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Normally on Saturday i am expected to be bathed and shaven by about 4:00 in the afternoon. After shaving i apply a liberal amount of body powder to the area around my cock and balls and ass. My mistress likes me to wrap "her" balls tightly with red vet wrap. This leaves them as shiny red lobes that bounce about as i do my chores. I also wrap the shaft of my cock with red vet wrap. If this is done tightly enough there is no chance of an accidental orgasm. i am not allowed to have orgasms. I then attach a leather leash around her balls and crawl in front of her chair. Handing her the leash i brace myself for the weight of her feet and legs as she lays them across my back. She relaxes in her chair occasionally tugging on the leash to remind me who is in charge. After a few minutes she usually reaches into her drawer and grabs a paddle or a whip. Both are long enough that she can administer punishment without disturbing her relaxed position in the easy chair. She cracks the thin plastic hand paddle across my buttocks harshly, but with precision and at a pace which i can barely tolerate. While she is doing this she may move her foot down between my legs and push the tip of her high heal shoe into the tight bundle of my balls. Every ten minutes or so she will put down the paddle and tell me to get up on my knees facing her. Pulling the leash sharply towards her nylon glad legs, she closes her knees around my balls, squeezing them between her legs. She pulls the leash taught and sits on the end to keep the pressure even. I wonder what will happen next. She may slap my face or gently kiss my lips. Sometimes she will suck on one of my nipples with heavy suction, slurping it like a baby and twist the other one mercilously between her fingers until i am half crying and half sighing in ecstacy. If i start to look like i am enjoying it too much she will often strike my face sharply with her open hand several times to sober me up so to speak. With my face still stinging from the slaps, she offers the back of her hand for my kiss of acceptance- which i, of course, gladly give her.

"On your hands and knees!" she says abruptly- and i return to the previous position. Now she may stand up so that she can get a better angle as she slashes the paddle down across my ass and back. Suddenly she will begin tapping away at my balls with the paddle and they bounce around like wounded plums. When she uses her flogger she strikes me flat on the cheeks of my ass with the individual leather strands spread out so that one or two sting my balls with ferocious intensity. Eventually she has me crouched way down with my face resting on her feet so that i may begin licking and kissing her toes. She really loves this and will continue for 20 minutes or more lashing away with more and more intensity as i lose myself in the luxury of worshiping her feet. Another 20 minutes or so i must spend kissing her ass- usually with her panties still on. My rear end is covered in red welts, which sing to me with blissful sensations.  By the time she tells me to remove her panties, my tongue is usually very sore already. My knees are also getting weak by now as she has me licking her rectum trying to fuck her with my tongue. Often she will reach back between her legs and grab my nipples twisting them so hard that i forget about the  growing weakness in my knees and the raw soreness of my tongue which is still eagerly lapping away at her sphincter. After one or two hours she is finally ready to allow me access to her very wet vagina. By access i mean with my mouth and tongue and sometimes fingers. She likes me to suck on her clitoris as though it were a cock, pushing my face as far forward as possible and then pulling it outward as i suck. It even swells up like a small cock as i do this and i can feel her shivering with pleasure with each sucking cycle. She would like to keep whipping me as we do this, but by now she is unable to concentrate on punishment. Time goes by and i continue to suck and lick her cunt. She begins to spasm and moan squeezing her legs together harder and harder until i can scarcely breath. My whole face is covered with her juices and becomes just another part of her cunt as her legs wash me back and forth across her clit. My lips start to get numb, my nose is getting sore and my tongue is living a life of its own. I can hardly feel anything but mentally i am ecstatic. Hours have gone by now and i am conscious only of my place in my mistresses pleasure. i am an ornament to her beauty and have become a part of her universe where i have lost my identity and any notion of care or worry i might have had before.

When she is finished with the last tossing moans of pleasure i crawl out from under her legs and dry off her sex, then carefully replace her panties. This Saturday she surprised me by still having enough energy to whip my breasts. She likes me to milk myself for relief but not have an orgasm. I usually do this by playing with my nipples. by this time it only takes a few minutes and several drops of cum ooze out of the end of my little cock. But this time she said to take my hands away and she began whipping away at my already very sensitive nipples. She fell into a very sensuous rhythem placing stinging stripes across my breasts hitting the nipples sharply over and over again until i almost past out from the rush it gave me. Suddenly she stopped and when i looked up at her she indicated with her finger that i had started to drip cum. Quickly i placed my hand below her cock and collected the fluid which dripped out. when a couple of table spoons of cum had accumulated in my hand she pushed it into my face smearing the jism all over my nose and mouth. "I could use a glass of white wine," she said nonchalantly and i jumped to my feet to comply with her demand. As i walked into the kitchen i could feel my injured balls bouncing back and forth between my legs as i quickly tied my apron on. Later back on my hands and knees dutifully holding up her legs i though about how important i had become to my mistress, providing her with pleasure and amusement for a Saturday afternoon.

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Well, my weekend went pretty much the way i thought it would- though not exactly. Mistress was in the mood and i was in my place at her feet. She used the whip and the paddle- but not the crop. It was such a relief to feel her legs comfortably resting on my back and the sharp bite of her paddle marking my ass cheeks with the accuracy of a pendulum clock. i was not allowed to lick her clit from behind as i had hoped. But i was permitted to kiss her rectum and cheeks for at least twenty minutes while she watched the Kentucky Derby and my tongue became quite sore after pushing so deeply into her for so long a time. Since i was blindfolded i didn't see anything for about an hour and a half, except for a couple of quick chores that required sight- getting a glass of wine for mistress and getting her towel, which she likes to lay across the bed when i lick her cunt. Eventually she came violently bucking my lips and squeezing my head between her legs as i knelt in front of her. The pressure of her legs wrapped tightly around my head left me gasping for air. Gradually her legs lowered in to place on top of my shoulders as she relaxed after her orgasm and i kept very still for a long time in the darkness of my blindfold while she recovered from her sexual trance the weight of her legs draped over my head and shoulders wrapping me in a snug shelter of submission. After she stood to stretch her arms and legs, i placed the towel in the dirty clothes hamper and returned to my place in front of her chair and she sat and placed her legs over my back and sighed deeply. i remained as her footstool, still blind folded for some time until she decided to have me play with my nipples for her entertainment. After a while she told me to stop and remove my hands from my chest while she whipped my nipples with her short white flogger. She really stung them good with her whip until i was almost crying, then she said that i was to make a drop. i knelt before her, tingling with sexual excitement and very close to cuming. My cock and balls were tightly rapped with vet tape so that i would not receive pleasure through accidental touches. Settling back on my folded feet i could feel the semen rising in my little clit. Seeing that i was so close to cuming mistress then slapped me across the face three or four times, quite hard. My little penis jerked once- not an orgasm, but just enough pressure to push the semen out of the shaft- two or three large drops. i remained semi-erect while the cum puddled in my left hand. Then she told me to go into the bathroom and eat it. She does this i think because she knows it disappoints me to be dismissed to the bathroom where i know she can't see me completing my task. In the bathroom mirror i can see myself submissively licking the cum from the palm of my hand. Then i washed my hands and wiped my mouth dry, returned to my place as her footstool and waited for the few remaining lashes across my ass that she delivered before it was time to make dinner. As i say it didn't go exactly the way i thought it would, but i was very satisfied in my submissive sissy sort of way and as always really pleased that i was granted so many privileges by Mistress. It is always fun to see her grow so comfortable and relaxed after things have gone exactly according to her plan.

 

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Well, the weekend has arrived and i am wondering what's in store for me. i hope my mistress isn't too busy or tired to play. i haven't had an orgasm in several months- not that i want one. They usually come by accident. i hope that she will want to dress in one of her sexy teddies with black stockings and heals. i think she will want to watch the Kentucky Derby with her legs resting on my back. i won't be able to see the race but i will hear it as back ground music for my subspace and occasionally feel one of her heals dig into my side. i hope she will use the crop as well as the whip today and take her time, slowly working up to a biting sting that will keep my mind empty and perfectly content (sting, recovery, expectation, sting). i may be allowed to kiss her ass cheeks and possibly her rectum. Sometimes she has me lick her clitoris with my nose in her rectum. This is very hard to do. It's a very long reach, but trying is most of the fun. She may place a leash around my balls and pull hard while i am trying to reach her clit with my tongue. i may be permitted to make a few drops of semen without haveing an orgasm. If so, she will have me collect it in my hand and either eat it or smear it over my face or nipples. i know i will serve her dinner afterward and we will drink a glass of wine and relax for the rest of the evening. i will still want to serve her eventhough i will have had no sexual satisfaction, but she will lose interest, change clothes and read or watch television. i will need to put on a fresh pair of panties because of pre-cum smudges and maybe finish up the laundry. My nipples will still be hard and my cheeks will be tender because of her slaps to my face. i will be able to day dream about my treatment as i feel the lash marks on my rear while i go about my chores. But then again, she may not be in the mood. i'll keep my fingers crossed.

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Today i have been thinking about how important is the bond between the Domme and her submissive. Through her beauty and power she can invest the relationship with a sexual majesty that can be overwhelming to her boy. Of course, if he is on the floor most of the time, he will always be looking up to her. And what does he see? Long legs encased in smooth nylon stockings, perhaps garters and certainly enticing panties that hide her untouchable treasure in the warm darkness beneath her skirt. In this position, he knows he is at home and so being told to remain on the floor nearest to her feet is the most natural and easy to follow command. When she tells him to kiss her feet he begins to smell her unique bodily scent. The muskiness of her nylon webbed toes is an echo of her more private scent- a scent that is richer and more complex, one that will intoxicate him beyond reason. If she desires, she will allow him to continue kissing her legs and then perhaps the rounded cheeks of her ass. Always looking upward, this will be a process of rising into higher and more dizzying realms as he senses all of the mysteries that his tounque and nose can translate for him.

At this point there will be no more time. Whether he laps the juices that glisten on her labia or the tiny pink cornice of her rectum- Whether he serves her for a few minutes or a few hours, the sensation of time is insignificant. His fulfillment has been realized and after pleasing her in everyway commanded he should be willing still to crawl back to the shelter of her powerful shadow and serve her as a slave with no considerations asked. Did he have an orgasm? Probably not. Why would she dwell on such an inconsequential detail? Someone who possesses all of the sexual power of the universe? Carrying back from the kitchen, a glass of wine that she has ordered, he may feel the pressing of his erection against the soft surface of his panties. A feeling of gratitude and pride suffuses his heart and a tiny drop of fluid slowly collects, a damp and unrewarded spot on the front of his panties that signals his humiliation and contentment.
 

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I have noticed that very few people on this site are keeping a blog. I made one entry last September, but found the forums to be a more interesting thing to pursue. I don't like posting on the forums too much because it seems that i am pushing myself forward too much. I have a lot of experience so i find myself wanting to share and give advice to younger subs. I could even think of a few words of advice for Dommes but i prefer to keep my place as a good sub. 

Eventhough i am older, my head is full of erotic thoughts and they cluster around serving a superior woman. My wife of 20 years has been very understanding and enjoys dominating me to some extent. For her 2 hours a week is plenty and i would like ten times that much. I do serve her coffee and breakfast every morning wearing panties and an apron. i wear my collar every day all day at home. It has a ID plate on it which says, "Property of ..."  Being in a chastity device would also be fun. Of course i am chaste anyway and am not allowed to orgasm at all and am milked once a week or so. I do this myself because my mistress is too busy with other things to waste time this way.  Finding someone just as kinky as you are and no kinkier is very difficult. I was married before to a woman who was naturally dominant and sexually powerful. She wanted to have sex with other men and stay married. I probably would have agreed to this (and sometimes i regret my decision to divorce her) but she said that she really didn't like being a mistress and she did not respect my wanting to be her submissive slave. I now know that she was confused and think i should have given her more time. She was very very good at it. But i was young and confused myself. Now i think being a cuckhold would be fabulous. i read all of the posts on cuckholding and wish that my wife and i were younger so we could try it. She might like to now but would be embarassed about her body.  

i am now retired and have plenty of time to day dream about erotic topics. Life is great and i am enjoying every minute. Just for fun, if you read this blog, send me a private message saying yes you read it. If you want to comment please do so (long or short- it doesn't matter).

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