In November I will have some time to myself for at least 2 weeks. In September, I will have most of the month to myself but intermittently . It has been a long time since I have seriously used Chastity. I work from home for the time being so now is the perfect time to reevaluate realistic expectations of being locked up. Having a key holder would make things a lot easier but luckily I have some trust-worthy people that can provide me with Timelock codes. Hopefully as they learn the program they will get a little more creative. But for the time being I am starting off slowly. My schedule for this week will be as follows:
Monday: 8am-3pm (EST)
Wednesday: 8am-3pm (EST)
Thursday 8am-3pm (EST)
Friday: 8am-8pm (EST)
These times are based on when my significant other gets home from work.
Well, from what I know, nothing has happened yet with Goddess and Tom. However, Goddess is living up to her word to not let me out of my CB-6000. It's only been a week or so and my dicklet is missing its weekly release. I'm finding myself getting pretty horny. If Goddess doesn't release me, I can see myself begging for her to fuck Tom by the end of this week so I can be released.
She slept in a light summer negligee without underwear last night and my poor dicklet was hammering against its cage like a scuba diver out of air and trying to grasp for the surface. It was almost impossible for me to sleep.
I'm beginning to losing my hesitancy with Goddess and Tom. The thought of them fucking is so equivalent to my own physical and sexual release that I'm almost emotionally itchy - like "GO FUCK HIM ALREADY, PLEASE!"
Yesterday, Goddess Vanilla asked me, "What are you going to do today?" I knew she would like my answer, "I'm going to finish painting the downstairs." "Good boy! I'll help you because I'm feeling charitable." So we painted all day and got 80% of the total job done.
She wore an old pair of low hip jeans so everytime she bent over her beautiful ass would peak out over the top. She drove me mad and I would stop my painting, go over to her, and lick the top of her crack. She'd smile and stop painting for a moment in order to enjoy my worship of her.
At the end of the night, she mentioned to me about how wet she was all day long and then she said it, "God, I wanted a cock in me all day." My dick rose from the dead but something didn't sit right with me and I couldn't figure it out.
Yesterday, Mrs. Vanilla and I had a long talk about our new D/s experience and we talked about the importance of my need to serve to her, her agreement with me to actively dominate me on her terms not mine, and that while we're married for many years, we are no longer equals. I am her chastened slave and she is my goddess.
This morning, Mrs. Vanilla commanded me to pleasure her. I warmed up the lube in my hands and gently rubbed her clit with one hand while a finger on my other hand accepted big kisses from her ass as I bit on her nipple. She had a delightful orgasm within a few minutes and I lived vicariously through her. Her satisfication is better than me having an orgasm. She said afterwards, "I like a big cock inside of me after I cum, I guess yours will have to do though." She unlocked me from my CB-6000 and commanded me to wash up.
I came back to her squeezing my chastened manhood until it puffed up. I placed it at her altar and said, "Goddess, I am not worthy to receive you but only say the word and I shall enter your sanctuary." She smiled and I pressed my cock into the warm walls of her sanctuary. My dick continued to expand with hungry delight because her resistence wasn't hard like the plastic cage of the CB-6000. She felt so good.
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So today is my 25th day for those who keep track of such things...I haven't cum and I have not been successfully milked either...yet :) Mistress and I went to the gym together last night and she is glowing with her newfound power. She is looking so sexy and lean this summer it is making my cock throb everytime I am around her. She has the smoothest , most even colored skin I have seen and I love rubbing her body. She is enjoying seeing all the sissy male and caged cock pics I keep finding for her on here and the Mansion....we never imagined so many other males were out there with this fetish :)
My CB-3000 still feels good and my panties keep it held close to my body so I don't think anyones noticed me wearing it. Here is how I look right now...
Been buys the past few days and life's general state of craziness around the house prevented anything "fun" or interesting from happening. I am loving the new solid ring for my CB-3000 as there is no more hinge to rub me raw.
My KH promises that by the time we go back to work on July5th that I will be sore...not sure what that means exactly....but she hinted I will be face down/ass up a few times so she can get off.
She is loving grinding my ass with her vibe on her clit and her 10" cock in my ass. Her not letting my cock out has been denying her as well a little bit and it doesn't take much stim to get her off. She promised that every party or BBQ we go to this weekend I will be attending in my cage a girly set of panties.
Its Friday June 25th, 20 days denied cumming and only had 3 minutes of "her" puss this month. My Wife is still threatening to "break" me and push me into September before releasing me and allowing me to come.
I received my new solid, unhinged ring for my CB-3000 and she instealled it yesterday. It is a LOT more comfortable and it came in 2 days. I went biking and swimming yesterday with it on and had no problems.
As the blog showed my ass had been tapped almost 3 times this week and I was content with gettign a night to relax. Mistress and I had talked about fooling around( which means me getting fucked) before she left for work, but after being in the hot Summer heat doen South, I was whooped.
I ended up not having to go out of town for business, and since the kids were at the beach we had an empty house until Wednesday..whoo hoo!
My KH had come home from work and was pleased that all the laundry was done, as well as the kitchen cleaned up. I was covered in sweat at 500pm since It was 92 degrees and I had finished mowing the lawn. "My Lady" directed me to fix her a cocktail, then go take a shower, scrub my cage real good and shave my legs and ass/pussy. She had already texted me earlier in the day to "eat light" and that she had plans for me since she was excited my business trip was cancelled last minute. I knew that meant to do an enema as well. I retired back to the bedroom and handed her her coktail....
She sat down at the PC to check our blog comments and PM's and it put a big smile on her face hearing the feedback and compliments on her attractiveness :)
Gonna keep it short and sweet this morning cause I have chores to do. Its gonna be in the 90's outside today and the kids are at the beach with family until tomorrow. My KH is at work, but she left instructions to clean the kitchen while wearing the red fishnets seen in previous post, heels, lace undies and a pink silk top. I must send her cell phone pics each hour to prove I am still dressed as her sissy, and I better hope no delivery people or neighbors come to my kitchen door!
Yesterday my Mistress slipped up while she was sucking my plump nipples while teasing me and said that 50 days seemed like a good number to make me go without cuming. June 5th was the last time I came so 50 days is a long way off. While at work I stopped in a WALMART and had a new tag made that says "Going for new record or BUST." They are only $4 and seem to put a smile on her face when I suprise her with creative sayings.
My wife offered no release today and said that my chastity training will continue...I am officially past the 2 week mark of not cumming and mistress is enjoying seeing my balls swollen every morning.
We have plans tonight, but she assured me that Monday night I am getting tied spread eagle, again, and she is going to practice "edging" me. She also added that due to my poor performance last time when she offered to let me slide inside her, that I am due for a hard deep fisting.
Last night after a long day at work my Wife and Keyholder went to a neighbor's pool party. When I arrived home at 530 she already had on a sexy outfit which included high heeled sandals and short, sexy shorts. Her legs are incredible, IMHO, because of the exercising and running she does. I love the curve and belly of her hamstrings and her thighs are rock solid, as my ass cheeks always feel slamming into them.
She wasted no time picking out a pair of red lace panties for me to wear, the kind with the horizontal rows of lace frillies front and back. She was tingling inside because she knew a dozen of our closest friends were going to be there and I would be caged in front of them. I was already excited just seeing her dressed in heels and its been 13 days since I've cum...or 14th....its been a WHILE.
I hope everyone enjoyed the pics from yesterdays blog entry. My Mistress said she was pleased that I "outed" myself and told everyone my story and how used I am. She is at work and texted me that she just got her period, so she may be especially bitchy for a few days and not to piss her off. She said her back is already sore and she will need a back rub when she gets home.
Last night my Wife/KH decided to have some fun with me. I guess I can't complain because she let me out of my cage, although I was tied down spread eagle first. Prior to this she made me model my garterbelt and stand in spikey heels so she could take pics to post here and embarass me.
First the facts: I'm an ordinary guy in my mid 50's that enjoys all kinds of Kink, BD, Femdom, etc., at least in fantasy. I'm a closet submissive with an active fantasy life. I have also put on a few extra pounds in the past year that, up to now, I have been unable to take off. I have been happily married for nearly twenty years to a beautiful wife who is in her early 50's and still has the same slim figure she had when I married her. I also have a strong sex drive - not quite insatiable but pretty close. In fact, until recently, unless I was sick, I mean really under the weather, I have probably masturbated to orgasm at least once a day for my entire adult life, even when I was getting sex regularly from girlfriends and then my wife. My wife's sex drive has waned over the years - particularly in the last few years as she's gone through menopause. If it was entirely up to me, I would have sex with my wife everyday. If my wife was deciding on frequency of relations purely on her own sexual desires, then once every two or three weeks would be fine with her and it would be no big deal to entend that out. We have pretty much compromised to once or twice a week, sometimes less when she's not feeling well or has one of her frequent bladder infections. The Solution: Given these facts, why not live out one of my fantasies, that of enforced chastity, while losing weight in the bargain. Problem - my wife is totally vanilla in her sexual interests. Previous attempts to interest her in even light bondage or domination has met with absolute refusal if she was to be the bottom and a kind of bemused indifference (like "whatever") when I offered to bottom. Solution - I proposed to her that I use desire for sex as an incentive to lose weight. I did this without using the "Chastity" word, a word that would surely put her off. I offered to deny myself sexual release (she understands this as no sex with her; but my real intention is no sexual release at all - i.e. no masturbation) unless I lose a pound, and then if I achieve that, go into orgasm denial until I lose another pound, etc. until I lose 15 lbs. Well, she loved the idea. She's wanted me to lose weight (she's very big on healthy eating and weight control and, she'd prefer to have sex less often, a lot less often. Voila - a perfect match. Besides not using the word "Chastity" with my wife, I also left out the small detail that I would be using a device, a chastity device to control or deny myself the ability to give myself sexual release. Hence the name of this blog: Secret Chastity Husband. Now this is going to be interesting! How do I hide it and when and how do I tell her (or do I). First things first, I researched chastity devices and decided the CB-6000 looked like the best bet (I'll be uploading a picture when I get a chance). It was done by process of elimination. Chastity belts were out of the question - no way to hide that and most were too expensive. Prior models were the CB-2000 and CB-3000, but I figured there was a reason they went to a new model - apparently, the hinge type ring was irritating. I received the CB-6000 three weeks ago and tested it out. I'll describe my first impressions in my next post. I started the diet twelve days ago and I've lost 3 lbs in that time - not bad considering the period covered the Christmas Holiday and New Year's Eve. I'll write more about the diet and the effect of orgasm denial on will power in future posts. Until then - long live polycarbonate material and fresh fruits and veggies. KelMag
I received my new CB6000 on Tuesday, 5 Jan 2010. I immediately locked myself in until Saturday, the 9th, although I did remove it for cleaning on Thursday. That night, I masturbated, and the orgasm was awesome - so intense and so much cum after 4 days. I stayed free overnight, to give my skin a break and see how things felt, then went back in on Sunday, the 10th. My goal is to add one day to my lock-up each cycle. So my next release will be after 5 days; Friday the 15th - which is today. At this pace, I will have 21 more releases this year, but my lock-up period will have increased to 25 days. In 2011, I will have only 11 releases, 9 in 2012, 7 in 2013, and so on. I will have well under 200 orgasms for the rest of my life. Considering that, for example, last year I masturbated at least once and usually twice per day, the remaining orgasms in my life will be one-third of the total from any given prior year.
The time in between is like a long, sensuous foreplay session. I constantly think about release, just as before. Only, now I know my release is usually days away, that that each time I cum, it will be a day longer till the next. It makes me savor each moment, whereas before, my orgasms were so routine as to be far less satisfying. Having said that, I think at some point I will need a key holder to help me keep to my plan.
I've not yet cum for this cycle; I want the pleasure to last for as long as I can stand it. I have a glass ready to shoot in, so I can consume my ejaculate. I think it's only right that I do so.
As my gift to my beloved, I handed over the key to my CB6000, a certificate of chastity, and a signed contract with the terms and conditions. The period of the contract is ongoing and unlimited, so now I am in complete sexual submission to her.
She is still rather new to this, so we had a discussion about what might be my limits, turn-offs, etc. We've had this discussion before, of course, but I think she wanted to know if my answers had changed now that I am locked-up.
OK, everybody, here is the first, short, entry to see if you all like our plan to run a long term blog where we share "test driven" (By us or others we know) fun things to do in the Chastity/Femdom space.
Problem 1: Your Sissy/T-Girl continually tries to please himself by wanking-off in his Chastity. (Note: This applies to tube type devices, not full Florentine chastity belts) We think that damm near every one of your Sissy's does this whenever you're not looking. Do you like this? Do you approve of this? Is this not undermining your control? Would you call this disobedience? Well, we think so, and we think you should do something about it.
Solution 1: The "You better not never, ever, even attempt to get an erection or pleasure yourself without my permission" management technique. Start by:
I am a happy little sissy this morning! Last night Princess started my training properly, YAY!
I dressed up in some sexy lingerie (stockings and basque) while she worked on cam, and I was her maid getting her drinks and cigarettes when she needed them. After she had finished work she made me get my underbust corset out and to put it on over my lingerie, she tied it nice and tight, making my waist shrink down and be hour-glass shaped. :-) She then proceeded to take some pics of me (online soon!) and carry on drinking and teasing me for over 4 hours! :-P I was so desperate to put the strap on on and give her a fucking of a lifetime, but she wudn't let me, so got her riding crop out and gave my tight ass a good whipping! YAY! Some of the strokes wud sting and it wud make lil drops of precum dribble out of Her cock (as I've said before, it's not my cock anymore). I loved it, feeling the riding crop crack onto my flesh and stinging, hurting deep into my ass cheeks and making me feel sooo horny! Knowing Princess is in charge, that she will administer training and punishments as she sees fit onto Her little sissy subboy. YAY!
Finding a Name for Her Sissy
While she was teasing me and playing with Her sissy, Princess started to think of names for Her pet. I told Her the name I had sometimes used myself but She didn't like it so I wont even put it on here. She liked Ruby, and called me Ruby throughout the night.I love having a sissy name! It allows me to totally get into my role. I can drop all pretext of me being in charge. I want a womans name chosen for me by my Princess. I am the one who needs a name that is fitting for a little sissy like me, not a man's name, a girly name, a sissy name! :-)This morning Princess isn't so sure on Ruby anymore, so I am still waiting to find out my new sissy name that I shall have.Hopefully She will choose a name for me soon!Once She has decided on my new sissy name I will change my profile name to it :-)
Princess read my blog yesterday about how I have been snapping at the drop of a hat and she has decided that she has worked out a list of punishments for various misdemeaners ranging from a light spanking, through to a heavy whipping, right up to a full blown public humiliation that will involve, I'm told, going to seedy Gay Bars and then onto a Gay Club where Princess will make me get completely out of it and offer me up to the men there to use as they want! Where I wake up is anyones guess She says! I plan on being a good boy! But I now know She means business, the look in Her eyes when She told me this was deadly serious, I love it! I love how She wants to use and abuse me! I love to be humiliated! I live to please Her! And I know that this punishment in particular would please Her very much, even though it would be extremely embarassing, awkard, scary, and more for me, if She says we are going I will not put up a fight as I know I will deserve it. She is the Boss, I am the sissy sub that lives to service Her.
I Love You Princess xxx
When we did go to the bedroom, I put the strap-on on and attached the big black dildo She loves so much. Thrusting in and out with such a big dong into Her beautiful pussy made the cock swell in it's cage while she would push down onto the dong and make Herself come over and over. When She was satisfied Princess pushed me off Her, said I had been a good boy and rolled over to go to sleep. I was left to undress myself and clean up, with no relief of course! I love it! This is how a relationship should be! I can pleasure my Princess and follow Her instructions and She can be assured of my devotion and happiness in serving Her. :-)