfect little pet.
My Lady really knows her stuff about how i should change. With Her proper input and guidance with Shanon our hair stylist, they created a stlye and highlites for my hair. This took about two hours sitting in the chair at the salon. One thing i would like to say is all the ladies that work there and lady customer are super friendly, no one looked at me as a weirdo. My Lady was just beaming with pride as the final stages took place and the end results were shown. The end result was i look ten years younger and still blown away at my new look.
The acid test was when we went shopping at Cosco and a gentleman looked at me and said out loud , God i would love to have your hair. Total blush on my part never ever had some one say those things to me before.
There was a two hour laser session before the hair styling. My Lady was in the room watching till it was time to do my coin purse. My Lady stretches the skin to flaten the surface so the laser can zap the hairs. Like two careing sometimes giggling surgeons the ladies found every wayward hair to zap, yes i teared up a few times from the short term pain. There was a discussion on whether the laser would hurt my testicles My Lady said that i wasn't really going to need them anymore and Shanon thought the laser didn't go deep enough to do any damage.
Today My Lady is taking pet to the laser salon and is going to have Shanon style and highlite pet's hair. My Ladies believes this will also make me more aware of the things women have to do to be more attactive. For myself every little step forward to my transition makes me feel more whole and fufilled.
When My Lady came into my life, i had no idea how powerful of a relationship it would become. Like to perfectly matched pieces floating at random, then meeting for completely different reasons. As we became drawn towards each other our quailties and short comings fitted so well together. Together My Lady and pet grow forward to greater things and happiness, which is a rare thing these days i hear.
One thing i do know for sure this is not puppy love because together we can get through anything we put our minds to.
As i was bending over My Lady walked up behind me and grab the skin between my coin purse and anus. With Her beautiful fingers pulled my penis towards that fold of skin She had in Her other hand. The two parts met and My Lady said we have to put some rings down there to lock your prince albert and hold your wee little pee hole down. That will be better because mypet your Lady is going to be putting you in diapers. My Lady believes in Her superior knowledge of Her pet, more control is in order.
You see mypet summer is coming and you will be working more and being locked and in diapers, there won't be any chance for me to misbehave,My Lady said.
Though the wearing of a diaper is very humilating, My Ladies Authority and wisedom is not questioned by mypet. pet may have shown some independence that My Lady observed at one point and now the more training is needed for an improved behavier.
My Lady has commanded that pet will not beable to wear male clothes in the near future, none in the new Mistresses bedroom. My Lady gave me early notice as Her home is completed that i will not recognize myself from the change She has planned for me. Looking into Her eyes as She played with my nipples, i could see the fire and desire My Lady has.
My Lady said, I have the rest of your life to change you into the prefect pet! Remember we don't need any males in this house, my pups are neutered so they are easier to control.
As for me dressing to please My Lady will be more daily till the actual change over. My Lady says there will be times She will keep me in total bondage for great lengths of time, to help me with my understanding of my new roll in Her life.
My Lady i so worship you because you alone make me feel whole. Having personal problems my life seemed to be dark for the rest of my life. Then out of no where this beautiful Goddess comes into my lonely life. My Ladies keen sense and superior intelligents has taken me to a place i only thought was fiction.
Now as i build My Ladies master bedroom with the beams and post for her to tie me to. My Lady motivatesme by telling me how She wants to bind me for long term bondage. When She twists my nipple and says we don't need any men, right my pet? This alone makes me weak in the knees.
My Lady doesn't want me in male clothes any more, this makes me feel so sexy it is my end all to happiness. How My Lady knows these things about me, is not for me to question. Every day i wonder and dream about My Lady trying to make sure She is happy and pleased with everything in Her life, including me i know that sounds selfish.
i am beginning this blog in the hope that members of Chastitylifestyle.com will understand that this is a real life blog...not a fantasy. i have written on some cuckold websites and yet many members believed it was fiction. i can assure everyone, it is not..it is real life.
i am now 60 years old. My Wife is a mature escort and Dominatrix. She is quite well known, therefore i will not be showing facial photos of Her. She has been escorting full time for the past 4 years and She has had about 1,335 clients. She currently has 3 lovers...one of whom i will be discussing a lot as this blog progresses.
She has my full support and love. We have been together for over 30 years. On our second date She informed me that She had had a lot of guys in college..a lot of black guys. She waited to see my reaction. i said calmly that not only did it not bother me, but that i would like to hear some of Her stories. She smiled and now knew i was not a racist and also that i recognized Her need for more lovers. You see, i only have 5 and 1/2 inches and i knew full well how hung the black guys were. She was letting me know that if we were going to have a relationship, She would need bigger cocks and a variety of them.
I really have had a most enjoyable evening at my boss’s house.Both he and his wife were there, and he was ordered to cook and serve us dinner.While his wife and I ate our meal, he was made to stand in the corner, naked, (except for his chastity cage), hands on top of his head.
He was not allowed to speak of course, as we had a long and interesting discussion about the future.
One could say now chastity is My Ladies and mines way of life now. Very rare for me to go outside of the house unlocked just to the doctor and the laser hair removal place. My Lady has never let up on my training on manners and feminization to servitude with her inspection. With such great care My Lady has impressed me with her forward thinking.
Like two halfs that fit together with such little work. My Lady wants control over her life and i wish for some one to look after mine. This maybe sexually based but with all the fun little angles to work with makes every day sexually charged. In my years i never thought i would be living this life style 24/7.
As we remodel our home, into my pink love prison. My Lady always talks aloud on how She wants hooks and beams placed for my bondage. As the work becomes completed my role will change to being more lady like as restraints will be used more and more. My Lady plans for me to start yoga training so i will be in shape for long term bondage.
Well, another week completed, and a major realization of frustration this week. Tried a couple of times for milking, but was unable to make it through with the chastity in place. Get too excited, and the chastity pain was a bit much to let me break through to the point of reaching a milking. Quite dissapointing, really. Wish i could find a way of getting to a milking point without getting so hard it's painful. From what i have read on here through the forum postings, it is possible to achieve this. Just don't know what their "trick" is for this success.
Never did get out looking at jewelry this week the way i was hoping to. But maybe this next week will allow me a chance to do so.
Have been looking more online this past week at different outfits and supplies for when i do dress up. My but breastforms are expensive. Have found a few that are not very expensive, but question the quality of them. Probably be a good starter set, but just don't know. very curious as to what the best way to go will be with them. Would love to get some, so that i can look even more fem in my outfits.
Well, this has been an interesting week for me Mostly because i have had a lot of time to think about things. Not much has happened, and havn't even had any shopping trips. Hard to believe it has been 8 weeks since my last real orgasm. (obviously not including the milking successes that i have had).
i am a bit curious just how i will react the next time that i have an opportunity for direct stimulation. Will i be able to last, or will it be real quick? Not sure. Have always worked hard throughout my life to hold off as much as possible, but don't know if that old groundwork will hold after this long without stimulation, or if i will be a quickfire for a while.
Of course, part of the work that is being worked on through this is cumming on command. Perhaps this is the best way. Deny for a long time, and then whenever allowed, commanded to cum while direct stimulation is being applied. Would be great to be able to do this. But will take a lot of work, i'm sure.
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