I have purposely taken steps to hide my identity with this submission.  My friend whose identity is designated as Big One on this site had no idea until now of my obsession/fetish/fantasy that I am about to describe. I'm married and have a family with daughters and nieces who have described me as a "hunk"  Although I have never felt that way about myself, I would like to describe a different side.

I am obsessed with and find myself thinking very often of the LARGE ERECT PENIS.  As an example, I find the head of a man's penis as one of the moat beautiful aspects of human nature both in looks and function.  By function. I mean its ability to probe and spread things when and where needed.

The impossible part of this obsession is that I don't have any desire to have any direct contact with the owner of the big erection--just the erection itself and this does not include my own.

I know very little about such things and any catagories that are attached to these sorts of cravings but I realize that a fuller explanation is necessary.

My fantasy includes the fondling and caressing of a large fully erect penis in extreme privacy with the ability to see every detail. I would like to  slide the foreskin completely down as far as it will go. I might need to think my way through a little to see what I wanted to do next but surely would include inhaling the odor of the head kissing it and fitting my lips over it.

Although the craving is impossible to attain because of the lack of feel for the man in the picture, I would sure want to lick the full length of the shaft, slip my mouth over the head and take as much as possible in my mouth and down my throat.

Now some of you more knowledgeable people, swingers or whoever out there please tell me if these feelings are common, very uncommon or the cravings of a lewd and immoral bastard.

Please feel free to comment on my feelings and I will not feel offended if they are rude, crude and/or totally humiliating.

My more normal  feelings concern my drive to kiss and feel up every college cheerleader I get close to.

Again, please comment.