We received my Lori Tube a few of weeks ago. I wore it the first weekend, then took a week off. Wore it a couple of days the second weekend, then took a week off. Last Saturday while doing chores with my wife, we entered an elevator in a Public Storage facility and as the doors closed, she reached across and grabbed my crotch. "Where is it, your supposed to put it on?", she said.
"Uhm..., you hadn't mentioned anything so I thought you... You know what, as soon as we get home I'll just put it on, OK?", oops I thought.
This is just a quick update and might be of interest to those of you on hormones or thinking of going on hormones over the next while. i was asked by a potential superior and keyholder to send some pics of my boobs both naked and wearing a bra, which i did. i have also posted them on my gallery here so you can see how big my boobs are at the moment.
The interesting thing having measured myself again this evening as i do every month is that after a brief breast growth spurt about a year ago when my bust measurement increased from 40 inches to 42 inches, this measurement has not increased. Instead as the hormones effect the rest of my body and especially the amount of muscle i carry, my underbust measurement keeps shrinking. My very first bra should have been a 42A though as i could find none that size i finished up in a 40B that was quite snug and very plain. my current measurements of 36 underbust and 42 around my bust make me a 40C which is right if i can find nice bras in that size, so most of the time i wear a 38C though that is probably still too small. my boobs have also filled out in terms of flesh and glands beneath the skin giving them a quite good shape, which continues to develop and will eventually i hope develop into a fabulous pair of breasts for my lovers to enjoy as much as i do.
This is just a quick update and might be of interest to those of you on hormones or thinking of going on hormones over the next while. i was asked by a potential superior and keyholder to send some pics of my boobs both naked and wearing a bra, which i did. i have also posted them on my gallery here so you can see how big my boobs are at the moment.
The interesting thing having measured myself again this evening as i do every month is that after a brief breast growth spurt about a year ago when my bust measurement increased from 40 inches to 42 inches, this measurement has not increased. Instead as the hormones effect the rest of my body and especially the amount of muscle i carry, my underbust measurement keeps shrinking. My very first bra should have been a 42A though as i could find none that size i finished up in a 40B that was quite snug and very plain. my current measurements of 36 underbust and 42 around my bust make me a 40C which is right if i can find nice bras in that size, so most of the time i wear a 38C though that is probably still too small. my boobs have also filled out in terms of flesh and glands beneath the skin giving them a quite good shape, which continues to develop and will eventually i hope develop into a fabulous pair of breasts for my lovers to enjoy as much as i do.
I guess I have to
admit to being a senior, eventhough it is fun to imagine that I am the
same age as most of the people on this site. I have been living this
life in bits and pieces for at least 35 years. I want to comment on
milking. My mistress has chosen chastity for me. We don't use a device,
but I think it would be fun to try one. I never have orgasms except
very rarely by accident. My mistress usually has me milk myself after I
have given her an oral orgasm. This usually takes about 20 minutes.
When she is finished and can relax she likes to have me play with my
nipples. She likes to watch me doing this and it excites me to do
something that is humiliating to a male. It doesn't take long before a
drop or two of semen appears. She then tells me to eat the cum.
Sometimes she will slap me a few times while I am playing with my
nipples. Since I never have orgasms, my desire to serve is never
deminished by this milking. Afterwards, I tuck "her" cock back into my
panties and continue to serve her in what ever capacity she desires. I
don't want to discourage the use of chasty devices because I think they
are cool and a lot of people are into using them, but I would like to
point out that over time you do get trained into a more total and
complete submission. At this point it is easy to avoid orgasms and very
rewarding. Whenever I have one (by accident of course) I am always
dissapointed in myself because I know that it may be several hours or
even sometimes a few days before I can return to submissive feelings I
love so much.
I have since Saturday morning 23/9/06 been the wearer of loris 6# device and my wife is the gleeful but slightly hesitant owener of the keys, When I say hesitant I mean she is quite happy to hold the keys but not sure of the power she holds in her hands. On the Saturday morning the device was fitted we left for a weekend away and when we were approximately 60 miles from home she claimed to suddenly realise that she had left the keys at home. After a disscusion we decided to carry on with our short break without the keys and I am not sure if she realises that having the keys with her would have been to her advantage. As when I knew there was no way out until we returned my desire to please was not as strong. I also had quite a harsh start to this chapter in life.
i wonder..... am i reeee-ally ready to give up ALL my masculine charactertistics and live as a full time transvestite housemaid? i feel myself becuming totally immerse in this bizarre Shangri-la-la land... while i feel myself being reduce to the emotional state of a moody and vulnerable servant "girl" - and kept there PERMANENTLY!
... it'a ALL becuz of my... er... pre-"dick"-ament!.. Locked in this inescapable chastity device i have no choice... but to becum a "maid-to-order" fetish "girl"... a hapless sissy rescued from my awful male sex and hopelessly and helplessly transform into an "Ooo-La-La" French maid. It seems every waking moment i'm constantly "dressed" in the most fetching short flocked skirt imaginable with a ballerina style tu-tu petticoat to keep my lacy "pantied" bottom fully exposed... And i won't be allow to walk in anything but high heels... those excruciating arched opera pumps with the pointed vamp toes.
i'm soooooo EMBARASSED! Puh-leeze... it's not like i'm a REAL girl... even tho i may curtsey and talk like one...
Made my husband buy a neosteel to replace his curve as he will be working away from home for some time and I wanted something more secure. He hasn't cum for a week and knows its on long term until we move north. His balls look full already when I shaved him last.
What started out slow has become almost a 24/7 lifestyle. The reality is that there are times I must take control of certain situations, but they seem to be less and less as the years go by. My Wife when we met was AMAZING in bed but was always very vanilla. When we were younger we would litteraly have sex for hours on end. If I ever tried to tie her down or start anything remotely "Kinky" like spanking her while she preformed oral on me, she would always back away. She almost always would orgasm with me. Over all, things couldnt have been better. After 4 years of dating we got married. THEN CAME THE KIDS. Now don't get me wrong, I love my kids.... but dam did they suck the life out of us. She started backing away from sex because she said she didnt feel sexy and was always tired. I started to try to come up with new ways to get her back into having fun with sex, so I bought her her first vibrator. When I gave it to her, she was very upset. I believe the first words out of her mouth were "the only way I'll use that is if I jam it in your butt "!! I thought she was kidding, but when I took it out when we were about to make love one night, instead of letting me use it on her, she grabbed it out of my hands, got on top of me and rode me while making me suck on it. She wanted me to say over and over how sorry I was for buying something without her permission, and I did. She came for the first time in at least a year. Once I realized how hot that "scene" made her, I began searching the internet for new idea's to incorporate into our love making. The more I discovered about the FEMDOM lifestyle, the more I became turned on. And the more I shared with my wife, the happier she became..... for obvious reasons. She began spanking me on a regular basis, and as time has gone on, I have morphed into her full time slave. She as well, has morphed into a complete dominatrix. There is never any sex with her EVER, unless I have been punished first for the errors I have made during the week. She has collected many different paddles and whips over the years, as well as a strap-on that she uses only when she feels I've disobeyed her wishes on purpose. She now feels extremely powerful and confident. Once a week she now wants me to be her maid, and I am forced to wear a arm and leg chain set while naked and clean the house as she works from our home office. She also has ordered "the curve", because she noticed that one of our neighbors apparently has a crush on me, and she say's she needs to "keep her man from getting in any trouble" as she put it. All in all, this is something I never thought I would enjoy, but being that it has brought my wife and I closer and more together than I ever thought two people could be, I would never change a thing. We are soul mates that balance each other more than either one of us would have ever imagined. And the sex is AWESOME :)
Come Monday it will start the 8th week since I ordered my neosteel
belt. The excitement is growing. Once the belt get is here I am sure I
will be excited and then the on set of what fantasies coming reality
will be...
Today Sep 16th, 2006 I was switched from a CB-3000 to a Lori #7. I've had my PA piercing for over a year now and have been waiting since May for the Lori #7 we ordered to arrive.
The picture's on the Lori website under Paulie's creations, 09/06/2006 #7, 1-1/4" tube, 1-3/4" length, 2" ring, #6 gage pin. It's prettier in real life.
After a shower and shave, one last wank so we could work with a smaller softer dick, a bit of mineral oil and everything went together very easily. The mineral oil is good for the lock mechanism. It doesn't matter what lubricant is used now because its stainless steel.
Wekk I typpically wear the 3rd ring and the middle pin for my
wonderful chastity experience. But I dunno whats going on with me
today but I wanted to constrict myself and make myself suffer more then
I usuallu do. I decided to use the 2nd smalled ring and the
smallest pin, along with the "A" jept for her device. Obviously
this is a big difference. Well I can wait to wake up yo the the
purple balls. My only regret now is that I wish I hadn't but a
delayed keyword in timelock.
Well I hope u think of me while you're dreaming tonight, knowing I
Its been a while since i updated my blog and quite a lot has happened that i have certainly enjoyed and i hope you do as well.
The first thing is the arrival of my CB3000. With too few true dominants where i live, it became clear that to enjoy chastity, i would have to put myself into chastity and keep myself there. i have been in my cage for about 2 months now and absolutely love it. i just feel so wonderfully safe and at the same time so utterly frustrated and in need of relief and that much desired and totally prevented orgasm. i know i could cheat and remove the cage, but i just don't want to and now absolutely crave a true Owner to take complete control of me and my locked away parts.
i'm a little kinky Darling who has a REAL thing for wearing sexy maid dresses and being "spanked" for being such a ...SLUT!....... For this i'm willing to do windows, ever get on all fours to wash and wax the floors. Mistress enjoys watching my cute, upturned "pantied" derriere wiggling about as i vacuum in high heels or my swiveling bottom as i bend over to clean the toilet bowl..... Oh my heavens!!! Won't we all gasp in amazement.... as i'm inserted with a slick, cock shaped handle at the other end of a wispy, ostrich feathered duster beyond the threshold of my puckered anus. Apparently, i feel the obligated to put my ass on the line... Won't i be such the envy of all my Mistress guests... serving 'em tea in a minature pinafora apron tied to a pretty bow in the back... Hopefully!!!... some of the Lady guests might take it upon themselves and give me a hard swat on my "pantied" bottom at every opportunity. However, i just smile sweetly and give them ALL a lovely curtsy and coo in the cutest lil' girl's voice i can muster.... "OOoooo.... merci beaucoup, Madames!"
Just been locked up in my 3000 for about a week. Sometimes when starting out again like this I get extremely horny, this is one of those times. This morning, I almost couldn't get my mind to work correctly. My penis was throbbing as if it was just about to cum but being locked up, all I could do was suffer.
Laying next to my wife, I was desperate to cum but there's no argument for her that will convince her to let me have releif and pleasure that I want. Finally I gave in...
"Hon, darling, I really, really, really am horny and I was wondering if you could help me?", I asked.
i was all "dolled" up exactly like a loving "Oo-La-La" French maid.... When Mistress drop me off at the groceries to pick up a few things....
i was sooooo EMBARRASSED. The 1st thing i did was rush to the ladies room. Yanno, to adjust my nylons, put on some more lipstick, firm up the titties, and lift up my dress.... to take a quick peek. Egads! - What if a real girl had come in at that very moment!?!... i finish up my makeuo, fluff out my blonde locks to their fullest and ready myself to make my sissy debutante appearance.
You have no idea how difficult it is to strut, tettering precariously on arched high heel pumps... i can't believe i'm doing this... the nylons swishing about my legs...sigh! As i softly stroke my dress and feel the fabric mingle with my panties...oopsie... now i've done it!!! Soon i had such a wicked HARD-on growing bigger and bigger by the moment....
There's no doubt about it.... i'm becuming more and more "sissified" every day.
i do all the housework now in cum-plete and FULL female attire! As instructed by The Lady of the House. i wonder?.... am i ready and willing to give up all my masculine characteristics and live as a full time transvestite housemaid?
"From now on, you sissy bitch, your name is "muffy" and you better learn to walk, talk and act like "her"!!!"
It's me again, still working on my "attitude". I finished the kitchen and was told as soon as I vaccumed the house I could change out of the boots, skirt,hose, bra and waist nipper. I only had to put on some panties over my cb3k and then could wear whatever I wanted until bedtime. Still no word on the removal of my cb3k and I'm quickly learning to not bring up that subject anymore. Thanks everyone for reading my little saga as I learn how to properly serve women. I'll add more as it happens.
Hi everyone, I just wanted to start documenting my real lifestyle change. As you may or may not know as of last Sunday my keys were handed over to my live in key holder, Mistress Rissa. Today has been my eighth day in 24/7 chastity with only one day out last week to ride my motorcycle, clean up and shave my clitty. Today 9/04/06 has been both exciting and very frustrating as I had to dress in hose and bra a tight fitting shirt and short skirt and boots. I have been cleaning the kitchen, doing all the dishes for what seems like days. My Mistress did give me a break to try on a ton of different outfits giving me the thumbs up or down with each one. No doubt about it trying on clothes is very much like work. I asked her if I could take a internet break to start a blog on this whole different world I've decided (maybe foolishly) to embark on. Right now my feet hurt and I'm so horny I'm about to explode, but of course I can't with my cb3k doing a marvelous job of keeping things out of reach. I was hoping last night that today I would finally be allowed to have an orgasm, but do to all my bitching and whining I've been told that there is no set date at this point when my chastity device will be removed. In the past I've always played for a few hours with my fantasies and always ended in release. And I always only included myself. I also looked at porn daily and masturbated so much that my girlfriend basically didn't get any attention at all. So all this is I hope going to reprogram my terrible behavior and make me focus my attentions on someone other than myself. But so far I'm really having second thoughts on the permanence and the reality of all this. It's going to be very hard to do everyting I'm told knowing there is no guarantee of reward. Well I've got to get back to cleaning or I may be wearing this thing forever!
MOMMY!!! DADDY!!!....PSYCHIATRIST!!!.... it's not my fault, reee-ally!?! SHE made me do it!!! (that's my story and i'm sticking to it)
My MISTRESS is proud to announce that "muffy" has been sucessfully conditioned and trained to be Her most perfect Sex Pet! What???... why am i always the last to learn these things? They say men are from Mars and Women from Venus... but that's all nonsense... i figure Women are really from Uranus and men from Pluto... and like men, Pluto is so far out there in space, they haven't a clue what's going on.
It's not all that bad....re-ee-ally... the sexy "OOooo-La-La" French maid persona suits me to a tee... after all...we Virgo "girls" are truly the lil' French maids of the zodiac.... especially with our ..er..... cleaning fetish. i mean..... it's such the quintessentially sissy, slavish role... and so so obviously submissive. i pout my pretty painted lips as i give HER one of my sweetest girlish curtsies... all dolled up in my ruffled pinafora apron tied to a pretty bow in the back.
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