Oh boy did I get rudely awakened yesterday and this morning.......

My relationship with Princess Lexus was really becoming a one way street and I know that is part of the type of relationship you build, you give.... she demands and...... I like that.

However that is not true when it comes to communication. That in my opinion will always be a two way street. When there is a need for direction, a need for information, a need to trust to be able to obey, I do believe that the slave should receive that information. Keep in mind I did not mention argue or disobey!

Being aMaster is not just barking a new order when confusion becomes obvious! I was trying to find out more about my Princess, so I started reading her responses to various topics on the net. I started to realize that I really did not know anything of "her"! She could be a minor playing a cruel joke.

Than out of the blue I get this private message from another member who did read my blogs, warning me that in reality Princess Lexus most likely is a man!

I did not know if that was true, for all  I did know.... it could be true, but it surely did make me land on my feet, instead of dwelling in the dream castle up high.  

What am I green and naive in this world. Hey I would like that in a slave. That means you can mold them to anything you want. That would be my approach! But that means you have to mold. Let’s make that analogy to molding wax and the artist that does use the wax. You reshape and build things by applying warmth to the wax, so it becomes pliable and ready to give way. You can then also apply pressure so it will stick to a new environment, settle in a new place, add to places you like to build up, shave away from places you would like to see disappear.

One of the Female Masers on this webpage said it right on and I used that statement to Princess Lexus: There is a lot more to long term chastity than just giving up keys, there must be trust, devotion, and loyalty, none of which you have with a stranger. So communication! Communication! Communication!

Give me some proof that you are, that you say you are! I think that is fair! I asked……Why do I have to make myself publically known and the Master stays safely in hiding. In my belief a Master is vulnerable too, except She knows how to deal with her own vulnerability and on top of that takes care of the vulnerable of her slave by taking control of him. Do I see that wrong?

Anyway Princess Lexus slid away like a serpent in the night blinded by a spotlight. She (or most likely He) gave up. I did not mean a thing to Her/him other than a toy to play with. I do hear that term once in a while "toy". I do see however,  the despair in the blogs of a Master when the toy does walk away.... as in the case of Mistress_Watchful last weekend! I felt for Her. That showed me she truly cared for her pet. He was precious to Her! And rightfully so!

Well Princess Lexus last words were: Lexus Princess: Ok, your on your own.

And for once more I did obey!

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