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This is the story of my cuckolding.
and the price i paid for being with my Girlfriend and ...
My cuckolding started after two years in our relationship... first she took care of a few other humiliating acts... since we always had a D/s relation. 1) my circumsizion at the age of 36 (this decreases sexual pleasure) 2) an ownership tattoo above my dick 3) an ownership brandmark on my dickhead !!! (3 months later) 4) an ampalang piercing trough my dickhead. (again three months later) 5) a specialy made chastity device with two locks... of which one is a lock at the end trough my former ampalang. From here she started to train me for longer periods without sexual relieve... training me to become her sissy housemaid taking care of our household. I now was only allowed to lick her and was denied to come inside of her... in this period she now and then used my dick as her dildo. 6) growing my hair... i now wear it female every day 7) permanent make-up in my face (tattood lipline en eyebrows) 8) female hormones to grow breasts 9) a real boobjob... i now have a 90C size breasts. Only at this point she started to cuckold me... telling me she could no longer see me as a man... looking like a sissy with a small penis (also because of taking the female hormones) and being so submissive to her... she told me she needed another man to take care of her needs. My dick wasn't good enough anymore... not even as a dildo to her. She also trained me to become her toiletslave. She told me this was her reward for being a good slave to her and another opprtunity to see her naked. I stopped working and wasn't allowed to do my own things anymore... no Television, Hobby's etc... At this point in the relation she started to introduce me with creampie eating and real cock sucking and cleaning. To humiliate me even more my grilfriend and her lover were wearing latex underwear for the week-end. They did not wash themselves and they had off course regular sex... in the latex shorts this becomes really muf and i was off course forced to clean them both every time they had sex. Now i am allowed out of the chasity device once a month to have a hard on but i am not allowed to release myself. My last time was 7 months ago when i had to fuck a fake rubber pussy in front of her and a couple of her friends... and she loves humiliating me with this. She also started to make me go over to her GF houses to do some cleaning over there. She recently told me that she would like to marry me but that she is taking me to the next level then... three more steps to go she says... she loves me as hubby and wants me close to her the rest of her life 1) permanent denial trough our marriage. meaning no longer able to get out of the chastity device... since i look like a girl i do not need a penis anymore... she takes it from me but she will never make me a real girl trough an operation. Complete frustration ! 2) she would like the idea of me becoming a prostitute for her and her being my pimp... meaning i have to work in the red-light district as a hooker to other men. Making her some money to earn my living. and providing her with a steady income. 3) i am no longer to sleep in the bed but become a pet sleeping in a cage at the end of her bed and eating from a bowl on the floor. She left her lover but is bringing in several new boy friends every week to make me feel even more humiliated. My biggest humiliation was last week when she started to have sex with my former best friend. He did new about my sissyfication but not about me being a cuckold to her and being chastisized. As a good friend he told me he was happy to help me satisfy my girlfriend since i could no longer do that for her. For next week she has arranged a big party at our house where alll our friends will be and she will anounce the wedding... at this party i will have my last orgasm in front of all these friends. She said she had wicked plans for this special occasion. I am so crazy in love with her and she is so gorgeous that i am willing to give in to a celibate life for her... living like her pet next to her every day... I must say that it is an honour for me to just see her naked when i clean her out or when i serve her as toilet. And i look forward to the moment i can start being a hooker for her... sucking cock and eating cum of men that are allowed to have seual pleasures.
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