Now my girl friend is pretty anti chastity and I try how I might to open her up to it without being pushy.  Previously we made a bet over something stupid and if she lost she had to hold onto one of the keys and hide the other in my room (different then a full fledged key holder).  The bet was her idea and it gave me the impression that she might be warming up to it.  Well after a while she got kinda sick of it and basically said it was gross.  To this day she still has the one key (hey! take what you can get right).  Also the key she hid remains hidden.  Because I wanted her to keep the key in hopes against hopes she might one day shock me and try it again, I went out and just bought new locks so I could self chastitize myself.  

     Well this is the situation.  I have three locks.  The original lock which  my Girlfirned has one key and the other is hidden in my room.  I also have apiece of crap lock I've had forever. And the new one I just bought.  I used the new lock to lock the chastity device itself.  When I plan to stay locked up for more then one day, I put the keys to the "new lock" into this wooden lock box I have and then lock it with the crappy lock I have.  I either leave the key to the crappy lock at work, in my car or where ever else I can think of that will make me heistate before my morning blue balls makes me take it off. I keep my girlfriend's lock off to the side, out of the way. ---Sorry I hope you followed that, its kind of confusing I know.-------

 So I had been wearing my chastity belt for about two days,  but I wanted to experiment and try the smallest lock pin with the smallest O Ring.  Well that didn't work out.  I couldn't even get my penis in because of all the constriction it kept getting hard.  So I decided to use the loggest pin, with the "B" KSD-G2, the middle level POI, a median spacer  and the 3rd biggest ring.  My normal set up is the 2nd smallest O Ring, the middle Locking Pin, the largest KSD-G2 (A),  and one of the median spaces.  With that set up I wake up in the morning with the O ring chaffing me and INSANE blue balls, but I usually bare with it.  I'd hoped that the new set up, with the longer locking pin and larger O ring would allow my penis some more space.  Oh the other hand the POI and the smaller KSD-G2 were intended to keep my penis more securily bound.  Keep in mind whenever I try something new I like to test it out for a few hours and see if all the circulation is ok.  Well I put it on, put the keys in the lock box and clicked the other lock shut. This is where things begin to get interesting.

    Just to note I had been drinking that night and maybe thats what spurred my experimental attitude.  As soon as I locked the lock box shut I realized that I had not used the crappy lock I usually use but mstakenly picked up my  girlfriend's lock.  Well this was pretty scary and arousing at the same time, not a good combo for when testing a new CB setup. Another factor was that my girlfriend was coming over the following evening and I had no idea what I was going to do.  I know she hates it when I wear it and hates it even more if I have it on around her.  But then she was the only person who could get the lock off.  Reluctantly I asked her where she hid the keyin my room.  Atfirst she teased me about it alittle, "Do you REALLLY wanna know?"  When I told her I'd used her lock by accident she just laughed at me but then she told me it was in one of my DVD Cases (which I have about 15) and gave me further descripts because she didn't remember which DVD it was excatly because it had been a few months.  Well when I went to look for it I was SOL.  There was no key where she said it was.  Then she told me she might have moved it above my bookcase.   Nope not there either.  I had a pretty strong belief that she was fucking with me, maybe to get me back for even wearing the thing in the first place.  She completely denied it.  Now obviously by this point the total lack of helplessness was overwhelpingly arousing and my penis and balls were so swollen it was turing a dark purple/red color.  This kind of scared me because this is the first time I used the "B" KSD-G2 instead of the "A" and I was worried I might have limited circulation some how.  Well after a while it went back to normal and I breathed a sigh of relief.  This didn't mean, of course, that it stayed flacid.  Everytime I thought about the situation I became aroused again. 

    I later contacted my girlfriend again and explained the whole situation in detail and also made it clear that if she wanted any use of me she would need to remember to bring the key the next day.  She agreed ofcourse and by now I knew she wasn't playing tricks on me and had most likely just forgotten where it was.  But regardless, I knew it was going to be a long night.  I think I finally fell asleep around 3 of 4 A.M but I didn't stay alseep for long.  I woke around 6 with blue balls, probably not as much as I would of had in my other setup but enough that it would make me sit up and take deep breaths or walk around.  The blue balls were made worse, however, by the fact that I was reminded of my situation, the fantasy of requiring my girl friend to release me that I doubted would ever be anything more then that, which reinforced the swelling of my penis.  But eventually it died down and I was able to sleep again.  I was awakened in the same manor at 8 and then again at 9:30.   Finally around 10 I managed to get some real sleep.  This is where the fantasy became less appealing.  

      I woke at 12 P.M. to the sound of a slight creaking in the device and to another session of morning wood.  I was getting aggitated by this point because I just wanted some good sleep.  But then again moments later there was another sound.  This time is sounded much more like something breaking and that was enough to wake me up.  As I examined it I did indeed see a small break forming along the lines where the top and bottoms connected.  Then I felt a pinch, a very painful pinch as a new the plastic was splitting apart then claming down on some of my skin.  After calming myself, I realized that my girlfriend would be here in seven hours and it can't get much worse then this and I'll just chill out till then.  While taking a shower the pain got alot worse and I assume even more skin got caught in the crack.  That was that, I had had enough.  I turned my bookshelf inside out and to my surprise it was in one of the DVDs.  She told me it wasn't in a certain genre of DVD and so I ignored them.   But what she considered a certain genre, I considered something else.  Who knows, maybe my subconscious didn't want me to find the key because I was enjoying myself too much the night before.  Well regardless, I unlocked the box and got the keys. When I started to take the device off, every tiny bit of motion was agonizing because my skin was still trapped and I could do nothing to spread the cage. Eventually I just took it off as much as it hurt.

    In the end there was a tiny cut  on the side of my penis which has healed.  Worse the cage was ruined and I had to wait for a replacementWell I decided to also pick up a curve cage to see how that compares.  They should be here in a few days and I am impatient as all hell.

------------------Yes I know I misspell many words, have tons of typos and have crappy grammer.---------------

And yes this is not fiction.  If you doubt it I'll post pics of the broken apart cage but I doubt you'll be able to make out the little blood stain. Well I hope you liked my real life story.  I'm sure some members will even have enjoyed my suffering.  :p   

 -Frustrated as always

Noxcape 

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