First the facts: I'm an ordinary guy in my mid 50's that enjoys all kinds of Kink, BD, Femdom, etc., at least in fantasy. I'm a closet submissive with an active fantasy life. I have also put on a few extra pounds in the past year that, up to now, I have been unable to take off. I have been happily married for nearly twenty years to a beautiful wife who is in her early 50's and still has the same slim figure she had when I married her. I also have a strong sex drive - not quite insatiable but pretty close.
well after one month and twenty five days my husband finally got a chance to roll the dice to see if he would get released .after months of not practicing our chastity ,it took him twenty five days of added time to his chastity for violations of my rules.but as i am happy to announce,he is back in his proper subspace and is completely back in his rightful complete submissive state.yesterday he knew it was his roll day so we went out for a few drinks and let the excitement build and i know he wanted to roll a 12 so he would get to come inside me with no clean up duty but it just wasnt to be.in fact i thought when he rolled his 7 he was going to complain because it wasnt what he wanted but like i said,he is back in his roll and he took his 7 and didnt show any signs of disappointment because it would have added 2 weeks of time onto his next release date.he asked me what i wanted and i told him that i wanted him to slowly stroke himself and when he was close,i propped up three pillows under his back and made him put his legs over his head and he shot cum all over his face missing to big bursts of come on his nose ,eye and chin while i massaged his asshole with a nice black dildo.what he didnt end up initally drinking,he got to lick off the dildo that i used to pick it off his face and feed it to him.he immediately put his cbshort back on and thanked me and we marked nov19th on the calendar for his next potential release date.we shall see how much time will be added for his violations.check my previous blogs for rules and regulations and what the dice game rules are for those of you who dont follow my blogs on this site
Hey everyone i am new to chastity. Last night i was put into a CB-6000 I had owned another device before but when i was soft and active it would just kinda fall off.. Tell me thats not embaracing to have fall out of your shorts at work... ? But anyways me and my keyholder don't exactly live 5 min. apart and with both of us having a busy lifestyle its hard to get together.. Its not the length of time wearing it that bothers me.. its the length of time i go without it being removed and washed.. Most of the stories i have read , typicly the one in chastity is cheaned often... Anyone have any idea's?
Ihave on offer a new cb6000 if your in need of such a device contact me
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and im sure we can come to some aragment ref price im uk based
Just browsed this special site and found that Vita has an interest in me.. I have just learned I have an interest in becoming submissive, as I have Domed and Femenized several young males, three of which now live life as Females. all who have legal docs as a Female, one who now is employed by the US Postal service. I do not closet my sissys but when they become passable under my care I take them to First Class Resorts, like the DON CESEAR, so Google that and see. I also give dinner partys for local Sissys and their wives, to enjoy the honesty of there new life, and I dont prepare Peasant Food, Dineing with friends is an Art form and not a Task. I do yield my joys in helping to become passable, to anyone in this life as my truth, come meet me, challange me, and....Not ashamed that in this time in life I also have the need to submit to a dominant lady or a Dominant very passable Shemale who has achieved the excellence I have developed in others.
My Epithath on a stone near my parents shall read "He Enevied No Man" and those Sissys who I have Developed, and found joy in there life and nots shame,
Had a coffee and long chat with Ms Vita this mornin.We talked about various subjects. This toy did of course get embarassed with certain talk since noone was in there and the ppl working there were listoning and looking. /blush. But overall it was fun but I could of done some things better like talk less and I didnt bring a gift that she was not pleased about.Shes a busy woman with a full life for sure and has a dominant lover so we will have to see where things go but he knows that she has little toys on the side she said.So maybe it is ok we will see.She allowed me to kiss her hand and that was nice and made me a little hard.I am hoping to learn more about what shes into but one thing she made clear. She doesnt go part way in the play she enjoys and that she loves pushing a slaves limits.. then more .. then more.I squirmed and avoided eye contact hearing this and I am sure she noticed.Glad I went.
Hello all ....Vita's toy waldo again. I am going to meet the wonderful Ms Vita tomorrow morning .I am of course nervous but feel lucky and special inside that I get to meet her after about a week or so of chating and obeying her commands online.I have to relax and remember that we are real people and would have to both feel the chemisty for things to progress further.It may work and it may not but she is worth taking the chance and so am I even though she is superior of course.I hope I am not too nervous to smile for her.I am glad she choose a public place for meet as we with both feel comfy.Will see how it goes but as a male ...even a submissive male you have to be brave and step and and meet her face to face and take a shot at something great.So thats what I am going to do tomorrow morning so wish me luck all.
Hello all, this is Vita's little toy waldo. I am very lucky that such a wonderful woman is considering taking me on as her personal toy. A toy that with her guidance can and will become her lovely creation that she can be proud of and use to her heart's content. As a stray submissive I am overly excited already and have to keep myself at a more relaxed level in the future so I can better obey her and not make mistakes.
I have never been a locked up slavetoy before so alot of thoughts run though my mind of course. What will happen with my little dick that is my main sexual outlet locked up? How much will this help me become her slavetoy? Hoping alot....I will need and beg for her guidance and chastity will help alot in my slave training as she molds me into the creation of her liking. I know that with my little dick locked up I will be able to focus on Ms Vita's pleasure and i am thankfull for it if that should happen. She will then intoduce me to other parts of her training that I dont know at this time but I am excited and eager to learn.
Right, received my brand new CB6000 at the weekend and am putting it on today. Will try for 24hrs initially to a, see if I can wear it at work, and b, see if I can sleep with it on. Sadly, I'm a habitual masterbater though have manage not to masterbate for the last 2 days in preparation.
No KH yet but if I manage a day or two I am going to speak to my other half about it.
Oh, I'm also going to be wearing an external rubber catheter to make peeing easier. I'll update on how that goes.
This will be an open honest and sincer diary/blog of my descent into servitude ...to the most Wonderful Goddess in the world,this diary will be updated every week,and it will be read and commented on by my Goddess.
Hopefully there will be comments and suggestions,,,the only thing i can promise is an totally open and honest diary,and i hope interesting diary,i have had problems deciding where to start as im currently under punishment by my Goddess for beeing a bad slave......
So for me there is only one way to start this diary and that will be from today with explanations of why im beeing punished,,,the blog will start sunday evening and will be updated every week....hopefully with comments from my Goddess.
What i will try to achieve is a real life diary,and not only the porn side of beeing chastified and trained..all the up and downs..emotionally ..thoughts..and of course the sexual frustration .....or relief...im just a humble but happy slave so if anyone would like to comment ..have questions..advice ..i will answer truthfully and always sincer..
have a great Weekend all and please come back to read my first entry to the blog Sunday.
I'm a single and slightly frustrated man. I brought a CB2000 about a month ago and eventually got up the courage to put it on. I have now had it on for six days and I am surprised how easy that has been, especially since I am prone to fairly frequent erections -- of course prevented by the device but enough to be uncomfortable. The overwhelming emotion that I have felt whilst wearing it is one of being somehow protected or safe.
It's the same with cross dressing; wearing a bra and tights makes me feel loved and protected. Crazy, eh?
I would really like to find a local keyholder who could take me to the next stage of submission. Oh well. I can dream...
Well it was time for my husband's monthly dice roll to see if he got to come out and release his load.see my other blogs for my rules and dice roll outcome chances.we both got excited leading up to his roll and it has become a very intimate moment between us as he gets ready to roll.We actually went to a bar to have a couple of drinks while I humiliated him in front of our local bartender.His roll came up a nine which meant that he got to come out of his cage for a day but does not get to come.I teased him all night and then for valentines day,we went to a place called origins and bought me all kinds of lotions for me.leg cream,heel cream,body lotion and 2 kinds of bath crystals and 2 new massage oils.He got to use all of them while he massaged me for three hours on the massage table I bought for him for christmas last year.By the time he was done with the massage he was dripping precum down to his knees.By the time my bath was finished he had a puddle of pre come on his feet and the ground between his legs.Since it was valentines day,and I was horny as hell,I decided to allow him to come but only after i came from him screwing me.I had to keep telling him to slow down so he would not come before me.He was banging me like a jackrabbit so i had him pull out .He then slowed and grinded until i came and right after,he exploded with a month long load of come that took him twelve minutes to suck every bit out of me and between my cheeks that had oozed down!His face was covered from his eyes to his chin with both of our come and mostly his.He looked so silly and slutty i took several pictures before i used a dildo clean up the bits that were left so he could get every last drop.It was wonderful valentines day for both of us,and although he hates providing clean up duty,he knows how lucky it was to be valentines day because it would have 2 months minimum before he would of had a chance to orgasm.His longest stint since we started this dice game last year had been 2 month and three weeks in between.see you next month.Goddessape.
First, and foremost... is the belt secure for you?! > Yes. Have you been able to defeat it or orgasm in it at all? > No chance to defeat - but orgasm is possible depending on the circumstances (f.x. when tied up it's easy for me to orgasm in the belt). Second is it comfortable? > There are only a few models which are comfortable, I believe. Most crucial is correct measuring - if it's done wrong, comfort and security may be gone. Yes, it is comfortable if measuring and fine tuning (bending) are done. How about while sitting at a desk for long periods? > See the answer above. There rather are no limitations. Periods of activity? > See above. I like the idea of the total design, the open rear (for strap on and prostate play), and the locking rear, but fear it may not be as comfortable as some of the other styles in the long run. > As far as I know the most comfortable design is the Neosteel "The Arch" - and it's possible getting it with open rear ("Ergo Rear". Do ever experience any pinching, pressure, chafing, or bruising on your rear as a result of that belt style? > Yes, as long as the fine tuning wasn't done. But then there are no problems. How long are you aboe to wear the belt for, and what's you longest lockdown period now?! I believe your website said something like 3 weeks was your longest. Are you still locked in it often and long term? > No longer than those three weeks but if my wife had wished, it could have been a quite longer period. For me, I had no problems at all. If you had to choose a belt again, would you choose the same one? The same rear style? > Wish I could afford "The Arch" - I'd buy it at once (with "Ergo Rear".
If you like to know more about The Arch, ask Gweny - she's wearing it continously for several months now.
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First of all, did you use the neosteel measuring kit? Or did you measure without it? > I didn't use the measuring kit - and did it not right. So I spend more money on the changes than the measuring kit costs... Either way, did the belt have the proper measurements when you received it (aside from the normal bending), or did you have to send it back to Mr Mende) for adjustments? > No sending back on this reason, Mr Mende does a really good job. Also, I'm debating between the normal ergo hip belt, and the masterpiece hip belt without lining. Does the lining of your belt ever get uncomfortable or chaffe? Do you suspect it would be better without the lining? > Well, the silicone lining never got uncomfortable. Maybe the unlined Masterbelt still is more comfortable if your sweating.
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First the facts: I'm an ordinary guy in my mid 50's that enjoys all kinds of Kink, BD, Femdom, etc., at least in fantasy. I'm a closet submissive with an active fantasy life. I have also put on a few extra pounds in the past year that, up to now, I have been unable to take off. I have been happily married for nearly twenty years to a beautiful wife who is in her early 50's and still has the same slim figure she had when I married her. I also have a strong sex drive - not quite insatiable but pretty close.
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