04-16-09

                I have made the decision to start writing a blog on here. A few years ago I came across this website. I had never really heard anything about chastity, but was interested by what I found here. About a week after that I ordered my first chastity belt (CB-3000). I had been chatting with a dom over the internet who had some experience with chastity. Once my belt arrived I spent that afternoon playing around with it, and finding the right configuration of rings and spacers. Once I was satisfied with the fit I took it off, and made the drive to my dom’s house. That evening she locked me in the device, where I was to stay for the next week, and I was hooked. She made me wear the belt on and off for about 6 weeks, but the time with it locked on never exceeded that one week. I fell out of contact with this dom soon after that, leaving me to be my own key holder. Needless to say, my will power wasn’t very strong. I was never locked up for more than a day at a time. The feeling of the chastity belt on my penis became “masturbation material”, it seemed that no sooner had I put it on, I was taking it off again so I could touch myself. This went on for well over a year.

                Fast Forward: I started seeing a wonderful girl last October. She is great. I actually feel that she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. At the onset of the relationship I had informed her about my interest in BDSM, and D/S. She was open to try it as well. After a couple of weeks where we tested the waters of incorporating these things into our bedroom activities, a joke was made by a close friend of mine about my chastity belt. Now he had really no idea that I even had one, nor had I told her so. So one night we were both lying in bed talking, and she made the comment about how much she wanted me but it was that time of the month. So I told her that I wouldn’t cum until we were able to do it together. She didn’t believe me. Then I told her that there was a way that she could be absolutely sure that I stay true to my word, with that said I stood up walked over to my dresser and pulled out my CB-3000. After explaining how it worked I told her I would be willing to put it on, and surrender the keys, as well as my cock and orgasms to her. She agreed to try it out. Together we fastened the ring around my balls and slid the cage over my cock. I handed the lock to her, and with a click I was locked inside. Just as I had promised, I handed her the only two keys I had. She slid them inside her bra, gave me a kiss, rolled over, and went to sleep. That first night was hell. I had forgotten how many times you wake up to a burning in your balls, and a raging hard-on confined in about a quarter of the space that it truly needs to be comfortable. I couldn’t help but lie there watching her sleep, wondering how long she will keep those keys, and kicking myself for giving her the opportunity to lock it. Then I realized it was for real this time. There was no unlocking it after and hour so I could touch myself. The next day we went shopping, an entire day of walking around the mall with this device strapped to my testicles. Later I asked her if she liked me wearing the CB-3000. She said that it was kind of exciting walking around the mall knowing that I was locked. She kept me in the belt for 5 days. After the first night sleeping was getting a little easier and I was starting to get used to the belt being there. When she removed it that first time it was because I had developed a small sore from the side of the cage. It really wasn’t a big deal. It seemed to heal quickly. Even after it had, I wasn’t going to push to be locked back up.  A couple of months passed and I figured she had forgotten all about the belt. She had been on me about helping her do some research for a college paper she was writing, and I was procrastinating. After numerous discussions about the paper, and my continuously putting it off, she disappeared one night only to return holding the Cb-3000. She then informed me that I would have no orgasms until the paper had been finished. She locked the device on me and slid the keys into her bra. It worked, that night after she went home I started on the paper, it took longer than I expected it to. I made it 6 days this time, but when it came time to release me she said she liked me in the belt and I just might have to wear it longer. When I asked why, she told me that I am much more loving with her while I am wearing it, and it excites her to know that she controls when I can touch myself. We even explored sex where she gets multiple orgasms, without me being allowed any at all. After she was done she locked me back in my chastity unfulfilled and frustrated. I lasted as long as I could in the belt, but the hinge in the ring of the CB-3000 would cause me great irritation, so I told her I would no longer be able to wear it for long periods of time. It never would break the skin, and the belt was completely comfortable to wear except for the hinge. I love the idea of wearing the belt for her because I too enjoy the way I am with her when I am in the belt. So I started looking at the CB-6000, but we both kind of forgot about the whole thing until now.

                At the beginning of this month I had to move across the country to attend school, and she has to stay and finish up her semester. While we both knew it was going to be hard, it has turned out to be much harder then expected.  I am used to touching her and making love to her everyday. We both enjoy making the other wear a butt plug as a little reminder of the other throughout the day.  Our days also include numerous x-rated text messages. These drive me crazy, I have had to turn back to masturbation. (With Force).  Yesterday I ordered a CB-6000, and it should arrive tomorrow. I am excited and scared all at the same time, after I ordered it we decided that I would work out the correct combination of rings and spacers, then I will lock myself up and mail her the keys. We also agreed that I will remain locked up until she finishes her semester and flies out so she can unlock me herself, and while I am excited about the situation, she isn’t coming until the first week in August. This is over 3 months away, I have never gone longer than like 10 days before. This will be a true test for me, but I want to go through with it to prove to her how much she means to me. This is why I started this blog. I am going to keep this everyday while I am locked. I want her to be able to read this everyday as I go through this. I Love You, Beautiful.       

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written by HolderOfTheKey, April 16, 2009

Sound like she's a lucky girl.

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