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Written by admin (maid lexis*)
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Hi everyone, I just wanted to start documenting my real lifestyle change. As you may or may not know as of last Sunday my keys were handed over to my live in key holder, Mistress Rissa. Today has been my eighth day in 24/7 chastity with only one day out last week to ride my motorcycle, clean up and shave my clitty. Today 9/04/06 has been both exciting and very frustrating as I had to dress in hose and bra a tight fitting shirt and short skirt and boots. I have been cleaning the kitchen, doing all the dishes for what seems like days. My Mistress did give me a break to try on a ton of different outfits giving me the thumbs up or down with each one. No doubt about it trying on clothes is very much like work. I asked her if I could take a internet break to start a blog on this whole different world I've decided (maybe foolishly) to embark on. Right now my feet hurt and I'm so horny I'm about to explode, but of course I can't with my cb3k doing a marvelous job of keeping things out of reach. I was hoping last night that today I would finally be allowed to have an orgasm, but do to all my bitching and whining I've been told that there is no set date at this point when my chastity device will be removed. In the past I've always played for a few hours with my fantasies and always ended in release. And I always only included myself. I also looked at porn daily and masturbated so much that my girlfriend basically didn't get any attention at all. So all this is I hope going to reprogram my terrible behavior and make me focus my attentions on someone other than myself. But so far I'm really having second thoughts on the permanence and the reality of all this. It's going to be very hard to do everyting I'm told knowing there is no guarantee of reward. Well I've got to get back to cleaning or I may be wearing this thing forever!
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Any reason you stopped updating your blog?