Posted by: maamandpet in Untagged on
Jul 9, 2008
My dear little pet was released from his current indentures for a brief respite. And the good boy that he is, upon release from his Master he reported immediately to his Mistress. It was lovely to have him back in my regular service. I’ve missed the foot massages and his helpful little self starter projects. He tries so hard to please me.
He’s begged for some things that have had to wait while we were separated but once together I initiated some of those very activities. I forced him to eat his own cum when I allowed him to cum. Pet has sworn up and down how much he wanted to do this and I’ve let him off the hook before. However, this time I made him fulfill that desire. He chocked and retched and begged off. No way. He ate it, licking it off my calf and thigh right where he squirted. Choking and sputtering the whole time.
As you regular voyeurs who’ve read our blog before know, pet has been gone for most of the year. He was home where he belongs for a very brief two weeks. Now he is back in service to his Master until the year is up. These brief two weeks were his only opportunity for the remainder of the year for any type of play or sexual relief/stimulation.
Posted by: maamandpet in Untagged on
Jul 3, 2008
My dearest little pet is soon to return home for a short visit. Then I will have to return him to his indentured servitude and probably not see him for another 7 months or so. This morning I was languishing on the couch and ill, when to my great delight, pet was allowed to be online and we could chat for a few moments. Of course, he was whiney about some unfulfilled requests he had made of me.
I on the other hand, wanted to discuss some dreams/fantasies I had had about his return. I got quite graphic about the activities I had planned. Right in line with what makes my little pet tick, humiliation and denial. Then when I got to what makes me tick, pain play, he quickly lost interest.
Oh! I find this to be his most irritating of faults! Always changing the subject and too busy for my interests and desires. I suppose that's what restraints are for. I wonder if all Mistresses face this frustration or if my pet is over indulged.
Posted by: maamandpet in Untagged on
Jul 3, 2008
pet reminded me of something I hadn't done in a long time, hypnosis. I had hypnotized a slave before, required him to listen to tapes, deepening his submission through constant reminders of those submissive thoughts that worked for us. In my experience, submission is all in the mind of the submissive. His desire to be within my control is the strongest aspect of the relationship. So now I am researching and looking for hypnosis scripts and online sites. There was a Ds hypnosis site with a really odd name that I had used before. If anyone knows the site I would love the link.
pet and I are continuing to work on our relationship and his commitment to service. I forget how far he's come sometimes. Recently I was talking to a newbie who would like to join our happy home. It has been a long time since I've trained a new sub and I don't have the same patience for it like I used to. It made me realize just how far we have come in dominance, submission and training. It is a constant thing and I have very high expectations of pet. Often I am frustrated with his failings. At times I think he'll never learn or change despite berating him, humiliating him and beating him. Then, I have a conversation with a newly minted sub and have an ah ha moment. My pet would never tell me no, challenge my authority, give me demands or limits. And yet, he still behaves like a child when he doesn't get his way, pouts and stomps his feet, slams doors, so I put him over my knee just like I would a child.
And now I am looking for new ways to mold and shape his thoughts so they are inline with mine.
Posted by: maamandpet in Untagged on
Jul 3, 2008
Mistress has instructed me to write down a punishment that I don’t like and that is erotic at the same time. According to Mistress, my first attempt was flat and not that sexy. So Mistress has instructed me to write a new one. This is my attempt to write a sexy story.
I remember thinking that I must have done something really wrong when Mistress called home and instructed me to kneel in the corner until she returned from work. I looked over at the time and realized that it was only 10:00 am. Mistress does not return home from work until after 5:00 pm. I had a long list of chores as always but I was unable to finish any of them because I had slept in. I knew that this would only make what I did worse. Time seemed to last forever. Hours and hours of waiting, wondering what I could have done, fearing what was to come. I wracked my brain trying to think of what I had done or what I could have missed.
At 5:00 Mistress still wasn't home. I knew she could be home any minute. I began to get nervous waiting in contemplation. By 6:00 pm I began to wonder where she was. I had gotten pretty used to our routine and generally she would make it home by 5:30 or so. By 6:30 I began to worry about her. I didn’t know what to do. Should I get up and start calling or should I wait. Just as I began to think I should call looking for her to make sure she was safe, she walked in the door.
Posted by: maamandpet in Untagged on
Jul 3, 2008
My Mistress has been kind enough to grant me the privilege of writing my thoughts in this blog. Mistress has decided that when she writes it will be in purple and I will write in green.
I really think that I am the luckiest subbie out there. My Mistress is a very wonderful and loving wife and at the same time she has an incredible ability to be cruel. Often I am amazed with how open and accepting of me and my many fetishes she has been. We have always been in a Ds relationship.
As I have said before, I am away due to my job and will be for a while. Mistress and I are working on a new contract because my prior service to her was substandard. As Mistress has pointed out she was promised certain things and I failed her for too long. So we are working on correcting my many faults. Since I have been away she has told me about all the things that I did wrong and how I had hurt her. I can be childish and demanding and am not very good in bed. Mistress told me that I am like being with a 17 year old virgin. It is a shame that I am not able to give her what she deserves in that area.
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