Hi all, I've recieved several e-mails from fellow members asking about my silence and if everything is okay. Thanks for your concern/interest.
If you follow my blog, you'll have noticed how rapidly my wife, now Goddess Vanilla, took to the chastity lifestyle and cuckolding me. It was very fast - a bit too fast for me and she's been kind enough to slow down the pace. As I was quite anxious at one point (she kennelled me in our dog's cage and went out for the evening). You think having your dicklet locked up is invigorating, try the whole body. It was too much for me. She came back obviously tipsy, stood at the cage, and told me she had sucked a friend's dick off and the only thing that stopped them from fucking was that he blew his load in her mouth because he had wanted to "do it" with her for a long time. She told me he was concerned about getting caught and she told him she kennelled me and that I want her to fuck around. Her brashness to share something so private with a friend was too much for me and I pissed myself in the cage (I had to go #1 anyhow, I was cold, and the emotional shock of our privacy gone made it happen uncontrollably). It was at that point that we both realized we had allowed this experiment to go too far for us.
So...currently, she is training me by using erotic hypnotic audio files from www.sambasweb.com. Specifically on cuckolding lifestyle and cum loving. She grants me the privilage to have intercourse with her weekly provided I clean up her cream pie. As we have intercourse, she tells me how much she wants to fuck our friend and how his dick is huge which totally makes me ejaculate. Then after I ejaculate she commands me to clean up our friend's cum (actually mine) by saying "Sweetie, clean up the cream pie Tom left for you" and when I'm all done with my chore, I say "Thank you, Goddess, may I have Tom's real cum now?" and her response is always the same, "When I decide it's the right time." If I am reluctant, she tells me she'll lock me up indefinately and visit Tom but I still struggle with eating her cream pie. Her words always makes me ejaculate, but then the hormones kick in afterwards and I become reluctant. I can't seem to easily get past the hormonal change to do it willingly and readily, it takes a lot of willpower to do it, but the hypnotic audio file is helping.