Geeze i think i picked a rather apropreate haddle for my self beacuse im really confused about this one maybe some one can help claify?
Ok this is what i don't understand, I've been on this site roughly 6 months now give or take , I've had 127 people kindly take a look at my profile and not one, not one person has left me a message or even a comment or rated my page OR has even had the courtesy or responding to any of my emails :( geeze depressing much? not Im not looking for all kinds of attention here or anything of the sort, but it would be nice for at least one person to acknowledge i exist? what do i have to do? get a cute pink chastity and slip into a pair of panties before some one notices me? or even a frilly pink latex dress and high heels?? i just don't understand how or why a lot of these middle aged, over wight, and out of shape men, bois ,sissies are finding key holders to there chastity, look Im 23, thin, fit, VERY neat and clean AND yes even a virgin ( including my behind ) Im not a hideous shud or anything some have said even a tad Feminine, well maybe more then just a little, so what is it exactly about me that people find so offensive? now that thats all out of the way, let the great experiment begin! ( you'll see what I mean later)
So today is my 25th day for those who keep track of such things...I haven't cum and I have not been successfully milked either...yet :) Mistress and I went to the gym together last night and she is glowing with her newfound power. She is looking so sexy and lean this summer it is making my cock throb everytime I am around her. She has the smoothest , most even colored skin I have seen and I love rubbing her body. She is enjoying seeing all the sissy male and caged cock pics I keep finding for her on here and the Mansion....we never imagined so many other males were out there with this fetish :)
My CB-3000 still feels good and my panties keep it held close to my body so I don't think anyones noticed me wearing it. Here is how I look right now...
I ended up not having to go out of town for business, and since the kids were at the beach we had an empty house until Wednesday..whoo hoo!
My KH had come home from work and was pleased that all the laundry was done, as well as the kitchen cleaned up. I was covered in sweat at 500pm since It was 92 degrees and I had finished mowing the lawn. "My Lady" directed me to fix her a cocktail, then go take a shower, scrub my cage real good and shave my legs and ass/pussy. She had already texted me earlier in the day to "eat light" and that she had plans for me since she was excited my business trip was cancelled last minute. I knew that meant to do an enema as well. I retired back to the bedroom and handed her her coktail....
She sat down at the PC to check our blog comments and PM's and it put a big smile on her face hearing the feedback and compliments on her attractiveness :)
Gonna keep it short and sweet this morning cause I have chores to do. Its gonna be in the 90's outside today and the kids are at the beach with family until tomorrow. My KH is at work, but she left instructions to clean the kitchen while wearing the red fishnets seen in previous post, heels, lace undies and a pink silk top. I must send her cell phone pics each hour to prove I am still dressed as her sissy, and I better hope no delivery people or neighbors come to my kitchen door!
Yesterday my Mistress slipped up while she was sucking my plump nipples while teasing me and said that 50 days seemed like a good number to make me go without cuming. June 5th was the last time I came so 50 days is a long way off. While at work I stopped in a WALMART and had a new tag made that says "Going for new record or BUST." They are only $4 and seem to put a smile on her face when I suprise her with creative sayings.
My wife offered no release today and said that my chastity training will continue...I am officially past the 2 week mark of not cumming and mistress is enjoying seeing my balls swollen every morning.
We have plans tonight, but she assured me that Monday night I am getting tied spread eagle, again, and she is going to practice "edging" me. She also added that due to my poor performance last time when she offered to let me slide inside her, that I am due for a hard deep fisting.
Last night after a long day at work my Wife and Keyholder went to a neighbor's pool party. When I arrived home at 530 she already had on a sexy outfit which included high heeled sandals and short, sexy shorts. Her legs are incredible, IMHO, because of the exercising and running she does. I love the curve and belly of her hamstrings and her thighs are rock solid, as my ass cheeks always feel slamming into them.
She wasted no time picking out a pair of red lace panties for me to wear, the kind with the horizontal rows of lace frillies front and back. She was tingling inside because she knew a dozen of our closest friends were going to be there and I would be caged in front of them. I was already excited just seeing her dressed in heels and its been 13 days since I've cum...or 14th....its been a WHILE.
Last night my Wife/KH decided to have some fun with me. I guess I can't complain because she let me out of my cage, although I was tied down spread eagle first. Prior to this she made me model my garterbelt and stand in spikey heels so she could take pics to post here and embarass me.
I'm trying to get the hang of the BLOG dashboard, but twice I've posted an entry and it wasnt able to be seen....sorry folks I'm working on it.
Last night my Wife/ KH watched TV while I rubbed her feet for 45 minutes. She kept her laptop open and browsed the CL website the whole time. She chuckled a few times and said she was learding a lot in the "Teasing ideas" section. She also enjoys the cum denial captioned pics.
I could be in for a looooong summer because the last time she made me go 28 days she finally gave in because I think she felt guilty. We had no website like this when we bought my CB-3000 and she had no way to compare things and establish what was an acceptable denial period.
i am getting the Royal Fucking Treatment and i am breaking. Presently i am tattooed, with a hairless body, toenails painted and with cock caged. i have been ordered to maintain myself in these conditions for an entire week and do not have a specific date that Mistress has set for my release or the re-gaining of lost privileges.
OK, everybody, here is the first, short, entry to see if you all like our plan to run a long term blog where we share "test driven" (By us or others we know) fun things to do in the Chastity/Femdom space.
Problem 1: Your Sissy/T-Girl continually tries to please himself by wanking-off in his Chastity. (Note: This applies to tube type devices, not full Florentine chastity belts) We think that damm near every one of your Sissy's does this whenever you're not looking. Do you like this? Do you approve of this? Is this not undermining your control? Would you call this disobedience? Well, we think so, and we think you should do something about it.
Solution 1: The "You better not never, ever, even attempt to get an erection or pleasure yourself without my permission" management technique. Start by:
After the dosage of hormones had to be lowered i feel less depresive now but in a certain way i feel some disappointment, too, as my breast grow - if there will be much at all - will slow down as well. Nevertheless my nipples are much more sensitive than ever before and playing with them while nicely plugged gives me lots of pleasure. Of course, they are too sensitive to keep the little padlocks in their pierced holes so i had to remove and replace them by steel nipple rings.
Last week sissy jaunie posted her "boobie report" to her blog showing how to use suction cups for breast development which made me remember that i have such cups as well but didn't use them for quite a while. I was a bit anxious to using them on my sensitive breasts but after being encouraged by my Mistress and Miss D who both would like to seeing me with a nice pair of girly breasts i gave it a try.
I must say that the effect was simply overwhelming. Properly plugged and my breasts pumped up to a considerable size i became so much excited that my chastity belt seemed to burst and i felt there was much more than just dripping inside my steel cage. Of course, i feel a bit of embarrassment of being able to react like that but the sensation was such a joy.
Of course i know the suction cups will do nothing to increase my bust size permanently but as i said, the pleasure i feel worth to use them soon again if my Mistress permits. She was quite amused by my reaction and liked the size of my breasts but on the other hand She said that She's considering a chastity bra since i seem to be so terribly excitable.