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MY CONFESSION ON WHY I NEED CHASTITY |
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Last night I was fortunate enough to have a wonderful experience with my Mistress, which in turn I completely ruined by not acting responsible while out of my chastity device ...
Last night I was fortunate enough to have a wonderful experience with
my Mistress, which in turn I completely ruined by not acting
responsible while out of my chastity device. My Mistress took myself
and three other subs out to a gentleman's club. It was a wonderful
reward for good service. She got us all table dances and gave us money
to tip the dancers. She also had some fun with us by humiliating us
whenever she got the chance. We had a contest and the sub finishing
last was to be penalized. Luckily it was not me. The sub finishing last
had to do a private dance for a stripper Mistress knew. He had to get
completely naked and dance the entire time. The stripper quite enjoyed
the subs dance and was amused by his chastity belt. Of course, this
took place in a secluded place in the club. The stripper put dollars in
the subs garters and helped humiliated him. She also let us all out of
chastity when the night was over. I believe it was a test to see if
we'd be good after going to a strip club.
Of course, I was not good. After Mistress dropped me off at my
apartment, I immediately called Maitresse Ann to tell her of my
evening. It was very late and she had already gone to bed. Lady
Kathrynne was up and took my call. I had never spoken to Lady Kathrynne
before, but she was willing to talk to me. Little did she know, my true
intentions were to get permission to cum. We talked for awhile and I
began to masturbate and asked Lady Kathrynne permission to cum. Of
course, she would never give it to me because we had never met and she
was rightfully appalled at my rude comments. I should have never made
this call. I will do my best to earned back the trust of my mistress
and Maitresse. Hopefully, Lady Kathrynne will be able to forgive me in
the future, as well.
At this point I was slightly out of control. Maybe more than slightly
out of control. I wanted to cum so bad I wasn't seeing clearly. I
needed to be in chastity. It proved to my Mistress, Maitresse Ann and
Lady Kathrynne that I cannot be trusted out of chastity. I am back in
chastity now, where I belong and will be so for quite some time.
With one phone call, I violated the trust of three dominant women.
Thinking back now, I can't believe what I did. I wish I could take it
all back. While my actions were completely out of line and
unforgivable, the one positive that occurred was the realization that I
need to be in chastity at all times. Hopefully, I will be a better sub
one day and not require chastity full time, but for right now I've
proven I cannot be trusted and chastity is the only option.
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