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| Written by Ms Cleo AZ | |
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I've been encouraging my husband to be more open about our relationship as I know there is already enough pressure on my dear man without adding to it the burden of ongoing isolation. This weekend we've had a breakthrough, as he was able to share the following with me:
I am pretty certain I know what "other dimension" he feels not yet ready to share, but we have more work to do, and I will not push him (too hard), as we have nothing but time for everything... Ms Cleo AZ
"My wife loves sex so much that She took my Cock away from me for keeps a couple of years ago (yes, soon it will be three full years  !) She keeps it locked in this cage I need to carry it around in until She wants to get fucked again, which fortunately is at least a few times a week. Her intent is not to deprive me of anything – in fact if anything when it comes to sex my own yearning for orgasm is inconsequential. She just loves Her Cock so much She doesn't want anyone else (meaning me) to even touch or "tamper" with it. She never wants it "waste a cum," meaning orgasm is only OK while fucking Her.But for me the consequence is that I no longer have a Cock of my own – the one I was born with – I never get to touch it myself, whenever She turns me on the damned thing strains against this Cage but can't extend to its full hard-on -- it gets painful and frustrating as hell. I never get to pee standing up any more like other men because of the Cage, and She always locks my hands away in handcuffs or something so even when She wants to fuck I still literally never get to touch it. After we fuck and Her cock is flaccid She always locks it back up in this Cage before She puts the key wherever it is She keeps it, and only then releases my hands. It's been this way since 2003! There's nothing I can really do about it, I don't want to tell anyone I know about it and, in truth, I admit I really did agree to "give her” my Cock when She told me how much She loves it and wants it all for Herself -- I just never imagined when I agreed to it that She would actually keep it locked up, as Hers alone, meaning no longer mine! The good thing is how much She likes to get fucked by Her Cock, otherwise I don't think I'd have been able to survive as long as I have without it. There is a whole other dimension about Her fucking that I may share some day when I can bear what today still feels totally shameful. Meanwhile, I feel like I'm probably the only man on earth who has to live like this, it is a terrible secret ..." |
