So, I was going to write about this in the last blog but somehow my last blog turned into a testimony to the D/s lifestyle.
Goddess Vanilla woke up this morning to her daily body massage I give her. "Slave," she said, "Would you like to fuck me or be milked?" Today, I really wanted to fuck the most gorgous woman in my life. "I want to fuck you." "Good boy, Slave." She said stretching on the bed. "That's what I want too."
So, after she released me from the CB-6000 and I showered, I came back to her lying naked on the bed in all her glory. She has the perfect MILF boobies and a perfect stomach from all the sit up she does.
Hurray!!!! The second time is a charm! That and Petrolium Jelly is my new friend. Thanks to the comments I got from my first milking blog.
Woke up this morning and gave Goddess Vanilla her full body massage. (I do this daily.) As a gift, she told me I could make her cum so I got out the lube and pleasured her. Afterwards, she was very open and chatty. Happily she said, "Would you like to cum too?" "YES!" was my strong resounding answer. Inquisitively she said, "Do you need to cum or just want to? On a scale of one to ten, how bad do you need to cum?" I actually thought about it, probably a mistake on my part. "I guess if 10 means grovelling and begging to cum, I'm at an 8." Looking surprised with a furrowed brow she said, "Really?" and then said, "The last time you came, you were a real asshole for the rest of the day and you said you didn't like to cum because it makes you grumpy and not submissive to me." I thought back, "Yes, that's true, Goddess. You're right I did say that."
We were laying on the bed together with our heads on our pillows. She stopped looking at the ceiling and looked at me - dead in the eyes. "Would you rather fuck me and cum or be milked?" A torturous question. "I'd like to fuck you," I said. "No, I really don't think you do," she replied and then repeated, "You were very sorrowful the last time you came because of how it made you a jerk and not submissive to me. And, I don't want that to happen again. Is it going to happen again?" The crossroads were there before me but damn it, I can't lie - it's just not in my nature to lie to Goddess Vanilla. "Goddess, I know I'd be a jerk and not submissive. It's hormonal from my ejaculation and I can't stop that." "Hmmm," she said, "Well then sounds like you would really rather be milked than to fuck me?" The word came stammering out of my mouth before I could stop it, "Yes." "Yes, what Slave?" She wanted me to say it knowing it's humiliatingly true. "Yes, I want to be milked and not fuck you," I said straight forward. "Good boy, you made the right choice. Now go get the supplies."
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i am getting the Royal Fucking Treatment and i am breaking. Presently i am tattooed, with a hairless body, toenails painted and with cock caged. i have been ordered to maintain myself in these conditions for an entire week and do not have a specific date that Mistress has set for my release or the re-gaining of lost privileges.
As my gift to my beloved, I handed over the key to my CB6000, a certificate of chastity, and a signed contract with the terms and conditions. The period of the contract is ongoing and unlimited, so now I am in complete sexual submission to her.
She is still rather new to this, so we had a discussion about what might be my limits, turn-offs, etc. We've had this discussion before, of course, but I think she wanted to know if my answers had changed now that I am locked-up.
Hey! What a night! I must have only slept a couple of hours altogether! All night my mind was swimming with horny scenarios! The psychological effects are really kicking in now! YAY!
I would lie down and close my eyes to be met with images of:
Me bent over having my bum paddled till it was bright pink.
Of Princess demanding I dress up in heels, stockings and corset to serve her champagne and strawberries while she plays games on her computer and ignores me.
Of me being tied to the bed and teased till my balls go purple with the strain and Princess fucking herself with a huge dildo at the site of my discomfort.
Of Princess tying me into an all fours (doggy) position and playing with my ass so much that she can strap on fuck me in the ass on cam for her punters while I yelp and skwirm.
Of being tied up against the door with Her in a black PVC Catsuit whipping me with Her riding crop till bright red lines are all over my bum.
Of being dressed in a sissy maids outfit and made to help her perform her web cam duties by getting her drinks and lubing up her toys before being made to watch Her play with Her Pussy and dildos.
Of Princess bringing a girl friend home and making me strip naked so they can inspect Her cock, then them kissing and getting it on while I am hand-cuffed and forced to watch as they bring each other to climax.
Literally my mind was swimming with these and loads more scenes!
Also I should report, I have started to have random outbursts lately, I seem to just suddenly snap, about nothing at all (I think it is almost certainly down to the psychological effects of the lock-up as I am a very chilled person) so I think I may well be getting punished soon, Princess doesn't like me snapping.
So far I have been locked up for a whole week and I thought it was time for another update. Yesterday I was suddenly overcome with emotions and became very clingy and needy of Princess. All sorts of things were racing through my mind of doubts that I would never get any attention and would be forgotten and neglected. This must be the beginning of the psychological effects of chastity :-D I really love how I am becoming so dependant upon Princess for affection and tenderness, I really appreciate simple things like having the back of my neck rubbed 1000 times more than before. A simple thing like a gentle neck rub takes on a whole romantic and erotic flavour, making my cock swell to fill the cage and tingles run down my spine and over my head. :-)
When chastized these kind of things become even more powerful and sensual and love filled than penetrative sex itself!
I am sure with the psychological effects getting more profound as we travel down this road I will understand that I only get pleasure when Princess wants me too. Never before.
Princess locking me up and taking ownership of my cock is the best thing ever!I am becoming obsessed with pleasing Princess in anyway possible, cleaning the house, making breakfast & dinner, doing the house chores, pleasuring her with my tongue or with the strap on, or with the toys we have. I get so much pleasure from making her cum , much more than I would get from me cumming. I can pleasure her till she is satified and she knows I am ready and willing to get back to work as soon as she needs me. Taking the cock out of the equation means all my attention is on her, and I actually get more pleasure myself from this than from orgasming myself!
Another thing I think I should mention is that I bought Princess a copy of Male Chastity: A Guide for Keyholdersby Lucy Fairbourne and she finished it last night. The moment she finished it she woke me up and started teasing me all through the night! Be careful what you wish for they say, hehe, I am soooo glad wishes can come true :-D
Hey Everyone! Time for a New Years Update! I was locked up for 4 days on my last lock up (28th Dec-1st Jan) and everything was going all great. I however had to fly to the States on the 2nd Jan so Princess unlocked me (I am one of those people who ALWAYS gets searched at the gate, I don't know why, maybe I'm just unlucky, or look shifty lol!) so yeh I had to be unlocked as altho I love being locked 24/7, getting my device out in front of the airport security guards is not something I'm quite ready for yet! I had 3 days with no device, I missed it! I love the feel of restriction on my cock, the way its constantly under the control of Princess and even the slightest semi is not allowed to arise. I am still however Orgasm free, I didn't wank at all during my trip away, I didn't want to (it's not my cock anymore) and I also didn't have time! Was a crazy busy work trip so masturbating didn't even enter my mind, I would get back to the hotel and just flake out! I got back on the 5th Jan and straight away picked up Princess on my way home from the airport, I didn't get locked back up till last night (the 6th Jan) however so that I could get a good nights sleep and get rid of my jet-lag (I was a zombie, lol!). So I am back locked up! YAY! I was allowed a treat of penetrating Princess before being locked up again, but with NO ORGASM! My balls were throbbing so much that even the slightest thrust wud make me have to take deep breaths and focus on not cumming, I succeeded! I kept my cock deep inside Her so that my warm meat cud be felt in the core of her being, but held back my seed so that my yearning can still grow and grow. Thank you Princess! I couldn't do it for long, the tide of desire was sweeping through me and I had to stop or I would have cum. Afterwards we had to go to the shops and my balls were aching the whole time we were walking around. I could tell Princess was getting a buzz out of my discomfort, which would turn me on, and make my balls ache even more! After my balls had calmed down last night Princess told me to go and shower and shave so I could get locked up again, I of course jumped straight in and shaved myself nice and smooth (on a side note I really want to start getting waxed, it will last longer and will make me smoother). Once I was all shaved and clean Princess got the Curve Device out of her handbag and watched me grease up my shaft with baby oil and lock myself away. It's now the morning, Princess was working late last night (she is a Cam-Girl and works all different hours) and was very tired, she is still sleeping right now, I love how pretty she looks when she sleeps, and the way my cock twinges at the site of her cute face. She has had a couple of weeks off over the festive period and the full days work clearly tired her out, when we went to bed she crashed out, after the sugar buzz (from all the U.S sweets I bought her) died down. Today I am being given a list of jobs to do as the start of my Submissive Training, YAY! Now I'm back I will be able to keep this more up-to-date and shall be posting more regularly. I haven't Orgasmed since 28th December 2008 and with no release date planned who knows when the next one will be!
Another day under the control of Princess awaits :-)