On holiday at an adult resort in Jan 2004, my wife and I met a couple where the man was locked in a CB Curve.  My wife was very enthusiastic about this and told me to get one.  Nerves and dread meant that it took me four months to acquire one, despite repeated questions about why I had not done so.

 She originally said she would use it to train me – if I was good – hence gooddog – I would be released, if not – baddog – I would remain locked.

 It arrived when I was out, and when I got back My wife held the package out and enquired what it was.  I knew immediately and opened it.  Her response was ‘at last you’ve done what I asked’ and demanded I put it on immediately. She insisted on a week’s trial – which proved uncomfortable to say the least - though fortunately I had immediately found the right combination of rings and spacers.

 She released me and did not lock me up again until three months later – when I was locked for almost three weeks.  At the same time she decided it was time to formalise arrangements and insisted I register with the Slave Register (no. 331639), and also to set up the Keyholder register at Yahoo.  Here my certificate records that I ceded all rights of ownership of my genitals, and that she as Mistress JP took all decisions as to relief in future.

 I was granted a week’s release and from then to the end of the year was locked again for weeks at a time.  I was released as she wished to use my cock for her pleasure.

 In February 2005 I was locked for the whole month though released during that time as and when she though fit.  I was fortunate after that to remain free until May was I was locked for two weeks, though in the middle I was released for her pleasure and forbidden any relief for myself.

 After that we again resumed a ‘normal’ relationship.

At this time she also discussed her feelings.  It was so good having me locked, she said, because I was more attentive and looked after her so much better ( that was not just in bed but around the house, where she has ‘asked’ me to take on more and more).  Her orgasm were much more intense: releasing me could spoil that!  On a number of occasions, I suggested it but she said I was being so good, it was better to keep me locked!  It was each time she came up with this that, when I free,  next day I was locked up again.  If I was not performing to her standard, then she locked me – or kept me locked.  Catch 22!

 She did though have one problem, she said.  She does love penetration, and having me locked was sometimes a nuisance with the key downstairs.  I eagerly said I would get it but she said she’d have gone off the boil by the time I came back, thus it never happened unless she remembered to bring it up with her.  I did ‘encourage’ her to remember, but she always said, no, we’ll get it if we need it – Catch 22 again!

 Then she came up with the idea of using another man for penetration and that excited her Yes, she said, she would find another man and it meant I would become a cuckold, which really appealed to her.  Bit by bit she developed the idea and got more excited about it.  When it happened she informed me would be the start of permanent chastity for me, that is, I would remain locked at all times except when she required penetration.

 (Over the months at her request I have kept records of our orgasms including masterbation.  She regularly reviewed the figures and she noted that my incidence had dropped from around 14 a month to less than 10 and eventually in August six.  This she said was as it should be as I needed to get used to very limited relief).

More lock-ups followed in July and August for periods of up to two weeks, during which I was required to pleasure her, and informed that this was my training for my future.

 In August we went to a dinner party with two other couples.  I was told that I was to pleasure the other females as they required though without penetration or relief.  She played with both men and women, though made it clear she would not let them penetrate her.  That is, until it came to the time to leave.

 One of the men said he would rather like to take her upstairs by himself.  She readily agreed and informed me to dress and be ready to leave.  They left the bedroom door open and the noise indicated she was being fucked by him.  I crept up and watched.

 After 30 minutes they came down, and she announced to them all that I was no officially a cuckold ‘as he has witnessed  – I saw him watching’.  On the drive home, she told me that I would be locked very soon and that during the next week, I would have the opportunity of a final masterbation and one more penetration.  That I was allowed on Friday 2 September. 

 On the Sunday, I pleasured her and then she announced that in view of my cuckold status and the fact that I was so horny, I would be locked the following day.  I was given permission to penetrate her.  She lay down with her legs open and I entered.  She made no effort to move or thrust.  But the intensity of my thoughts and the anticipation of being locked meant that I lasted a few seconds – which she commented meant I was not much use to her anyway – if I came so quickly!

 Next morning I was locked – and have remained so ever since, apart from release in the middle when she wanted to ride me.  She insisted that I put on a thick sheath so that I did not come, though she had a huge orgasm.  Shortly after though, she took my penis and with very few swift strokes milked me.

 She told me to wash myself in cold water  which rapidly meant I shrank, at which point I was re-locked.

 In the following week early one morning I was very hard, straining in the cage and had a release without orgasm – she noticed also and commented that this was good as it meant I would not need to be relieved that week.  That was ten days ago.

 I have questioned her about when I might be relieved again.  She has told me that I if I request relief it will be denied, at the same time she pointed out that if I do not ask, she will not know when I need it!  When I pointed out the contradiction, she merely said that was the way it would be, but conceded that I could request to know when my next release will be, though I could not expect to be given a definite answer.

 I have also been given instructions to arrange a meeting for her with another man – she has asked me to review people who have been interested in meeting us on a site we use, and to present her with possible partners – I have found three and one she is very keen to meet.  I am to be present the first time, to wait on them both.

 She has also taken up an earlier idea I had for making a video, starring both of us as strangers who meet up.  Now she says, she will play the leading role with another man - I will film and edit it. (I will of course be locked).

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 There it goes.  When she first brought the idea up, I went along with her excitement, and thought it might well be a fun game.  But as I have explained I became nervous about it and had doubts.  But she was keen so I went along with it.

Certainly the first few times were very exciting and being under control had its great moments.  I got used to the first painful mornings and generally my body has adjusted.  Now it has got much more serious and is no longer a game.

 But I accept it.  She is my mistress – I am her slave.  Her pleasure is paramount, and although I long for relief, there have been times when I secretly have hoped she will not release me to see how long I can last – as if I had any say in the matter anyway – she holds the key.

 I could cheat,  I cannot get out of the cage – I do not need  points of intrigue or KSD unlike others.  I could use the sealed key.  I did once when a sharp pain hit me.  Never again – her displeasure when she ignored me for two days was too distressing to allow me to do that again.

 I dream that one day she will free me for either completely or for a period.  I even mentioned it some time ago before we reached this point.  She laughed and told me to dream on.

 Some people dream of being locked: I dream of being released.  In the meantime I accept my lot.  Her pleasure is worth it.