Posted by: syrup in Untagged on
Apr 7, 2007
I have never been locked up this long before. It's been 5 days, it seems like a month. I've been a lot nicer to Mistress, through this trail. She really likes it a lot, she seems really content all the time now. Last night, for the second time, she said she likes it so much, she doesn't ever want to unlock me. This is really starting to make me nervous. It's difficult to tell if she's teasing or serious. I would think she's teasing, based on her personality and the way she's acted in the past, but at the same time, she sounds pretty serious and matter-of-fact about the whole thing.
We'll be leaving on a camping trip tomorrow, leaving for a week. It's appearing as though I may still be locked up on the trip. I've never been in that situation before. I'm apprehensive about the drive. It's going to be 7 hours of drving without stops. It may end up being a slow trip with the stops I might want to make. I don't think she'd consider driving discomfort to be a reason to unlock me. Her resolve on unlocking me seems to be stronger than the steel in the lock. Am I in trouble?
Posted by: syrup in Untagged on
Apr 4, 2007
Things are heating up a bit now. I've had feelings of frustration during the day. The tube of this CB3000 is rather tight, and tends to rub...oh, so slightly. The effect is to get me semi-aroused and keep me there, but helpless to be able to do anything about it to relieve the frustration. It makes me think of my wife very frequently through the day. Yesterday wasn't to good. I did some nice things for her, but when we awoke yesterday morning, I talked to her of some ways I wanted her to change. Yes, a major mistake, this was a conversation I had no right to delve into. I explained to her why I thought I was wrong to do this, that I was wrong and I apologized. She said it really didn't upset her. I know that still doesn't make it right, and apparently so does she. We have a nightly assessment period that analyzes my behavior for that day. If I behaved well, that night counts toward reducing my confinement. If I behaved poorly, our contract states that night will not count, therefore extending my confinement one more night. My Mistress has full control over the evaluation and decision. Last night, she decided I would only earn .5 nights. I said how are we going to deal with a half a night at the end. She said "Don't worry, we'll find a way to take care of it." Silly me. She knows me well.
She's beginning to enjoy my frustration though, and reveling in the extra attention that accompanies it. It seems like things keep getting better for her, and she likes it that way. Her comment yesterday that she might not want to ever let me out takes on a stronger sense of forboding. She expresses sympathy for my hardship in that unsympathetic way women can do. Of course, she's waiting for it to get worse. She's patient. It'll happen, I'm sure. In the meantime, she tries to help me out by teasing me. Sometimes I think she's not quite as patient as I think. The teasing only makes the frustration work that much faster. Like I say, she knows me well.
Posted by: syrup in Untagged on
Apr 3, 2007
Well, we're coming to the end of day 2. Last night, Mistress rolled the dice to determine the length of my confinement. When we played at chastity before, the longest I had gone was 3, maybe 4 days maximum, and that on probably one occasion. So, last night the dice were rolled. Mistress wasn't going to tell me how long, but she did say "Good luck". I fear it's going to me longer than 3 days this time. Of course, she can always make it longer if she wishes. I'm not feeling too bad right now, more curious than anything else at this point.
Posted by: syrup in Untagged on
Apr 2, 2007
This isn't the beginning, but it also is. We've owned a CB3000 for over a year, but haven't used it much at all, only a day or 2 at a time and more like a game than anything else. The other day, I locked myself up and presented myself to my wife. We played the game again, but then I came across the dice game elsewhere on the web used to determine the term of confinement, and she seemed agreeable. I wrote her a few letters telling her of my desire to be owned by her and serve her, and her response was very positive. This morning I wrote and printed out a contract for her to consider, asking her to take over ownership of my cock for a time to be determined by the dice. It may be as little as 1 day, or as long as 12. There are also provisions in the contract for lengthening the confinement for reasons of poor performance as well as provisions for her deciding to confine me whenever she wishes in the future. The length of the contract is 4 months, expiring on August 1, 2007. There are other terms, all favorable to her and not to me, but this gives you the gist of things for now. I left the signed contract on the kitchen table this morning, with a request that she email me at work simply saying "Contract accepted" or "Over the top". Shortly after arriving at work this morning, I received an email from her that simply said "Contract accepted"! So, this is the beginning. I am now locked up with my CB3000 protecting Mistress's cock, denying me access to it. I don't know how long I'll be confined. I'm excited, but nervous at the same time. She now has the ability and apparently the desire to lock me up any time she wishes, and can do this for the next 4 months. I'll try to post to this blog frequently to let you know how things are going.
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